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username: forcstspirit

slot: orange go go go mork leeeee

face claim: jisun - fromis_9
b face claim: saerom - fromis_9

birthname: kim ryoume (ree-yoo-mei)
birthdate: 05/01/00 (d/m/y)

personality:
> lazy
- her depression is mostly what causes her to be lazy. she just feels tired although she didn't really do anything. just thinking too much makes her feel extremely tired that she doesn't want to do anything. she also tends to be really slowly in many things for no specific reason.
> calm
- although she may not look like it, she's honestly an extremely chill. she tends to be unbothered by alot of things. for example, if you do things to annoy her, she'd bluntly ignore you and walk away calmly. she doesn't tell anyone, but she personally doesn't want to make a scene or a big deal out of something so small so she simply ignores it.
> brave
- she tends to not get easily scared and is also very calm in these situations. when other people around her are getting scared of something, she'll casually sit there and act like she doesn't even see it. she's just extremely unbothered.
> straightfoward
- one thing she hates is when people sugar coat and beat around the bush. so she doesn't do it either. she tends to be extremely blunt and to the point instead of saying useless things and wasting time. she's also very open about what she wants to say and won't hesitate to speak, so she doesn't even think twice. this does cause alot of people to dislike her because of this.
> intimidating
- her looks amend personality make her seem extremely intimidating to others. because of how unbothered and blunt she is, people tend to be a bit afraid of her without even realising it at times.
> depressed (this part was hard to write oomf)
- ryoume describes her depression like this;
- a guy inside my head shouting at me and telling me im shit and useless 24 hours a day.
- nothing is ever going to be right, because i am always wrong, whatever i do, or think, or am.
- like living with a glass wall between you and the world that you keep hitting but can’t break through.
- it's like being stuck on a treadmill. you work so hard to keep up but you’re not getting anywhere and you’re so so tired. it’s like a never ending test of willpower and endurance that you didn’t sign up for.
- someone in your head that never shuts up and always makes you question everything and anything that you do in life.
- always wondering; why do people tell me to continue living for them? is there no reason to continue to live for myself?
- it's like just existing but not living.

background: (idk if i wrote enough tho oof)
> ryoume was born and raised in seoul as an only child by her parents. she had normally always focused and done well in school until she entered middle school(5th?6th?), where her grades went really low. her parents were extremely disappointed and told her alot of stuff that made ryoume's self esteem fall down from 100 to 0.000001. after that, ryoume wasn't able to bring her grades up and she always got yelled at by not only her parents but as well as her teachers. she got bullied in class for not being smart enough and it took a toll on her mental health.
> she always wondered why she wasn't doing well enough and why she was so stupid and it really effected her. she slowly started to get depression although she didn't notice it. she kept herself away from socialising with not only her school friends but also her parents. she tried her best to do well in school but soon gave up and never bothered about it, somehow still managing to take her parents yellings and sometimes beatings. currently, she does have some friends. she isnt that close with them but although she has never told them, she kind of uses them as support and protection from bullies. she does feel glad to be with them but isn't that close with them.

trivia/s:
> always in her own world and in her own thoughts
> feels like her thoughts are taking over her
> allergic to grapes (and she says she allergic to people too lol !!)
> has stage fright; really dislikes being the center of attention and having to talk in front of a bunch of people, even if it's in front of her classmates or only 10 people.
> has a frightening huge amount of physical strength.
> extremely claustrophobic
> has a really dull and dead face expression 24/7
> does stuff slowly; like writes really slow and pays for stuff really slow.
> in school, she spends most of her time on the roof where no one else is.
> trusts absolutely no one, even her parents and friends.

like/s:
> bread; has a weird liking for bread and can practically survive on this. the only food you see her eat at school is bread which she buys from the school canteen.
> color grey
> listening to music with full volume and earphones
> likes beings sick so she could skip school, although she skips school alot anyways
> cold showers and cold weather

dislike/s:
> bright lights and color
> sweet foods; esp fruits but except for sweet bread
> hot and humid weather
> tight clothes
> snow; just hates it alot even though she loves winter

habit/s:
> fiddles with her fingers and hem of her shirt alot
> staring into blank space while thinking about alot of stuff for long periods of time
> eating really fast
> glares at people alot
> rolls her eyes allloooott

because this is in the story's backround, state a random reason as to why you hate mark and his group of friends:
> mark
- met each other on the rooftop during lunch. he asked her why she wasn't eating anything and she said she wasn't hungry. since that day, he legit went up there everyday and asked her the same question. after around 3 weeks, she got shit mad and yelled at him. they both had this huge stupid argument about him caring for her but her just not wanting to eat and they practically disliked(or so they think-) each other since then and didn't talk almost at all after that.
> renjun
- met him at a supermarket and as she was going for the last sweet bread, he grabbed it simultaneously. they glared at each other for 2 minutes straight before he snatched it away. she practically despises him since that day.
> jeno and jisung
- was walking to school on a rainy(and muddy) day when jeno and jisung decided to run past her, only to run over a huge mud puddle. they ended up splashing mud all over ryoume but didn't realise and kept running. ryoume didn't show it, but she was ready to shove mud down their throat.
> donghyuck
- finds his happy self annoying as shit although she doesn't show it. she really dislikes how he's always loud for no reason. also always confused as to how he can smile and be happy for so long.
> jaemin
- jaemin and ryoume were biology partners for one experiment in class. they had to disect a frog which neither of them, clearly, wanted to do. continuously arguing on who's gonna take the first step, jaemin got mad enough to grab the frog and throw it at ryoume's face. of course, ryoume was known to be extremely calm, but the bitch in her went off. instantly, she kicked the kid where the sun don't shine. let's just say she got suspended for 3 weeks and hated him forever after that.
> chenle
- on the last day of a semester, he literally went to every class and screamt like a dying dolphin(asksj). she got nightmares for 4 days straight after that and hated him ever since.

password: trash bin yo 😔✊ (its a joke. don't @ me. i lub him.)