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Remiria Zeverin, Hola, Remi. 5:58
Remiria Zeverin: Good morning, Gabe. 5:59
Remiria Zeverin, How are you? 5:59
Remiria Zeverin: Lovely, as always. How about you? 6:00
Remiria Zeverin, Tired. I didn't really sleep well since I had to pack up my bed for the move. 6:00
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Is it bad just talking about this stuff is stressing me out 6:19
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nah that's normal 6:19
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], But like idek what to do, I've been a lazy fuck and haven't been planning and now it's biting me in the ass 6:20
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Seeing as there's a huge pressure to actually finish school ASAP since I think I'm the first person in a couple generations to go right from high school to college 6:20
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Yeah that's the problem. When I switched to Japanese as major, I thought about doing something I enjoyed, not something that would give me a permanent career. 6:21
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Ah. 6:21
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], And I'm already being overshadowed by my sister who's gotten nothing but perfect grades since she started school. So idek what to do anymore. 6:22
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: *sigh* Idk what to say to you really. 6:22
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Sorry... 6:23
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I just don't have anyone to really talk to about this stuff IRL. I don't like bothering people with my problems since honestly half the time I'm just exaggerating the issue since I just want attention. 6:23
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Don't be. I know I'm not the best at school advice. I'm terrible. 6:23
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], You always say you're terrible and yet you're at least trying. 6:24
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: I guess. I just know I'm not the most helpful because my life is a mess. 6:24
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Trust me, you're one of the most helpful people I've talked to in a while about this. I tried taking a course on money/future stuff last year, and whenever I tried talking about it with my parents, they dismissed everything as wrong. 6:25
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Trying and failing haha 6:24
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Trying and failing > "I'm not helping you anymore Gabriel since you're not putting in a good effort" 6:25
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Honestly by the time school starts it'll be too late to talk to counselors about college since the processes I need to do are summer stuff. 6:26
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Haha. True I guess 6:25
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Awee 6:26
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I just don't even know what to do anymore. Everything hurts. 6:26
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: I'm sorry 6:27
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Why are you apologizing? lol 6:27
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: For not being helpful 6:28
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Just by talking to me you're helping lol 6:28
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Haha thanks 6:28
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], No prob. Do you think I'm screwed? 6:28
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nah you'll figure it out 6:29
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I just don't want to be a disappointment to everyone and I feel like it's too late to not be. 6:29
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Pfff I already feel like one 6:30
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], But you have people looking up to you, at least. 6:30
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Looking up? No. Not at all. 6:30
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I do. You seem to know what the fuck you're doing, or at least you know how you've messed up. 6:31
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Yeah but I don't fix it. I just make more mistakes 6:32
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I don't mean to pry, but how so? 6:32
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: I'm just a failure. I can't even pass a simple English class. I've gotten consecutive Cs on all my Japanese classes despite it being my most interesting class and it now being my major. I failed so many classes that I've been on probation twice. And I don't maintain proper eating and health habits as well as not attempting to find a job that will pay me under the table. I'm lazy and irresponsible even though I know these things I still make no effort. 6:35
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Why do you need to be paid under the table? 6:35
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Reasons. 6:35
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I can try and help out if you need money...not this week, but once I get back from vacation. 6:36
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: NO 6:36
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Why? 6:36
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: I don't take charity. 6:37
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], It's not charity though. You've pretty much been my counselor for a bit, the least I could do is buy you a coffee or something. 6:37
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: No. I'm not comfortable with that sort of thing. 6:38
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], There's gotta be something I can do for you in return, at least. 6:38
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nope. Nothing 6:38
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Liz... 6:38
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], There's gotta be something I can do to help. You're struggling. 6:39
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nope. Don't wanna hear it. 6:39
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nope. I'll survive. 6:39
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I'm not saying you won't, but...I don't feel comfortable just sitting by and doing nothing to help you out. You've helped me before, and you're one of the few people I can talk to about shit with my life. You're practically one of my friends. 6:41
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: I don't accept things Gabe. Just how I am. I never even know what to ask for on my birthday and holidays. 6:41
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I understand that, I'm the same way. But even if it's not something monetary...isn't there anything I can do? 6:42
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nope. I just gotta deal. 6:43
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Well...don't be afraid if you think of anything. 6:43
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Trust me when I say I won't. Lol 6:43
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Anyways, I really wanna say thank you again. I really appreciate the fact that you listen to me. 6:44
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Course 6:44
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Maybe I can do that for you? 6:45
Denise, Hey. c: 6:45
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Do what? 6:45
Denise: Hihi! 6:45
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Listen to you if you need to get something off your chest. 6:45
Denise, What's up? 6:45
Denise: My lady boner 😜 6:46
Denise, .///w///. Anything I can help with? 6:46
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: I get enough off between talking to Marie and Branden, and James. 6:46
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Oh... 6:46
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Mhm. 6:46
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Well...I don't know then. .< 6:47
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Mhm 6:47
Denise: XD 6:47
Denise, >< Whattt 6:47
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Still...if there's anything you ever wanna talk about, I'm open. 6:47
Denise: I don't knowww, I'm not here for long 6:48
Denise, Ohhhh. >< 6:48
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Okies 6:48
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Do you know any ways to make a grilled cheese taste better btw 6:48
Denise: Sorryyy 6:48
Denise, It's okkk 6:48
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Uhh yeah don't use fake American cheese. 6:48
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], But...it's all I have., 6:49
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Uhhh.......no idea. 6:49
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], oh ;-; 6:49
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Yeah those cheese slices aren't even cheese. You need use slices of like provolone or swiss. 6:50
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I think I have some shredded cheese? 6:50
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Eh....shredded is hard to melt in a sandwich 6:51
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], I figured that much., 6:51
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Mhm 6:51
Tsukiko 🌸, Finally someone who also had vanilla at the top of the BDSM test thing xD 6:55
Denise, So wyd? 6:56
Tsukiko 🌸: lol 6:56
Tsukiko 🌸, I'm not alone ;w; 6:56
Tsukiko 🌸: -hugs- vanilla ish good c: 6:56
Denise: I'm just heading out to buy groceries 6:57
Tsukiko 🌸, I mean the last time I took it I had boy/girl at the top but it was like not very much higher than vanilla 6:57
Tsukiko 🌸: -hugs 6:57
Denise, Have fun~ 6:57
Tsukiko 🌸, *hugs back* owo 6:59
Tsukiko 🌸: 😄 6:59
Tsukiko 🌸, ^w^ So how are you and Dante? 7:00
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Liz how do I spread butter on bread that's not toasted 7:00
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Let the butter soften a ton. Idk dude. If you're making grilled cheese though you just melt the butter in the pan 7:01
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Oh I thought you put the butter on the bread .w. 7:01
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Nah. You melt it straight in the pan and put the sandwhich right on it 7:01
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S], Ah 7:01
Tsukiko 🌸: um yeah i dont talk to Dante anymore 7:02
Elizabeth [Kawaii][F/Bi/D/S]: Mhm 7:02
Tsukiko 🌸, Oh. .w. I was wondering why he wasn't being all grabby like he usually is 7:02
Tsukiko 🌸: yeah he basically said oh Senpai is waay older than me when i showed him what i looked like and he then tells me I want Raven to date me irl after saying he was trying to get me to date him irl. 7:04
Tsukiko 🌸, I don't get him at all sometimes. 7:05
Tsukiko 🌸: i dont either tbh then he laughed at me on instagram 7:07
Tsukiko 🌸, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I really don't know what to say tbh 7:07
Tsukiko 🌸: excatly 7:07
Tsukiko 🌸, But anyways how are you? 7:09
Tsukiko 🌸: good 7:10
Tsukiko 🌸, Same, I might make breakfast soon tho 7:10
Tsukiko 🌸: ooh 7:11
Tsukiko 🌸: what's funny is he told me Raven don't notice him 7:13
Tsukiko 🌸, I'm back 7:24
Tsukiko 🌸: weba 7:25
Tsukiko 🌸, Want part of the grilled cheese? 7:25
Tsukiko 🌸: pwease? 7:25
Tsukiko 🌸, *smiles and offers you half* 7:26
Tsukiko 🌸: *accepts and noms* 7:26
Tsukiko 🌸, *smiles and eats with you* 7:26
Tsukiko 🌸: *giggles* 7:27
Tsukiko 🌸, *pats beside me on the floor* 7:27
Tsukiko 🌸: *sits* 7:28
Tsukiko 🌸, *smiles* Sorry about the lack of places to sit. 7:28
Tsukiko 🌸: ish okies *giggles* 7:28
Tsukiko 🌸, So do you like it? 7:29
Tsukiko 🌸: yep 7:30
Tsukiko 🌸, Yay.~ *I smile and hug you tight* 7:30
Tsukiko 🌸: *giggles 7:30
Tsukiko 🌸, So what do you wanna do? 7:30
Tsukiko 🌸: chill please 7:30
Tsukiko 🌸, Sure.~ *I smile and toss you one of the two pillows I have out.* Feel free to chill anywhere.~ 7:33