2nd morning whats the instruction slave master

okay we woke up to them harassing us online stopping us from watching videos so that means we have to come into public and make a spectical of myself i think im supposed to do the blood thing with handprints they made me come up with so many suicide plans i dont know which one im supposed to do but all i know is its supposed to be in the public so i rushed down here to the internet as fast as i could so they could send me those secret messages while everyones watching since i was watching anime and streaming youtube videos in my peace

like i said i hope they have people or children close to them experience what confusion on this level is like since im naturally confused with an acquired illness useless to do anything else

i guess i just go back to wasting and kiling myself in the manner in which we agreed right me staying home doing nothing everyday other thna making lists
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remember i could of been doing work instead of entertaining a retards narrative
are we supposed to kill ourselves or kill someone or bleed and draw attention to ourselves what are we supposed to do since this is how they give me instructions with secret harassments no one else can see lucky my natural baseline benchmark is watching anime and doing online work so when im not on my natural scheduale they want me in the city acting like a threat to public safety to continue this retards narattive when im just being forced to use meditation technicques so much my life never progresses but its cool taxed right
so how am i supposed to decompress if they keep making it hard by breaking my headphones and fucking with me lmfao blame society when i crack a skull
tell the officer we need specific instructions or we go hospital same way mom sent us for fucking around glad im spending my life alone


what kind name is s1337668 idk a good journalist name for a diary
and your old poppy harlow glorial bolga MOREMOREMOREMOREMORE yup all me even the one where i look swedish and blond
fuc*en headache im glad i ran out of money and meds so i can just spend my time at hospital to lower cortisol levels since idk might harm myself or someone while constantly being harassed as police enjoy waiting to do something about what i do instead of interveening before hand because socieity is ret*rded


ohhh too bad his doctors appointment was a month away am i weak or am i just so experienced people on the hook for being involved have to try and do smoething before more and more eyes and people are made aware of the situation being designed to stall me out andn cause problems to

RING THE F*CK**EN BUSTER CALL YOU BUSTER public threat to safety you caused making me come down here for what ? out of confusion in a state of confusion trying to understand everyay only to get same reaction and response so they had 10 months of failures but ill get it righ on the first time and ill be the one whos looked at worse than them so im just getting it on paper to show how coherent i was when premeditating trying to decompress being forced to plan suici*al plans because intrusive thoughts being inspired by people in the public so ofc the public has to bare witness for participation

make it pop so its not a problem since you know who got bored of babysitting first right retraining for this sh*t cop
its always those idiots who try and make themselves think they know what your thinking like my first instinct is to ? do sommething that makes you differentiate and orientate yourself at a higher position in relation for elevated ego or soemthing like fuck off these retards know im not a criminal but fucking with me because on paper it looks like something else so fine if were going to choose what pieces of paper to look at well ignore everythign i did in the community until the last second and thats when youll know since they dont update those files with positive things and they dont check to see who entered in what but since they dont want to investigate and just assume all those entrieis on my file are me cool

threat to myself in public is same as threat to public only difference is they communicate one to be less important
im slow but some retard has to keep telling me instead of just moving on to next message

if was safe i wouldnt be able to tell right just always reporting on you checking to see if im in state of safe enough to approach wihch causes me to look as if im in a state of feeling unsafe so run the cycle its wasted this many years of my life excited to watch you keep fuc*ing me over expecting me to believe it
how safe? if abuse same same, never changed..
haha no family pictures to delete i dont even care about any of the pictures cause i know theyll just do what they did to my discord


wonder when theyll clock it