(MAID) form(s) filed since I found multiple just incase injunction or bullsh*t

Completed the form that I found on the Ontario website for medical assistance in dying since I know they’ll have to intervene the same way they’ve been doing can’t say sorry to without a reason blame my ocd just didn’t believe they’re sorry enough probably having same problem tryna act like they’re good people by not telling me what to do or how to hurt myself to make up for it they think I’m retartdrf fot letting them fuc with me instead of being smart and avoiding harm now they known I knew and let them do whatever at motel whatever and Sheridan I’m glad you got your moneies worth since you stopped me from being able to anything and now I’m supposed to just go back to doing what was right and smartest for everybody but after the fact cause now they know how intense the knowledge is

Won’t be able to file an injunction I’ll be lucky enough to get a racist to do the injection if they curate it correctly. 🤣🤣🤣 for some reason it consoles me knowing some random persons hate toward colour people will get the job done right and quick because you know how fast they like to move

I want them to say “ what a waste “ like the food they threw around 😂🤣 yeah yeahhhh follow through it’ll be easier for them with one less person to focus on and I won’t have to put up with C average student opinions


Yeah smile in my face and not mean it or mean it who knows only when the case seems jeopardized

Tryna temp me with fleeting experiences and shit I never cared about I’m happy I got to experience being liked 🤣 meh not everyone is lucky enough to experience anything remember [__insert quote about foreigners___]

They keep making me deal with this knowing I’m not meant for it so I’m just going to leave quietly and peacefully 😌 since only keeping me around to file court against doctor and make money while extorting every other aspect of my life xept this one manipulations not working sorry I’ve had so many issues with authority and now these C- average students will have an understanding it wasn’t funny just had a positive demeanour nahh they think I’m holding or bottling up some anger and I’m about to explode fuc these reta^rds


You think you can bully me but I’m dead inside you just waste time best thing look how long I’ve been like this

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All they do is make it worse ofc they’ll understand too much therapy and I know better bring someone to argue I found the loophole not doing anything just ASKING
These black people think I’m embarrassed about it but it’s sad as fuck watching their mental illness damage people. I recognized mine and did things that were fucked with simple

Therapy got fucked with dipped and they know why cause i wrote about it and cop friend in liable bout it
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I’ve watched way too many police shows and and and and gunna need one day captain I’m close just meed you to sign off on this plan and request for inventory to make the suspect rage into a position or opportunity we can use to press him harder and for more information
All I watched is police shows like my father was a drug lord or something just to memorize how they do things so I could go to school while being black because we all know how illegal it is to be black and educated
I should’ve became a writer, but they delayed my progress
Seeing how I speak wasn’t enough to treat me nicely they thought I’m masking 🤣 sucks I’m actually that nice huh fucken shame too
I got too much media training early on in my life and was taught never to express myself aggravated or overly aggressively audibly. If you’re gonna use your words, use them at volume that doesn’t harm the person so it’s easier to understand the quieter you speak the more attention they have to pay because they’re gonna want to hear what you said, and if you’re yelling, they won’t be able to understand or comprehend because the first thing that they’ll understand is the volume equals emotion and I’m not trying to express emotion. I’m trying to logically express fax.  I only ever get audibly vocal at a high volume when I’m playing games that are exciting and fun I don’t understand why I should exclaim when I have nerve damage and can’t feel pain and this is just stupid. It’s frustrating but that’s bureaucracy and I understand they’re making it more frustrating and the fact that I understand makes them more stupid.
Throw more big words higher vocabulary

Level one talking about speak nicely to myself lmfao fuck that I’m my own best friend do you know how boring it was when I was in therapy repeating it I learned it’s intention like how you say it not what you say

Don’t don’t understand English but they understand tone I’m going to school on myself because it’s a safe way to remember what life really is
My favourite is them having an idea of what peak physicality is and them me being sharky with apex silence and marathon forever energy

How dose being loud do anything or help
Since mythbusters proved its using swear words not volume

I don’t need to remember being rap*d as a child and that’s why I’ll never give them the satisfaction just build complexes in brains