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7:04 PM - ;/: I said it yeah
7:04 PM - ;/: but I said it with reasoning.
7:04 PM - ;/: I told you,
7:05 PM - ;/: I felt as if you didn't want to be with me, and It's what I was talking about earlier as well.
7:05 PM - ;/: you just feel like you're sick of me. It doesn't feel like you love me anymore.
7:06 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: thats not true
7:06 PM - ;/: well that's how it made me feel.
7:06 PM - ;/: even if it wasn't true.
7:06 PM - ;/: that's what goes on through my head alana
7:08 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: ..
7:08 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: wow
7:08 PM - ;/: that's what I was talking about the whole time.
7:08 PM - ;/: it doesn't feel like you love me anymore because of the way you've been acting to me.
7:09 PM - ;/: you spoke to me in a loving way at first, but the way you talk to me now, It's so different and It's as if I'm a burden
7:09 PM - ;/: and back at it again, that's where my insecurity drives in.
7:09 PM - ;/: I don't want to burden you all the time.
7:09 PM - ;/: I don't want to do anything other than to love you.
7:10 PM - ;/: but with the way you've been acting It feels hurt and stressful because It has always sounded like It was a burden.
7:10 PM - ;/: thats all I've ever been trying to tell you.
7:10 PM - ;/: and as I'm typing this,
7:10 PM - ;/: I'm literally crying.
7:10 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: im osryr
7:11 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: ammar
7:11 PM - ;/: ♥
7:11 PM - ;/: it''s
7:11 PM - ;/: ok.
7:12 PM - ;/: because as I said,
7:12 PM - ;/: I want to be with you. I love you.
7:12 PM - ;/: I LOVE you.
7:12 PM - ;/: ;(
7:12 PM - ;/: I'd stop being sad entirley just for you
7:12 PM - ;/: and I am really really
7:13 PM - ;/: sorry that you have to deal with your family and such and hopefully I said that in a non-offensive way (if this is a word or not)
7:13 PM - ;/: all I want to do
7:13 PM - ;/: is just try to help you in whatver way I really can
7:13 PM - ;/: and I figure that It'd be emotionally
7:13 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: im sorry
7:13 PM - ;/: It's okay
7:13 PM - ;/: I love you alana
7:13 PM - ;/: ♥
7:14 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: i love you too
7:14 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: my mic should be here today or tomorrow
7:14 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: if he actually sent it
7:14 PM - ;/: and you know what I'd prefer to do once It's here?
7:14 PM - ;/: just talk to you.
7:14 PM - ;/: I don't really care about anything else,
7:15 PM - ;/: not even this computer
7:15 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: what..
7:15 PM - ;/: I thought this computer would be the answer to all my problems you know
7:15 PM - ;/: but no
7:15 PM - ;/: It's been the same
7:15 PM - ;/: Instead
7:15 PM - ;/: I'd rather have it if I was just there with you instead
7:16 PM - ;/: this is a $1500 computer. It's supposed to make me play every game I want, but what good is it really? what you're about to hear, you probably won't believe this
7:16 PM - ;/: but what good is my computer or anything whatsoever if something like you being mad at me happened?
7:16 PM - ;/: all I'd ever think about is you no matter what the hell I do here
7:17 PM - ;/: skyrim is my favorite game because It once helped me in my depression, but once I learned what it meant to have somebody who actually loves you, It doesn't mean shit anymore. the only thing that mattered was if you were happy or not.
7:18 PM - ;/: I hope you keep this in mind.
7:18 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: are you bing seriosu
7:18 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: being
7:18 PM - ;/: yes, I am
7:18 PM - ;/: I barely give a shit about this computer entirely if you were just there, being mad at me the entire time because in truth, It's all I'd ever think about
7:18 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: baby
7:18 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: lol
7:18 PM - ;/: yes
7:18 PM - ;/: i love you
7:18 PM - ;/: I love you so much.
7:18 PM - ;/: :(
7:19 PM - ;/: and if It pains me to see you being mad at me
7:19 PM - ;/: then what good is Overwatch or skyrim
7:19 PM - ;/: or L4D2 in general
7:19 PM - ;/: nothing
7:19 PM - ;/: they're just video games
7:19 PM - ;/: you?
7:19 PM - ;/: you're everything to me
7:19 PM - ;/: your happiness is what keeps me to these video games because they're just there as a hobby
7:19 PM - ;/: I originally wanted to leave L4D2 for all the chaos it erupted me
7:20 PM - ;/: but you made me stay
7:20 PM - ;/: you made me stay and continue with this garbage game
7:21 PM - ;/: i really hope this stays in your mind
7:21 PM - ;/: because this is what goes on in the background
7:21 PM - HANDZUM $UICIDE: i love you
7:21 PM - ;/: i love you too