- For basically the entirety of 2018 I've felt very burnt out on Vice City. I wanted to keep playing because I've been worried about disappointing people, I suppose this post will disappoint people like I never could've with just not playing the game.
- January 2018 I began experimenting with certain files in the game, I thought that if I gave myself the ability to just give myself free PBs again it would make my mindset better and I could be happy playing and streaming the game again. I have done this with all my Vice City runs from then until now, the affected runs are listed now:
- 100% in 4:45:55
- All Missions in 2:11:16
- All Missions in 2:11:36
- All Packages in 29:09
- No SSU in 50:54
- No SSU in 51:02
- No SSU in 51:19
- + Some ILs
- I am utterly ashamed and full of regret, and even moreso that the only reason I'm typing this is because people caught on and now it just seems like an "I'm sorry I was caught" thing. Though I must admit I did not have any intentions of writing this on my own because I've been afraid of the mass disappointment.
- I want everyone to see this post and know what is happening, I think it is best that I disappear for a while, I don't know how long for but it will hopefully be enough time for me to think about what I've done.
- To anyone reading this who ever considered cheating, my advice to you is to slap yourself across the face very very hard and to wake up. Thanks for reading.