shining

there's still hope in me. i talked about it today.
one day i'd like to be okay. i want to be free of depression and anxiety and just be normal. no body pain from stress.
i'd like to live in a house and do the things i love because i won't be depressed. be in an okay job because i won't be ill. be able to make friends again because i'll be more normal.
i still hang on to the shred of hope, even if it's in escapism.