delays delays delays delays delays

imagine thinking you doing me dirty by wasting my time under the assumption i wasted your time
only to learn i didnt know what to do and told you i didnt

believing things i say but not what i do expressing how i feel and what i want to do so someone can understand how redundant and how much of a waste it is led me to understand its on purpose for money or sex. this is what they do to people nothing friendly its only surface value but underhanded in a way where they think theyre smarter than you.

doing shit to ease your own insecurities and coming up to the realization you were wrong is one thing having to see that realization be reinforced daily i can only imagine since not knowing better and having someone insecure used against me is whatevre since the disbelief is what caused it to happen like basic fortune telling you trying to make something out of nothing for me and all i have to do is be positive while you act negatively towards it

this should of happened already and thats why im prime deja vuu isnt even the same for me it pisses me off knowign

cant even celebrate synchronicities since its a fucken duplicate and not the original its washed and im clearing it out to alter it since proving shit wtih repitition is how you break peopels minds there were other ways they could of gone about it whihc is why im still seeking legal action lots of other ways i could of done it but you know trust issues or whatever excuse you use pan sexual or something conveinent