🤷🏿‍♂️Emotionally too mature

Who would I even ask right 🤣 never been in a relationship long enough to get used to it or figure out signs and I'm not about to be called out like some fucking dog one night stands are dehumanizing seen to far down that path takes the enjoyment out of it if you not even in your own house plus if you don't like the person or know them now it's awkward 🤣😂

Rather do what I was doing all along working on being independent without anyone in my life to have the ability to fuck it up using ODSP to prove this would only have been possible if I knew how smart I was all along not imposter syndrome thinking I don’t belong because too stupid imposters syndrome knowing I can do better and do more force them to learn the hard way

How else would i have had this website in my pocket since 2008 LMfA my legacy account uhhh so sad lucky speech cadence I write like (Dracula) for some reason same speech patterns.  What difference does that make if I always wear the same clothes

Gay by force not choice at least I have a unique problem just looks like I'm of those weirdos which is why they stopped me from being around people or forced me into groups of sussy people knowing ocd would fuck with the experience so they could blame me for not trying 😂🤣 but priorities are priorities

I would love to date you, but honestly with the situation that I'm currently involved in in the way that my home life is I don't think it would be beneficial or fair for you to have to go through these sort of things, knowing that this is what's always gonna be bothering me and me not being able to give you The experience you're expecting from me is breaking my heart I couldn't do anything, and I wouldn't want to and I feel like cutting this off before it has time to grow is the best option because my day is going to be complaining and doing things that take me away from being able to experience time with you like I shouldn't have to go try to get citizenship paperwork that my mom couldn't get for me when I was a kid but these are the things I got in the way then I had to get a job when people were having fun and not worrying about these Things You don't know how big of a fuck up you made and it just gets worse imagine how he can get worse from child abductions I was only six and now we're getting into high school elementary again I'm not angry because it's human nature so you should respect the fact you should respect the education really the only thing you'll have left to respect of me Guys like that only know one thing how to emotionally manipulate people but when you don't have emotions, they just end up owing you money that they can't pay

Full circles been with ocd longer in my family not new 😒