Cloudflare tunnel split on my debt

I keep being hacked and forced to fix stupid shit instead of working and developing what I want my internet is permanently pointed and directed to the same place

this is the location of the hacker who caused me to kill myself and lowered the quality of my life with harassment along with the lawyer who facilitated and proctored it main service node that connect back to Hamilton

https://pasteboard.co/oAAVK1uQTeNg.png.

they make me feel like I should self harm

this is my second day without money and the inability to feed myself due to them no understanding and forcefully bringing about my death which has been documented and will be posted publicly with extensive details names and faces of involved participants in my murder
debt card purchased Cloudflare and can no longer recover account card ended in **75
my murder suicide proving who was responsible by killing myself in their proximity
ive been traumatized by women so much I can't care anymore (C-PTSD) and men who set me up to be fucked up by women are why I'm so cut throat the follow days weeks months and years (if I make it that long) will be embarrassing for them to witness too much puddi puddi