You aint you Not you wont get away 🙂

Another audio argument about how i claimed id be gey for someone i was in love with
“I’d be gey for you”
taken as (me changing s*xual orientation for someone due to not being able to be with them) the narrative they’ve been portraying taking a joke seriously or too far now i never joke and you’ll be wishing what i say is a joke or a reference or metaphor

Taken out of context Should of been taken as me saying id be okay with whatever gender they were but now its being argued that im closeted while somehow open about being non-binary and androgynous but im not allowed to talk to certain women so ext*rted for my preference and being harassed into being open and accepting about an ethnicity i grew up having problems given to me from some things never changes

So now hes using this as a way to convey the idea of me being in a relationship or acting like some submissive person ? Mood disorder means why were hoping to blame everything on me being closeted insecure and uncomfortable by doing things to make me say something that would convey that idea like stretching my clothing for me to say something about it but this narrative was so someone could make me work while taking my money or using my social to scam money to st*al thats why they wanted me to take cash so he could do some bullsh*t and pay his debt with someone else’s money thats why jess was used to make me want to tattoo being a cash industry and easily accessible and easily incriminated

They planned on me being depressed
Suic*dal i get to do the same sh*t but have medical corrections made in regards to how it happened thinking im su*cidal is one thing

Learning i c*t myself with complete coherence no emotion involved means i cant be gey or lie about something i dont care about and they have to do things to make me extra

The camera at 7 Eccles is for them to monitor me when i leave my room or the unit through the front door

He’s trying to make it look like I was always sn*tching. It’s weird how you were always around me to have that be a problem for you but always calling for other people never myself 🤷🏿‍♂️

After court no benefits or acknowledgments for the accident basically made me think i was stupid for letting him get off without getting anything in return for it so now he has debt to pay were not friends

I want to make an advance payment and just always have some on me without ever having to worry


because I had been working on the book prior to being arrested

Trying to test my gangster or see what im made of just an excuse to fu*k with me while i work on showing you while some people should never be fuc*ed with



I’m glad I don’t have anybody to talk to I wouldn’t want to accidentally tell some thing to somebody that I could’ve told the people who needed to hear it

Imagine telling somebody some thing and coming to a conclusion speaking to somebody and having to repeat it it wouldn’t sound as fresh they get to hear this sh*t right from the fuc*ing tree, bro ripe fresh as fu*k

So basically what you’re telling me is, there’s a percentage of gey men who are not even hom*s*xual, but I’ve been manipulated and tricked into the orientation i’m so happy I’ve been identifying as a lesbian because at least they have the understanding and the patience while people on this side just assume you’re being toxic or some bullsh*t even even me expressing the level of academic knowledge that I have it’s just them making excuses for themselves, always or creating evidence to have other people believe to get the way that they want. If that’s the narrative they’re playing, then it’s gonna be a lot easier to k*ll myself. I haven’t tried asking any females out because I’ve just assumed based on what’s happened I’ve been set up to be fuc*ed up worse than I am now and that’s hard to do when you’re literally borderline homeless I don’t even want to put curtains in my room just so I can remember homelessness is just right there, I don’t even have a job or a career they can save me from it and of course, you know that they won’t allow me to do anything to benefit or save myself. They need to portray the idea of me being h*mos*xual for as long as possible didn’t even have an opportunity to find out if I was OK with it I have to be one of them when I’m asleep, and they keep telling themselves that I’m closeted even though I’ve been clear and concise with my s*xual orientation and ideologies from the beginning, they just took it as barking so when I take my life into my own hands so that people understand I wasn’t always barking you’ll be confused at the pain that I was in the entire time and you’ll probably wonder what do they always say, I didn’t know he had it in him. I guess you just never know somebody you just never get to you just never know what anyone’s dealing with. It’s one of those fuc*ing key phrases hold on he didn’t look like there was any problems in his life it’s always some fuc*ing, he seemed fine to me

Oh, because I didn’t go work out when I was at 98 Sussex St. I was too busy being assaulted and harassed so now what’s the story here they wasted my time because I was wasting my time so I’m not even allowed to choose what to do with my own life there are people who could waste my life and do it just to teach me a bullsh*t stupid lesson I already know Because I’m smarter than you and I have prerequisites and requirements to do certain things you like to go to do things on prepared and I like to be prepared which means I don’t do the things and immediately that’s all that this fuc*ing idiot could see to go he scared to go to the gym but you couldn’t see the fact that I wouldn’t have been able to afford three meals a day, so what the fuc* is the point 0 I can do it still having my food and I’m still having my stomach purged they’re making me answer questions to problems that would never have been an issue. It’s being forced into a class with a fuc*ing idiot. That’s what this has been feeling like to me not even the special class because at least those kids are smart in different Ways, it’s like this person choosing to be this fuc*ing stupid I’m just so I can k*ll myself there’s no other reason because it’s something I talk about they want to make it happen or to see more of my opinion on it I talk about this sh*t all the time, morbid and mortality is easy topic of discussion Because of how sh*t my life has been, I’ve always had to make myself comfortable with the idea of k*lling myself, because imagine having to go through something like this, being a smart, as I am capable of communicating, clearly patiently and altruistically you talk about k*lling yourself every day too How else would you entertain yourself when you have to deal with people who are purposefully being ignorant? Oh yeah, that’s right you’re using safety. As your excuse you’re claiming it’s better to be safe than sorry for a situation, but you don’t want to acknowledge the likelihood and statistical probability of that situation happening? It’s like someone who’s not a scientist trying to be a scientist by doing things they think scientists do but not to the degree or to the level that actual scientists do things to find any benefit you’re acting like you know what you’re doing but you’re just wasting someone’s life and wasting a lot of time, but you know what that’s fair new information has been provided to you. I wasn’t changing my orientation for the collective I just didn’t mind for that individual. I don’t even care enough to restate all of that. Fu*k you for not listening. I don’t care better things have gone unheard like the screams and cries for help. That’s horrible. Just remember you’re doing exactly what molesters and reapers do to people who cry for help you confuse the text Trying to make them confused and what they’re saying I need help you want what you misspelled help it spells you want help you want held it’s all bullsh*t even when I was being nice to that girl all she did was say things to better her situation. Yep I’m the rug dealer and the abusive one so now you get to benefit from that so the same here so they have problem to give me so that I avoid the opportunity of going to court for the landlord intendant board they really want me to be stupid and it’s funny


Yeah that’s how I know they’re the same people if they can do this to my Siri dictation. That means they’ve done this to people they’ve r*ped when they went to try to get help from someone. Yeah if they use their phone and they were anxious or in a panic of course they would give them typos and spelling errors just to make them more frantic. That’s the type of stuff these people like fuc*ing disgusting.

That’s why they keep hoping I get into a similar version of that because it’s usually females that do it that way. The male version of that is just being aggressively, angry and boisterous and loud and physically fuc*ing around with things like throwing things around and that’s the male version of it, if you’ve been injected with a chemical that can cause you to be extra aggressive


No, because what would they have to do convince someone they need protection from me, so they would be a*sisted in abusing and harassing me I mean, if you have one person that’s going to listen to you you want to find out how far they’ll go and how much they’ll listen to you happy gonna be alone for New Year’s. I wouldn’t want them to think I’m doing it because I’m closeted I want them to know it’s because I hate people, not because I’ve always hated them but because I’ve learned to hate more types of people, thanks to them

How would I ever be able to be closeted with a mood disorder? I wouldn’t have anything to feel recognizing someone’s opinion is different from caring about it. It’s like all this person is treating me differently because of my s*xual orientation. At least you’re not treating me differently because of my skin color, stupid people who have never experienced true rac*sm think experiencing pride based off of your appearance and s*xual orientation is a problem. Is that your first time like fuc*ing hilarious to me you really think that this would be a problem for me more than being black in a rac*st Society in fact, this was more predominant and how they treated me than anything, because of the stereotypes a*sociated with being black I was under the a*sumption for being hom*phobic that found out that they’re just stereotypical prejudice people

Oh yeah that’s right Ian mouse is the one that’s running this whole sham so that means his little butt buddy Kevin is hiding his identity while here and not posting anywhere while somebody fakes his identity and Hamilton because they have to find out what happened here or what happened at 98 but you need other people to crucify me for you because you think you’re a gangster and that’s how you get things done but I seem to have caught you first and I’m taking all of your heads

knowing how you’ll have to live, your life is the best thing for me because all I have to do is speak to key people you have to make the news public to everybody. I just have to have a few meetings with a couple of specific individuals. I know this game so well you already lost because you shot first.

that’s right I should talk more about how you had to sacrifice your daughter for wargames doesn’t matter how old kids are to this weirdo. Let’s tell everybody about how you made me late to work at vans when I was working at vans and PDN remember you told me to watch her while you were in the basement looking over camera footage as if you couldn’t access the device remotely and do that from your home you tried to recruit a paranoid participants to fight a racial battle. Remember when H&M accidentally made the monkey advertisement but I’m supposed to give a fu*k, why do I think I’m a monkey I’ve already watched documentaries enough to learn and know better but you still have to portray this black-and-white rac*st non-ra*ist ideology. It’s literally based off intellect and IQ. Some people aren’t smart enough not to be rac*st at a certain level of intelligence, you’re expected to be rac*st because a different skin colour will trigger things in your mind and come out of your mouth fuc*ed up so all you do is put on display how smart you are by giving a fu*k about stupid sh*t


Taking all their titles, all your fuc*ing clout everything they weren’t even trying to run the business they were trying to find out what I was about and I’m literally there doing the work and going home to work on my own project so that these fuc*head kept making themselves believe I was trying to ext*rt them instead of taking into account what was happening every day me trying to do better and better I can’t wait to fu*k them up I need to see their tombstones and I want to test their fuc*ing bones just to make sure I k*lled them That’s how bad I want to go. I just have to finish up with ODSP. Getting my diagnosis improved because they didn’t they thought I was a hot boy no same analogy different temperature so cold it’s hot I get put on the other list I’m not on their list getting too hot and being too much of a hothead. I’m on that special list over there, your list isnt even special everyone’s on your list who gives a fuc* about that list I’ve been on a special dark web list since I was a child they thought by putting me on a Twitter list that had my username handle meant something fuc*ing stupid judge of character Because I do it based off of the persons actions not on what they say like those fuc*ing idiots you really think if people don’t change that means you were thinking I was always a thief if people don’t change that means I will never be anything other than military royalty Don’t change I’ll never be anything else. You hoped that it would bring me back into the area of affiliation because you wanted us to be the same and you had to find out in the worst way possible how different we are
I am what you could’ve been, but never had the time or patience to become. I will let you put me in the hospital so I can tell them you put me there so I can come for you the next day and every day after that until you’re in the place that you put me you fuc*ing sh*t bag trying to fuc*ing intimidate someone that can’t be intimidated is why I get upset and I start preaching. No excuse me. This is a seminar, I’m not preaching anything. I’m what do they call it in university again goddamn*t I have to go look for this goddamn vocabulary word along speech in school from a teacher is called a specific word and that word escapes me right now presentations speech consultation LECTURE. That’s so funny I don’t have the word, but I know what the word looks like. I just can’t say the word it’s scrambled, oh yeah you’re so fuc*ed dog you had to find out after how fuc*ed you are and that just means you have to make it worse so you could try to make it go away by having a physical altercation make it easy for you to fill out the form

Can i use some of my medical payments for a dr*g advance i dont want to ever be caught exchanging cash 😒 plus i like party girls since im a workaholic freaks and geeks i know better than all of you legit educated into the industry now legacy knowledge is giving me seniority along with hopefully people to do good business with who can take a joke

A whole year of these idiots seeing me trying to do better they told themselves delusional stupid sh*t and ruin my life over a suspicion and joke so me doing them worse is deserved what excuse do you have to claim now 😒 take the fuc*ing training wheels off ungrateful goofs trying to make people involved in their lessons 🤣 i was in grade 11 teach my own elementary cla*s with cla*ses ranging from grade 2-3-4-5- and 6 student teacher anti-bully*ng amb*ssador you dont know about my buried treasure an entire lost civilization along with a vocabulary and demeanour they would not recognize no jokes cracked around kids they trying to get me to crack or break character hoping i dont recognize a synthetic situation who cares if its not real i only respond to sh*t i feel empathetically so im not feeling anything must be faked

Being more mature and emotionally intelligent means there is literally no escape from OCD reinforced logic thats wrapped in PTSD trauma for intensity and detail oriented remembrance.

with my doctors claim money not with whatever the fu*k im involved in right now since its just a bunch of randoms trying to take advantage and have power over the situation. My Business acumen will eat you alive 🙂 ask the one with power of attorney she knows im not a joke when it comes to business goals i set goals for myself that double the computer processed goal mathematically calculated goals are too easy i like going for the crazy and double the sales goal 🙂doing this so much at work its not a joke you dont get to become employee of the week every week without knowing a little thing or two about business now we get to see how far ill go and they wont give me amazon for me to do the do in the woods of some public park sleeping in a tree sky tent

So much swearing this is obviously emotional