Dear Aaron,

You need to stop.

I'm serious.

I don't know if you think this is a game, or are just trying to get attention, or for whatever crazy fucking reason you really think this will all go away if you could just somehow explain your side, I don't know and I don't care.  It needs to stop.  You need to walk away.  Now.

This has gone beyond "just some dudes on the internet screwing around" or "I have an unrequited crush on someone in another country".  People are scared.  Police are involved.  We worry about your life, about our lives.  Some people are losing sleep, and not necessarily the people you think, about getting a knock on the door or getting a phone call that you hurt yourself.

If you are considering hurting yourself, you need to go to the hospital.  Now.  Go to the emergency room, say you want to kill yourself, and that you are seriously thinking about it.  They will help you.  Insurance, money, what have you will not be an issue.  Trust me, I have given many people that ride.

If, on the other hand, you are trying to get attention, stop.  We're done playing.  We have contacted the police twice now because we are concerned about our safety and yours, and we're discussing calling them again.  You keep dragging more and more people into this, and hurting more and more people in the process.  There's only two ways this can possibly end - you walk away from it, and hopefully get help in the process, or you end up in jail, and hopefully nobody was hurt before that happens.

I want to make it clear that you have pushed yourself out of this community, and only you, with your actions, but that doesn't mean we don't like you and wish you harm.  We're just not going to tolerate this behavior any more.  I'm not going to say you will never be welcome back, but you need to change your actions.  And it will take a long time.

There is no negotiation, no "what if I", no probationary period where we see how things are in a month.

This is it.  You stop, or we protect ourselves.

I will not wait for a reply.  There is no need for one.  Please make the right decision.

-James (UsaSatsui)