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- (12:32:21 AM) specificNihilism: do you have any idea
- (12:32:25 AM) specificNihilism: of why she might want to speak with you?
- (12:32:25 AM) MusilogicalDecayafier [[email protected]] entered the room.
- (12:32:53 AM) ventricularPipefitter: This is about Mornei.
- (12:33:14 AM) specificNihilism: congratulations!
- (12:33:18 AM) specificNihilism: yes
- (12:33:19 AM) specificNihilism: it is
- (12:33:27 AM) specificNihilism: now why would she be upset
- (12:33:29 AM) specificNihilism: shaking
- (12:33:31 AM) specificNihilism: because she is
- (12:33:33 AM) specificNihilism: so
- (12:33:34 AM) specificNihilism: mad
- (12:33:39 AM) specificNihilism: about something
- (12:33:43 AM) specificNihilism: about mornei
- (12:33:47 AM) specificNihilism: that has to do with you?
- (12:35:00 AM) ventricularPipefitter: So what did he tell you that I said?
- (12:35:47 AM) ***specificNihilism sends ventricularPipefitter the file "logs.txt"!
- (12:36:36 AM) specificNihilism: she's going to give you a chance
- (12:36:39 AM) specificNihilism: to explain
- (12:36:44 AM) specificNihilism: before she says anything
- (12:37:37 AM) specificNihilism: (( http://pastebin.com/jeVgfvuF ))
- (12:39:17 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Re-reading this. I didn't say anything that wasn't true. I didn't say you two couldn't...do what it is that you do.
- (12:39:25 AM) ventricularPipefitter: I have a right to how I feel, right?
- (12:39:38 AM) specificNihilism: you have a
- (12:39:38 AM) ventricularPipefitter: To ask a few questions?
- (12:39:38 AM) specificNihilism: right
- (12:39:44 AM) specificNihilism: to tell her the truth
- (12:39:47 AM) specificNihilism: when she asks you
- (12:39:50 AM) specificNihilism: if you've done anything
- (12:39:54 AM) specificNihilism: that may have upset
- (12:40:02 AM) specificNihilism: mornei
- (12:40:39 AM) specificNihilism: and you have a right to ask questions
- (12:40:47 AM) specificNihilism: but there are better ways than attacking him!
- (12:40:58 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Well, when he PMs me a line of text that I sent you, and then we go off to keep talking about it, I figured you're smart enough to guess we've been talking.
- (12:41:49 AM) ventricularPipefitter: So what am I suppposed to do?
- (12:41:56 AM) specificNihilism: she also wanted to trust
- (12:41:58 AM) ventricularPipefitter: I've been clamping down on misgivings /from the start/
- (12:41:59 AM) specificNihilism: that you wouldn't
- (12:41:59 AM) specificNihilism: lie
- (12:42:02 AM) specificNihilism: to her
- (12:42:04 AM) specificNihilism: then fine!
- (12:42:09 AM) specificNihilism: why didn't you say anything?
- (12:42:15 AM) specificNihilism: why let it fester like this?
- (12:44:57 AM) ventricularPipefitter: To be polite, and not fuss you about it. Because you spam diamonds at the other troll, and that just looked silly flirting. Because I figured it was just going to be a way to help someone that was hurting, for a time.
- (12:45:27 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Because I was busy trying to keep my session's shit together, and I didn't have the time to analyze subtext.
- (12:45:33 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Pick a reason, as many as you like.
- (12:46:38 AM) ventricularPipefitter: ((Ross, incidentally, didn't think he was lying to Skye earlier. Just...dodging the confrontation. He didn't do anything. He just logged in. He'd done something -earlier-, sure. And if one looked at what he'd said to her, more carefully, that could have been alluded to.))
- (12:46:52 AM) specificNihilism: so that's supposed to make this acceptable?
- (12:47:26 AM) specificNihilism: ((That would require insight and not all but blindly trusting him. And she had her doubts at the time, but he refuted her.))
- (12:49:29 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Well. If he's going to be in your life in the future. He needed to know how I felt.
- (12:49:49 AM) specificNihilism: she can't believe you right now
- (12:50:00 AM) specificNihilism: you really thought
- (12:50:01 AM) specificNihilism: that acting like this
- (12:50:07 AM) specificNihilism: was any kind of acceptable
- (12:50:09 AM) specificNihilism: or helpful
- (12:52:00 AM) specificNihilism: she does not even have words right now
- (12:52:05 AM) ventricularPipefitter: What did I say, that was so different than what I'd told you just before?
- (12:52:39 AM) specificNihilism: said when?
- (12:52:44 AM) ventricularPipefitter: In the log.
- (12:53:27 AM) specificNihilism: the difference is that
- (12:53:32 AM) specificNihilism: then you were talking to her
- (12:53:35 AM) specificNihilism: not to him
- (12:53:42 AM) ventricularPipefitter: He wanted a conversation.
- (12:53:57 AM) specificNihilism: a conversation!
- (12:53:59 AM) specificNihilism: not to be
- (12:54:07 AM) specificNihilism: not to be dragged over burning coals
- (12:54:14 AM) specificNihilism: not to be verbally abused by someone!
- (12:54:15 AM) ballisticSpectacle left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
- (12:54:38 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Abuse?
- (12:54:46 AM) ventricularPipefitter: The facts of the timeline speak for themelves.
- (12:55:18 AM) specificNihilism: explain
- (12:55:50 AM) ventricularPipefitter: I asked him, and I might as well ask you now,
- (12:57:45 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Who is he?
- (12:57:45 AM) ventricularPipefitter: Who is he, to become to close to you, so fast?
- (12:57:45 AM) ventricularPipefitter: How long did you know us before you opened up like that?
- (12:58:26 AM) specificNihilism: he is mornei
- (12:58:27 AM) ventricularPipefitter: If you're trading your name away to heal a hurting heart with intimacy, that's tawdry and gross.
- (12:58:33 AM) specificNihilism: you
- (12:58:33 AM) ventricularPipefitter: It demeans what we shared.
- (12:58:39 AM) specificNihilism: you can shut the fuck up right now
- (12:58:56 AM) specificNihilism: how dare you
- (12:59:03 AM) specificNihilism: demean
- (12:59:07 AM) specificNihilism: what she chose to do
- (12:59:23 AM) specificNihilism: call her empathy
- (12:59:24 AM) specificNihilism: tawdry
- (12:59:27 AM) specificNihilism: and gross
- (12:59:39 AM) specificNihilism: fuck you
- (12:59:44 AM) specificNihilism: fuck you and the meteor you rode in on
- (12:59:54 AM) specificNihilism: you don't get it
- (12:59:56 AM) specificNihilism: do you?
- (12:59:59 AM) specificNihilism: he hurts
- (1:00:02 AM) specificNihilism: like she hurts
- (1:00:04 AM) specificNihilism: amnesia
- (1:00:12 AM) specificNihilism: [ ] problems
- (1:00:57 AM) specificNihilism: he is
- (1:00:57 AM) specificNihilism: just
- (1:00:59 AM) specificNihilism: like
- (1:01:00 AM) specificNihilism: her
- (1:01:03 AM) specificNihilism: mornei
- (1:01:05 AM) specificNihilism: is like
- (1:01:12 AM) specificNihilism: s e
- (1:01:16 AM) specificNihilism: and denying him help
- (1:01:21 AM) specificNihilism: would be like denying herself
- (1:01:27 AM) specificNihilism: and you can go straight to hell if you think
- (1:01:30 AM) specificNihilism: that what she's done
- (1:01:33 AM) specificNihilism: is disgusting
- (1:01:37 AM) specificNihilism: she is
- (1:01:41 AM) specificNihilism: so done
- (1:01:42 AM) specificNihilism: with this
- (1:02:01 AM) ***specificNihilism ends the private message!
- (1:02:08 AM) ***specificNihilism blocks ventricularPipefitter!
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