i got some explaining to do.

why i always don't feel like speedgaming:

i'm very undecided.

when i feel hype about something of a small second of running ________. once I find something hype I get all ideas about how i want to run said game. when i think about what's involved such as routing menuing execution or even overall movement. the whole reason i play easy games like pokemon colosseum and the ac main series games is if i play bk or dk64 i won't want to interact with chat because i'll lose my concentration and all you hear me saying is "fuck this i'm done!" or like i don't want to do this anymore.

when i say i want to do something:
1. don't take it too seriously
2. just support me regardless even though i don't go through with it.
3. just wish me luck
4. if i'm wanting to do this seriously be chill about it don't be a dick as i'm learning.
5. i may quit trying do not feel bad or get mad it's just the way i am.

am i mature? hell no i have a long way to go.

how old am i? 25 y/o turning 26 january 27th.