emma

Guest_RavenNevermore451: I just wanted to talk to Tarien if that is ok
TarienSoulELWarrior: her message she sent before coming in made nu sense
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i see
TarienSoulELWarrior: oh
DanyalAngelELWarrior: well he here so talk
PastelJenELWarrior: uhhhh my dada!
PastelJenELWarrior: *cuddles*
Guest_RavenNevermore451: more privately. I know how things go here so  i figured i would ask
TarienSoulELWarrior: -cuddles- :3
PastelJenELWarrior: :3
TarienSoulELWarrior: -rolls eyes-
PastelJenELWarrior: uh forrr?
DanyalAngelELWarrior: see i guess you forgot..i dont tell him wut to do he chooses that he has free will..
DanyalAngelELWarrior: and well we dont hide anything
Guest_RavenNevermore451: no i remember
Guest_RavenNevermore451: figured i would tell everyone myself and ask him if he is comfy here or if being in a private room was ok
Guest_RavenNevermore451: not trying to hide anything dany
PastelJenELWarrior: uhhhh i just had some girl messge me her name is Pricroseroyaldragon askiing if i know what a taboo family is?
PastelJenELWarrior: uhhhh
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i said we dont hide anything..i was not implying you in that
TarienSoulELWarrior: im kinda confuesed
PastelJenELWarrior: who is tht do yu know her?
PastelJenELWarrior: i not saying ntn
Guest_RavenNevermore451: ik. i was just stating my intention might as well leave everything on the table
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i dont know that person
Guest_RavenNevermore451: it has been what about 4 years now
DanyalAngelELWarrior: ask him yourself if he wants to talk in a room alone with you or here
DanyalAngelELWarrior: besides i already know you dont like me
Guest_RavenNevermore451: tarien, can i do this talk in a private room, or would you rather do it here?
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i knowen that longer then you think
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I never said that
TarienSoulELWarrior: -pokes the flying cat- i have one too probable them same one tbh xD
DanyalAngelELWarrior: you never had to
PastelJenELWarrior: oohh well she looks sketchy hehe
DanyalAngelELWarrior: ava now not a good time im afarid
Guest_RavenNevermore451: miss placed anger more like it
PastelJenELWarrior: hehe me kitty cute^^
DanyalAngelELWarrior: anger begets hate
DanyalAngelELWarrior: baby do you want to talk with her in a room alone
DanyalAngelELWarrior: your choice that wut she asken you
TarienSoulELWarrior: idk anexity kinda going up as to why i am whispering right now
DanyalAngelELWarrior: seems to me you not earned his trust for that yet or he would be answering you without me reminding him of your request
Guest_RavenNevermore451: understandable
PastelJenELWarrior: eeeeeee
PastelJenELWarrior: >.<
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I wasnt expecting to be treated with open arms and smiles
PastelJenELWarrior: yu done f ed up i tink
DanyalAngelELWarrior: just tell him wut you want to say here
Guest_RavenNevermore451: ok
TarienSoulELWarrior: .yea probably just best in here anxiety just blugh right now
PastelJenELWarrior: .....
PastelJenELWarrior: *crickets*
DanyalAngelELWarrior: his anxiety is high so your gonna have to start
TarienSoulELWarrior: i am here
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Tarien, i know that I hurt you deeply 4 years ago. It was selfish and I was a bitch for leaving without a word.
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I dont expect you to forgive me for everything that i have done. It was stupid and selfish. I should have talked to you before I left and explained why I was leaving but I was a child and at the time thought it would be batter if i vanished.
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Not only did i throw away the sibling relationship we had but I also did something that I said i would never do. I abandoned you.
PastelJenELWarrior: yu threw away me yur own daughter!
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I left for a lot of reasons and i regret the way I left.
Guest_RavenNevermore451: If you never wanted to talk to me again I would understand. I was a shitty friend and an even worse person.
TarienSoulELWarrior: i am reading just anxiety i kinda wanna fidget
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I hope one day in the far future you can forgive me but I know that is a long road and I would understand if you never wanted to talk to me again.
PastelJenELWarrior: :P
DanyalAngelELWarrior: all im gonna say is 1 you have to give him time to process this and respond...2.he not the only one you hurt other then that continue pretending i dont exist
PastelJenELWarrior: yee:P
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I left because I was not emotionally and mentally stable. Which is still no excuse for the way I treated you all the last 6 months I was on here was not ok. I am sorry.
DanyalAngelELWarrior: get your binky and your popper pika
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I wanted to do these apologies one on one with everyone
TarienSoulELWarrior: ok.
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I wanted to start with tarien because I did something unspeakable to him that I promised I would never do. I wanted to give him time. Then I wanted to talk to Luna and then you Dany.
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i get that but a lot of time has past and a lot of wounds were inflicted by others making this..we dont talk to pple one on one anymore
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I get it
Guest_RavenNevermore451: That was why I asked if he wanted to talk here or If I could do this in private.
DanyalAngelELWarrior: so do wut you got to do but im reminding you give him time to process
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I have a whole list of people I need to do these talk with
Guest_RavenNevermore451: of course
PastelJenELWarrior: eeee >.<
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Every talk is different depending on who they were in my life and how much pain I caused them. This is something I do not take lightly and I was a jack***
PastelJenELWarrior: *cuddles dadas*
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Ill ask you the same Dany, Can I do our talk in private or would you rather have it here.
TarienSoulELWarrior: -cuddles lil one- sorry still here just yea
PastelJenELWarrior: its otay i get it^^
PastelJenELWarrior: :3
Guest_RavenNevermore451: maybe one is enough for today
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Ill try again a different day
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Have a good night
DanyalAngelELWarrior: your fine wut you got to say to me can be said here
Guest_RavenNevermore451: -nods-
TarienSoulELWarrior: daddy has his girls that is why he is slower at responding sometimes
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i have custody he means..
TarienSoulELWarrior: correction kiddys not girls
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I want to let you know, I never hated you. I was a very angry person when I was younger and I took that out on you. You showed me kindness and understanding when not many did. I got sucked into the bs that many people told me and I believed all of it. I treated you unfairly and took advantage of what you gave me. I am deeply sorry that I made you feel that I hated you.
Guest_RavenNevermore451: I caused a lot of drama that was not needed and I hung onto stupid stuff. I know it will take a very long time to gain any trust at all with everyone in the family and with you.
Guest_RavenNevermore451: Same thing goes that if you all dont want anything to do with me then I will leave but I would like to try and mend what I have done
Guest_RavenNevermore451: brb
DanyalAngelELWarrior: i hear your apology...i dont make promises i cant keep you know this..and i cant promise how this will go between us..im not the same as i was back then
DanyalAngelELWarrior: tyt
TarienSoulELWarrior: tyt
PastelJenELWarrior: did yu know what taboo means when tht one lady asked me i knew what a taboo family was cause idk what they meaning heheh
DanyalAngelELWarrior: taboo can be anything that is outside the normal..and probably could mean insestial
DanyalAngelELWarrior: idk if i buy her..apology to me..im sure hers to you is genuine to her
PastelJenELWarrior: hmm i was thinking tht but wasnt sure hahah
TarienSoulELWarrior: .yea tbh idk kinda wonder who else she wants to say sorry too
DanyalAngelELWarrior: ikr
DanyalAngelELWarrior: seems that way to me as well
TarienSoulELWarrior: elly probably gonna be one as well as mumma
DanyalAngelELWarrior: smh
TarienSoulELWarrior: anixety has clamed down a lil bit playing with the popit thing
PastelJenELWarrior: yeee tht nasty i wanna say something ut then again i  dont i was gunna say like uhhhh who tf are yu heheh
TarienSoulELWarrior: idk what to say to what she said to me i suck at anything
PastelJenELWarrior: tyt
DanyalAngelELWarrior: go ahead
TarienSoulELWarrior: see my flying cat
DanyalAngelELWarrior: uhuhs he cute baby
TarienSoulELWarrior: had him for ages
PastelJenELWarrior: heheh tht me kitty toooo^^
DanyalAngelELWarrior: wut do you feel about wut she said
TarienSoulELWarrior: im named his toothless hehe
TarienSoulELWarrior: tbh idk
DanyalAngelELWarrior: and that ok to not know
PastelJenELWarrior: two kittyss^^ mes named dragon^^
DanyalAngelELWarrior: and frankly it ok to take your time with it
DanyalAngelELWarrior: :3
TarienSoulELWarrior: ok.
TarienSoulELWarrior: hehes
PastelJenELWarrior: uhhhhh me cant wait till stranger tings comes back!!!!
TarienSoulELWarrior: awww
PastelJenELWarrior: heheh
DanyalAngelELWarrior: :3
PastelJenELWarrior: yeee  so soonn tho
PastelJenELWarrior: teehee