winapi sucks

#ifdef _WIN32
    #define psa_execve(psa, childPidVarName, nPidVarName, statusVarName) \
        PROCESS_INFORMATION pProcInfo; \
        ZeroMemory(&pProcInfo, sizeof(pProcInfo)); \
        unsigned int psa##_i, psa##_j; \
        for (psa##_i = 0; psa##_i < 1024; psa##_i++) { \
            if (!psa[psa##_i]) { \
                psa##_i++; \
                break; \
            } \
        } \
        char psa##_buffer[2048]; \
        strcat(psa[0], ".exe"); \
        psa_get_cmdline(psa, psa##_i, psa##_j, psa##_buffer); \
        STARTUPINFO si; \
        ZeroMemory(&si, sizeof(si)); /* how is this any different from memset 0? */ \
        printf("buffer = '%s'\n", psa##_buffer); \
        CreateProcess( \
            psa[0], /* application name */ \
            psa##_buffer, /* command line */ \
            NULL, /* process attributes */ \
            NULL, /* thread attributes */ \
            FALSE, /* inherit handles */ \
            0, /* creation flags, whatever that means */ \
            NULL, /* the environment; NULL means copy the parent process's environment */ \
            NULL, /* lpCurrentDirectory; NULL means copy */ \
            &si, /* startupinfo, whatever it is */ \
            &pProcInfo /* process information, which is the actual fucking result of this fucktion */ \
        ); \
        WaitForSingleObject(pProcInfo.hProcess, INFINITE); \
        DWORD dwExitCode; \
        GetExitCodeProcess(pProcInfo.hProcess, &dwExitCode); \
        int statusVarName = (int)dwExitCode; \
        \
        CloseHandle(pProcInfo.hProcess); \
        CloseHandle(pProcInfo.hThread)
#else
    #define psa_execve(psa, childPidVarName, nPidVarName, statusVarName) \
        pid_t childPidVarName = fork(); \
        pid_t nPidVarName = 0; \
        int statusVarName = 0; \
        if (!childPidVarName) { \
            execv(psa[0], psa); \
        } \
        while ((nPidVarName = waitpid(childPidVarName, &statusVarName, 0)) > 0)
#endif