Video: https://youtu.be/HLMQw01hpQ4

I first thought about making voice commentary but then i came to the conclusion that adding voice commentary would destroy the feeling (atleast for me).

---- Answer is Near ----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/63112
Skin: https://ndb.moe/s4j

Thoughts: So this was the first map i played when i came back as i said in my Video that i uploaded 1 year ago where i FCed this map for the first time i was never able to do that before and then suddenly after not playing active for 2 years i did it first try. It honestly impressed me that i was able to pull it off and still play like 2 years ago.

---Pika Girl----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/40440
Skin: https://ndb.moe/s4j

Thoughts: There is a big gap between this play and the previous one, in fact i didn't start to be active again until November 2016 and i have to thank someone in my class for that because he asked me if i played Osu! (he said it just for fun because he hated it) and then i linked him my video "Returning to Osu!" and he was like "Dude wtf". So that brought me back once again but this time i wanted to get active again and my first goal was to get better than one of my friends who was still active when i wasn't he was alot better but i knew i can do it. I was happy with the FC on this because this again is a map i never FCed when i was still active in 2014 and it gave me confidence.

----Try This----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/301138
Skin: https://osuskins.info/skin?s=2472

Thoughts: This was the first play that i felt really good about. I managed to pull it off with Hidden and only after 2 tries i was very happy when i got this and it beat all of my friends scores on this aswell which at the time was almost not possible for me on most maps.

----Make A Move----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/506483
Skin: https://osuskins.info/skin?s=2472

Thoughts: Ahh yes i remember trying to FC this for what felt like hours. This was still before i knew what pp even is and how to get it but i really liked the song and wanted to have a S rank on it. That was also a time where i didn't really care too much about my Accuarcy.

----Granat----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/497769
Skin: https://osuskins.info/skin?s=2472

Thoughts: This one is somewhat special to me just because it took a really long time for me to beat this. A friend of mine send me this map and after trying the highest Diff a bit i thought "Hmm i can FC this" and i did this was my first 5* FC and it would take me up until february to beat this play.

----R4V3 B0Y----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/481451
Skin: http://puu.sh/gVTXl/08c45a3f75.zip

Thoughts: I really love this map and song it was the first song that i grinded the FC on i played throught this map probably about 40 times before getting an FC but after i got it i was happy but at the same time i thought it would beat my Granat play but it was only a few PP short so i kept pushing on.

----Dan Dan---
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/b/949011?m=0
Skin: https://mega.nz/#F!1U80DLja!DY-T5msgSEmDKn-qaAGHiw

Thoughts: In the time between the R4V3 B0Y play and this one i wanted to join a "Osu! Tournament" but after scouting through the Tournament forum there was nothing either in my rank range or only something where i would lose first round anyway. After looking again the next day i found "Rapid Monthly Osu! Tournament 5" it was in my perfect rank range and i had a pretty good chance of getting far aswell. So that was what made me get discord and i soon became friends with most people on the RMoT (Rapid Monthly Osu! Tournament) discord. So why did i tell you about this and not talk about the map? Because it sucks and i hate to have my first 200pp play on it.

----Princess of the Night----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/109570
Skin: https://mega.nz/#F!1U80DLja!DY-T5msgSEmDKn-qaAGHiw

Thoughts: This is where a small phase of mine started where I wanted to get faster by playing DT maps. So the next few maps are DT and i am going to skip them in the thoughts list because there isn't much to say about these really.

----And I'm Home----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/208112
Skin: https://mega.nz/#F!1U80DLja!DY-T5msgSEmDKn-qaAGHiw

----Let Me Hit It----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/b/1036393&m=0
Skin: https://mega.nz/#F!1U80DLja!DY-T5msgSEmDKn-qaAGHiw

----Can You Understand----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/b/979155?m=0
Skin: https://puu.sh/spTo0.osk

Thoughts: Back with the Thoughts. This was during a time where i wasn't allowed to gain any PP because i wanted to play in a tournament and i was at the limit of the rank range with 28k. So after getting this randomly first try i was happy and glad that i didn't go over 28k with this play but I remember the host saying "Dude you have to stop"

----Say Goodbye----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/446774
Skin: https://sey.s-ul.eu/PGWdRiLb.osk

Thoughts: Well this would have been a awesome play if the map was ranked. I am not a mapper but i really don't know why this map is ranked, atleast the highest diff is great and i love playing it to this day i haven't managed to beat this score also in terms of actuall PP it would have given me this would still be my top play today (but i will beat it shortly... i hope)

----Saison----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/331082
Skin: https://sey.s-ul.eu/PGWdRiLb.osk

Thoughts: I LOVE THIS SONG AND MAP. Its just great and i FCed it first try and it was my new top play at the time which was nice other than that there isn't really much to say to this one.

----DragonForce: Through the fire and Flames----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/382400
Skin: http://puu.sh/mkF9Z/048dd119d6.osk

Thoughts: This was during a time when i was going on a little rampage and got PP like crazy. To this day this is my best play on the map and i never came close to beating it again. Acc is pretty bad and i can do that better today and i can beat this score but the amount of consistency needed to get such a high combo is just out of reach for me right now. (GG ozzy)

----Miraizu----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/306591
Skin: http://puu.sh/mkF9Z/048dd119d6.osk

Thoughts: This was a sightread. I am proud of it because i didn't know anything about this map but i managed to hit all jumps first try which... looking back is kinda nuts really

----Russian Roulette----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/forum/t/365036
Skin: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/510568

Thoughts: I really want to beat this score and i came close to it a few times but choked. I only played this because I wanted to snipe one of my friends from the RMoT discord but it ended up being my new top play which i wasn't very proud of. I thought it wouldn't be more than 220pp max.

----Granat HDHR----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/501992
Skin: https://puu.sh/vHfD9/44835b2709.osk

Thoughts: This was during a livestream where i just wanted to get better with HR and then this just randomly happend. Acc isn't good and it lost me alot of PP but i am still proud of it.

----AugoEides----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/346104
Skin: On Request

Thoughts: This is my best pass so far and one of my favorite maps in Osu! i love this song and the map is just perfect for it. it took me really long to beat this map but i did it. When i beat the map i threw my headset on the desk and had to stand up and walk around a bit (You can kinda hear it in the live reaction video).

----Glory Days----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/s/391953
Skin: https://puu.sh/vHxuB/0b238f781e.osk

Thoughts: F*ck i was nervous in the end i was shaking i was sweating and i probably lost 10 years of my life because of this map. I will FC it one day when i am ready again to take a possible heart attack.

----High Free Spirits----
Map: https://osu.ppy.sh/b/951053&m=0
Skin: https://puu.sh/vHxuB/0b238f781e.osk

Thoughts: Why not end it with a FARM MAP.... this was my first 6* FC and it wasn't even a new top play. Well the last 2 plays are very recent actually and they probably show how much i improved compared to 1 year ago (I am still bad tbh)


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Special thanks to:

https://osu.ppy.sh/u/bsurma
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/ErroTheCube
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/Redavor
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/-You%20Watanabe-
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/OzzyOzborne
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/FluffyRedSheep
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/DomenBzo
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/nikervm
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/Luk-Nil
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/Smashnic
https://osu.ppy.sh/u/DungeonFace

You guys are awesome<3


Ohh and My Profile: https://osu.ppy.sh/u/1991114 (<---- Filthy Farmer)