@Beroze
> [e2] [Beroze] hi
< [Beroze] heh
< [Beroze] hello
> [e2] [Beroze] mel asked me today if we're actually a thing
< [Beroze] who LOL
> [e2] [Beroze] my response was weird lol but yh
> [e2] [Beroze] dirtymel my sm
< [Beroze] like
< [Beroze] US?
> [e2] [Beroze] ??
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< [Beroze] ME and you or
> [e2] [Beroze] NO LOOOL
> [e2] [Beroze] me and her
< [Beroze] holyshit okay
> [e2] [Beroze] !np
> [e2] [Beroze] oops
< [Beroze] well that ruins all my hope
< [Beroze] i thought we had something going
> [e2] [Beroze] lool stop it
< [Beroze] :/ ohwell
> [e2] [Beroze] you're taken irl
< [Beroze] i shouldve realised literally
< [Beroze] when you were totally fine with birdy
> [e2] [Beroze] realised what
< [Beroze] that we wouldnt be a thing
< [Beroze] :/ ohwell...
> [e2] [Beroze] im not totally fine with him
> [e2] [Beroze] you're acting like you wanted to be a thing with me lol
> [e2] [Beroze] stop kidding
< [Beroze] ...
> [e2] [Beroze] but i spoke to him yesterday suprisingly enough
< [Beroze] mhm
< [Beroze] and eh
> [e2] [Beroze] he told me some deep shit doesn't mean i like or condone what he was because i criticised him
< [Beroze] are you two a thing?
> [e2] [Beroze] who
> [e2] [Beroze] me and birdy
> [e2] [Beroze] LOOL
< [Beroze] mel and you
> [e2] [Beroze] ohh i kinda put it up to her
> [e2] [Beroze] and she said she loves me
< [Beroze] and you said
< [Beroze] yeah eh
< [Beroze] totally!!!
> [e2] [Beroze] ill screen and send on kik later
< [Beroze] -huffpuff- i almost hurt her feelings
> [e2] [Beroze] who oof
< [Beroze] was that what you did lol
< [Beroze] say yes while its a no lol
> [e2] [Beroze] dd
< [Beroze] ee
> [e2] [Beroze] I didn't directly say no lol
> [e2] [Beroze] feck icna't explain 1 sec
> [e2] [Beroze] ill send now
< [Beroze] so you made her think that you did feel it
> [e2] [Beroze] yh
< [Beroze] and gave her false hope
> [e2] [Beroze] pretty much
< [Beroze] well thats amazing
> [e2] [Beroze] i like her and all but idk
< [Beroze] can't you just idk
< [Beroze] be truthfull about the situation lmao
< [Beroze] and the way you feel
> [e2] [Beroze] what do i send it on?
> [e2] [Beroze] dipper? or wolf
< [Beroze] the worst you could do is make her feel like you love her
< [Beroze] and then just dont do fuck all
> [e2] [Beroze] yh im not trying to do that
> [e2] [Beroze] im undecided anyway
< [Beroze] well thats what is happening
< [Beroze] you dont love her
< [Beroze] but you are making her think you do
> [e2] [Beroze] no stop
> [e2] [Beroze] i do but its weird admitting it
< [Beroze] well dont fucking do that
< [Beroze] thats the worst you could literally do
> [e2] [Beroze] check
< [Beroze] lol
< [Beroze] she even said i love you
< [Beroze] she is totally convinced you love her
> [e2] [Beroze] theres no convinced about it
> [e2] [Beroze] i do but its not at the stage where i'm like
> [e2] [Beroze] uhh
< [Beroze] she IS convinced you love her tho
< [Beroze] it's not like i can be fucking honest and tell her
> [e2] [Beroze] well yh she says me loves me but i don't see it as much
< [Beroze] because she'll get mad at me lol
> [e2] [Beroze] get mad at you for what lol
< [Beroze] for telling her the truth lol
< [Beroze] and she might not believe it
< [Beroze] because why wouldnt beroze say the truth himself, right?
< [Beroze] I mean, beroze wouldnt want to hurt this girls feelings more.
> [e2] [Beroze] more
> [e2] [Beroze] wdum more
> [e2] [Beroze] well yh she cried last time uh
> [e2] [Beroze] well yh she cried last time uh
< [Beroze] more as in
< [Beroze] you're hurting her feelings definately by giving her false hope
< [Beroze] and her finding that out one way or another
> [e2] [Beroze] im not
< [Beroze] you are literally lying to her
> [e2] [Beroze] HOW
> [e2] [Beroze] i said i loveh er
< [Beroze] AND YOU DONT LOL
< [Beroze] YOU WOULD BE SURE ABOUT LOVING SOMEONE
< [Beroze] IF YOU DID
> [e2] [Beroze] i didn't want to admit it so early
> [e2] [Beroze] whats the problem
> [e2] [Beroze] i've told her many times i love hr
> [e2] [Beroze] like genuinely
> [e2] [Beroze] theres no false hope about it
< [Beroze] god you are going against the shit you're saying so much here
< [Beroze] what the fuck is it
< [Beroze] do you love her
< [Beroze] or do you not love her
< [Beroze] are you in love
< [Beroze] are you looking for a relationship
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> [e2] [Beroze] i love her but i'm not head over heels its the internet i care for her and all i don't mind a relationship but like i get bored i'll grow to love her more and im not giving false hope uh
< [Beroze] so you arent in love
< [Beroze] you just really care for her lol
< [Beroze] you care for her
> [e2] [Beroze] then yh im not there yet, when i see it myself if she truly loves me i'll budge
< [Beroze] like an internet persona loves another internet persona
> [e2] [Beroze] yh lol
< [Beroze] thats exactly false hope
< [Beroze] lol
> [e2] [Beroze] lol leave me alon
> [e2] [Beroze] xd
< [Beroze] thats literally false hope
> [e2] [Beroze] you're lecturing me
< [Beroze] well yeah
> [e2] [Beroze] we'll just see how things go ay
< [Beroze] you clearly need it
< [Beroze] because this is like fucking telling a dude with cancer
< [Beroze] OH YOU ARE GOING RTO BE OK
< [Beroze] and give the guy a shitload of hope
> [e2] [Beroze] LOL woah no comparison
> [e2] [Beroze] i'm literally not giving her false hope i think about her all the time
< [Beroze] yes it fucking is false hope
< [Beroze] you see her as an internet persona
< [Beroze] who loves another internet persona
> [e2] [Beroze] no i acknowledge her as a person
> [e2] [Beroze] i'll tell her how i feel soon she knows i care for her
< [Beroze] < [Beroze] like an internet persona loves another internet persona> [e2] [Beroze] yh lol
< [Beroze] < [Beroze] thats exactly false hope< [Beroze] lol
< [Beroze] just tell her how you reallly
< [Beroze] truly fucking feel instead
< [Beroze] how about that lol
< [Beroze] that would be pretty neat
< [Beroze] especially for her
> [e2] [Beroze] yh i will
> [e2] [Beroze] i love this girl okay
< [Beroze] ''love''
> [e2] [Beroze] i love melissa
> [e2] [Beroze] i do
< [Beroze] its ''love''
> [e2] [Beroze] ????????????????????????/
< [Beroze] do i need to copypaste what you agreed with again
< [Beroze] lol
< [Beroze] < [Beroze] < [Beroze] like an internet persona loves another internet persona> [e2] [Beroze] yh lol< [Beroze] < [Beroze] thats exactly false hope< [Beroze] lol
< [Beroze] ''love''
> [e2] [Beroze] idk what i was saying on stop holding me to that
> [e2] [Beroze] i do like her a lot she says she lvos me but she doesn't show it
> [e2] [Beroze] thats why i wrote what i wrote
> [e2] [Beroze] and was slightly like worried
< [Beroze] < [Beroze] so you made her think that you did feel it> [e2] [Beroze] yh< [Beroze] and gave her false hope> [e2] [Beroze] pretty much< [Beroze] well thats amazing> [e2] [Beroze] i like her and all but idk
< [Beroze] do i need to show more
< [Beroze] so you made her tihink you did feel it
< [Beroze] yh
< [Beroze] and gave her false hope
> [e2] [Beroze] im tired ok fuck knows what im saying im flustered trying to study
< [Beroze] pretty much
> [e2] [Beroze] i did feel it
> [e2] [Beroze] im not giving her false hope
< [Beroze] i like her and all that but i dont know...
> [e2] [Beroze] i love her and will telll her everything later
> [e2] [Beroze] she makes me happy
< [Beroze] just don't lie to her about your feelings.
> [e2] [Beroze] yes im sorry
< [Beroze] you're literally 50% saying the one thing here
< [Beroze] and then you say something else
> [e2] [Beroze] well im making it known that i love mel
< [Beroze] < [Beroze] so you made her think that you did feel it> [e2] [Beroze] yh< [Beroze] and gave her false hope> [e2] [Beroze] pretty much< [Beroze] well thats amazing> [e2] [Beroze] i like her and all but idk
> [e2] [Beroze] fuck what i was saying
< [Beroze] you're not really making it known
< [Beroze] that you love mel
< [Beroze] do i need to copypaste even more
> [e2] [Beroze] stop copying that omg
< [Beroze] where it comes out like you dont
< [Beroze] ill copy something else instead then
> [e2] [Beroze] you're supposed to help
> [e2] [Beroze] and you're making me feel like shit
< [Beroze] < [Beroze] mel and you> [e2] [Beroze] ohh i kinda put it up to her> [e2] [Beroze] and she said she loves me
< [Beroze] > [e2] [Beroze] I didn't directly say no lol
> [e2] [Beroze] i explained why i wrote that
> [e2] [Beroze] i wanted to explore if she thinks we are
< [Beroze] you're undecided so youre like OHHH YES I TOTALLY LOVE THE FUCK OUT OF YOU
< [Beroze] > [e2] [Beroze] im undecided anyway< [Beroze] well thats what is happening< [Beroze] you dont love her< [Beroze] but you are making her think you do> [e2] [Beroze] no stop> [e2] [Beroze] i do but its weird admitting it< [Beroze] well dont fuck
< [Beroze] > [e2] [Beroze] i do but its not at the stage where i'm like> [e2] [Beroze] uhh
> [e2] [Beroze] idk how long we've been married on here
> [e2] [Beroze] but all i know is that she kept me here and i love her
< [Beroze] i am not supposted to help and make you feel better
> [e2] [Beroze] because i was going to quit i was miserable and low and i found her
< [Beroze] if you are doing something scummy
< [Beroze] and you made it sound extremely scummy
> [e2] [Beroze] and she's so great to me
> [e2] [Beroze] im not
> [e2] [Beroze] i dont mean it
> [e2] [Beroze] literally
> [e2] [Beroze] i take back what i said
< [Beroze] definately you did think it through
< [Beroze] what you said
< [Beroze] and it went into your mind
< [Beroze] onto your goddamn keyboard
< [Beroze] are you convinced you love her
< [Beroze] are you in love
< [Beroze] do you have dem butterflies in your stomach
< [Beroze] Anything but YES
< [Beroze] would mean you gave her false hope lol
> [e2] [Beroze] yes
> [e2] [Beroze] yess
< [Beroze] so what went onto your mind
< [Beroze] when you typed
< [Beroze] ohhh im not sure
< [Beroze] and eh yeh i gave her false hope
< [Beroze] i mean this is a serious convo
< [Beroze] you definately thought it through
> [e2] [Beroze] i regret everything i said forgive me for my nonsense
> [e2] [Beroze] im pretty stressed right now
> [e2] [Beroze] i can't deal with this
< [Beroze] i just cant believe you just spewed nonsense
< [Beroze] you didnt go against your own statement either soon or anything
< [Beroze] you actually stood by it
< [Beroze] untill i attacked you on it lol
< [Beroze] and then you poofed over
> [e2] [Beroze] you attacked me real hard
> [e2] [Beroze] my guard is broken
> [e2] [Beroze] and im regretful
> [e2] [Beroze] of the shit i said
> [e2] [Beroze] about that girl i genuinely love her
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< [Beroze] yeah im regretfull of the shit i say regularly aswell
< [Beroze] but i definately felt that stuff
< [Beroze] when i said it
< [Beroze] when i say dude im actually pretty hungry for cock atm
< [Beroze] and people make it a big deal
< [Beroze] ill fucking face palm myself
< [Beroze] but i definately wanted cock
> [e2] [Beroze] lol gosh
< [Beroze] yeah you definately thought what you were saying lol
> [e2] [Beroze] na
< [Beroze] but suddenly changed your mind
< [Beroze] so you just type things without thinking them
> [e2] [Beroze] well yh i was wrong
< [Beroze] you could suddenly say
> [e2] [Beroze] i find it difficult to admit things
< [Beroze] i love uncle dans big dong
< [Beroze] and talk about it for 15 minutes
< [Beroze] and then poof be like
< [Beroze] DUDE WHAT NO
< [Beroze] I DONT LIKE THAT
< [Beroze] I TOTALLY DIDNT MEAN WHAT I SAID
< [Beroze] I REGRET SAYING IT ITS LATE
> [e2] [Beroze] im going off bye thanks for knocking sense into my head
< [Beroze] just dont lie to her is all im asking
< [Beroze] the least you could do is make her think you really care lol
< [Beroze] the worst*
< [Beroze] when in reality you dont
< [Beroze] because that shit sucks
< [Beroze] literally equals Aeons situation
> [e2] [Beroze] i would never do that to her
< [Beroze] well
< [Beroze] what do you think she would think
< [Beroze] if she got shown
< [Beroze] this convo suddenly
< [Beroze] would she be like
< [Beroze] oh yeah its totally cool
< [Beroze] to say i dont love her
> [e2] [Beroze] no she'd probably cry again
< [Beroze] and im giving her false hope
< [Beroze] and then be like
< [Beroze] wait a second
> [e2] [Beroze] and i never want her to cry again
> [e2] [Beroze] ive told her that
< [Beroze] I MEAN NO LOL THATS BS
< [Beroze] I DID SAY THOSE THINGS
< [Beroze] BUT I TAKE IT BACK SUDDENLY
> [e2] [Beroze] pls stop it stu
> [e2] [Beroze] i take it back i said so
< [Beroze] that doesnt just happen
> [e2] [Beroze] just stop throwing it at me
> [e2] [Beroze] i regret it all
< [Beroze] you thought things through before typing it
> [e2] [Beroze] its painful now
> [e2] [Beroze] I DIDNT
> [e2] [Beroze] PLS
< [Beroze] and you literally didnt even go against your own statement
< [Beroze] for quite a time
> [e2] [Beroze] im going i can't take this talk soon
< [Beroze] this really doesnt make sense
< [Beroze] it just doesnt
> [e2] [Beroze] WHAT
> [e2] [Beroze] im not giving her false hope gosh
< [Beroze] well you definately thought about those specific emotions
< [Beroze] when typing those things
< [Beroze] you werent thinking dude i love mel so much
< [Beroze] im going to type this
> [e2] [Beroze] well yes but i regret it all now
< [Beroze] yeah exactly
> [e2] [Beroze] how many times do i have to repeat that
< [Beroze] so those emotions do lie there
> [e2] [Beroze] you're going around in circles
> [e2] [Beroze] to like hurt me
< [Beroze] thats all i wanted to fucking know
< [Beroze] you did have those emotions when you typed them
< [Beroze] you literally did think those things and typed them out
< [Beroze] you spewed what your brain felt
> [e2] [Beroze] yes but i regret it
> [e2] [Beroze] i regret it
> [e2] [Beroze] i regret it all
< [Beroze] and now you regret it suddenly
< [Beroze] even though its a bit strange
> [e2] [Beroze] WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME
> [Beroze] Disconnected player (2)