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@Beroze
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> [e2] [Beroze] hi
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< [Beroze] heh
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< [Beroze] hello
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> [e2] [Beroze] mel asked me today if we're actually a thing
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< [Beroze] who LOL
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> [e2] [Beroze] my response was weird lol but yh
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> [e2] [Beroze] dirtymel my sm
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< [Beroze] like
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< [Beroze] US?
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> [e2] [Beroze] ??
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< [Beroze] ME and you or
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> [e2] [Beroze] NO LOOOL
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> [e2] [Beroze] me and her
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< [Beroze] holyshit okay
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> [e2] [Beroze] !np
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> [e2] [Beroze] oops
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< [Beroze] well that ruins all my hope
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< [Beroze] i thought we had something going
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> [e2] [Beroze] lool stop it
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< [Beroze] :/ ohwell
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> [e2] [Beroze] you're taken irl
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< [Beroze] i shouldve realised literally
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< [Beroze] when you were totally fine with birdy
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> [e2] [Beroze] realised what
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< [Beroze] that we wouldnt be a thing
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< [Beroze] :/ ohwell...
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> [e2] [Beroze] im not totally fine with him
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> [e2] [Beroze] you're acting like you wanted to be a thing with me lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] stop kidding
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< [Beroze] ...
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> [e2] [Beroze] but i spoke to him yesterday suprisingly enough
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< [Beroze] mhm
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< [Beroze] and eh
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> [e2] [Beroze] he told me some deep shit doesn't mean i like or condone what he was because i criticised him
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< [Beroze] are you two a thing?
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> [e2] [Beroze] who
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> [e2] [Beroze] me and birdy
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> [e2] [Beroze] LOOL
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< [Beroze] mel and you
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> [e2] [Beroze] ohh i kinda put it up to her
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> [e2] [Beroze] and she said she loves me
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< [Beroze] and you said
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< [Beroze] yeah eh
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< [Beroze] totally!!!
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> [e2] [Beroze] ill screen and send on kik later
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< [Beroze] -huffpuff- i almost hurt her feelings
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> [e2] [Beroze] who oof
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< [Beroze] was that what you did lol
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< [Beroze] say yes while its a no lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] dd
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< [Beroze] ee
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> [e2] [Beroze] I didn't directly say no lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] feck icna't explain 1 sec
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> [e2] [Beroze] ill send now
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< [Beroze] so you made her think that you did feel it
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> [e2] [Beroze] yh
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< [Beroze] and gave her false hope
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> [e2] [Beroze] pretty much
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< [Beroze] well thats amazing
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> [e2] [Beroze] i like her and all but idk
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< [Beroze] can't you just idk
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< [Beroze] be truthfull about the situation lmao
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< [Beroze] and the way you feel
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> [e2] [Beroze] what do i send it on?
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> [e2] [Beroze] dipper? or wolf
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< [Beroze] the worst you could do is make her feel like you love her
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< [Beroze] and then just dont do fuck all
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> [e2] [Beroze] yh im not trying to do that
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> [e2] [Beroze] im undecided anyway
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< [Beroze] well thats what is happening
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< [Beroze] you dont love her
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< [Beroze] but you are making her think you do
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> [e2] [Beroze] no stop
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> [e2] [Beroze] i do but its weird admitting it
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< [Beroze] well dont fucking do that
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< [Beroze] thats the worst you could literally do
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> [e2] [Beroze] check
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< [Beroze] lol
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< [Beroze] she even said i love you
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< [Beroze] she is totally convinced you love her
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> [e2] [Beroze] theres no convinced about it
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> [e2] [Beroze] i do but its not at the stage where i'm like
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> [e2] [Beroze] uhh
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< [Beroze] she IS convinced you love her tho
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< [Beroze] it's not like i can be fucking honest and tell her
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> [e2] [Beroze] well yh she says me loves me but i don't see it as much
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< [Beroze] because she'll get mad at me lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] get mad at you for what lol
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< [Beroze] for telling her the truth lol
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< [Beroze] and she might not believe it
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< [Beroze] because why wouldnt beroze say the truth himself, right?
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< [Beroze] I mean, beroze wouldnt want to hurt this girls feelings more.
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> [e2] [Beroze] more
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> [e2] [Beroze] wdum more
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> [e2] [Beroze] well yh she cried last time uh
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> [e2] [Beroze] well yh she cried last time uh
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< [Beroze] more as in
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< [Beroze] you're hurting her feelings definately by giving her false hope
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< [Beroze] and her finding that out one way or another
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> [e2] [Beroze] im not
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< [Beroze] you are literally lying to her
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> [e2] [Beroze] HOW
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> [e2] [Beroze] i said i loveh er
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< [Beroze] AND YOU DONT LOL
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< [Beroze] YOU WOULD BE SURE ABOUT LOVING SOMEONE
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< [Beroze] IF YOU DID
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> [e2] [Beroze] i didn't want to admit it so early
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> [e2] [Beroze] whats the problem
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> [e2] [Beroze] i've told her many times i love hr
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> [e2] [Beroze] like genuinely
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> [e2] [Beroze] theres no false hope about it
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< [Beroze] god you are going against the shit you're saying so much here
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< [Beroze] what the fuck is it
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< [Beroze] do you love her
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< [Beroze] or do you not love her
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< [Beroze] are you in love
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< [Beroze] are you looking for a relationship
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> [e2] [Beroze] i love her but i'm not head over heels its the internet i care for her and all i don't mind a relationship but like i get bored i'll grow to love her more and im not giving false hope uh
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< [Beroze] so you arent in love
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< [Beroze] you just really care for her lol
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< [Beroze] you care for her
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> [e2] [Beroze] then yh im not there yet, when i see it myself if she truly loves me i'll budge
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< [Beroze] like an internet persona loves another internet persona
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> [e2] [Beroze] yh lol
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< [Beroze] thats exactly false hope
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< [Beroze] lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] lol leave me alon
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> [e2] [Beroze] xd
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< [Beroze] thats literally false hope
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> [e2] [Beroze] you're lecturing me
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< [Beroze] well yeah
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> [e2] [Beroze] we'll just see how things go ay
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< [Beroze] you clearly need it
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< [Beroze] because this is like fucking telling a dude with cancer
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< [Beroze] OH YOU ARE GOING RTO BE OK
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< [Beroze] and give the guy a shitload of hope
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> [e2] [Beroze] LOL woah no comparison
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> [e2] [Beroze] i'm literally not giving her false hope i think about her all the time
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< [Beroze] yes it fucking is false hope
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< [Beroze] you see her as an internet persona
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< [Beroze] who loves another internet persona
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> [e2] [Beroze] no i acknowledge her as a person
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> [e2] [Beroze] i'll tell her how i feel soon she knows i care for her
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< [Beroze] < [Beroze] like an internet persona loves another internet persona> [e2] [Beroze] yh lol
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< [Beroze] < [Beroze] thats exactly false hope< [Beroze] lol
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< [Beroze] just tell her how you reallly
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< [Beroze] truly fucking feel instead
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< [Beroze] how about that lol
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< [Beroze] that would be pretty neat
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< [Beroze] especially for her
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> [e2] [Beroze] yh i will
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> [e2] [Beroze] i love this girl okay
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< [Beroze] ''love''
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> [e2] [Beroze] i love melissa
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> [e2] [Beroze] i do
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< [Beroze] its ''love''
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> [e2] [Beroze] ????????????????????????/
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< [Beroze] do i need to copypaste what you agreed with again
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< [Beroze] lol
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< [Beroze] < [Beroze] < [Beroze] like an internet persona loves another internet persona> [e2] [Beroze] yh lol< [Beroze] < [Beroze] thats exactly false hope< [Beroze] lol
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< [Beroze] ''love''
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> [e2] [Beroze] idk what i was saying on stop holding me to that
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> [e2] [Beroze] i do like her a lot she says she lvos me but she doesn't show it
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> [e2] [Beroze] thats why i wrote what i wrote
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> [e2] [Beroze] and was slightly like worried
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< [Beroze] < [Beroze] so you made her think that you did feel it> [e2] [Beroze] yh< [Beroze] and gave her false hope> [e2] [Beroze] pretty much< [Beroze] well thats amazing> [e2] [Beroze] i like her and all but idk
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< [Beroze] do i need to show more
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< [Beroze] so you made her tihink you did feel it
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< [Beroze] yh
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< [Beroze] and gave her false hope
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> [e2] [Beroze] im tired ok fuck knows what im saying im flustered trying to study
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< [Beroze] pretty much
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> [e2] [Beroze] i did feel it
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> [e2] [Beroze] im not giving her false hope
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< [Beroze] i like her and all that but i dont know...
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> [e2] [Beroze] i love her and will telll her everything later
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> [e2] [Beroze] she makes me happy
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< [Beroze] just don't lie to her about your feelings.
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> [e2] [Beroze] yes im sorry
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< [Beroze] you're literally 50% saying the one thing here
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< [Beroze] and then you say something else
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> [e2] [Beroze] well im making it known that i love mel
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< [Beroze] < [Beroze] so you made her think that you did feel it> [e2] [Beroze] yh< [Beroze] and gave her false hope> [e2] [Beroze] pretty much< [Beroze] well thats amazing> [e2] [Beroze] i like her and all but idk
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> [e2] [Beroze] fuck what i was saying
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< [Beroze] you're not really making it known
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< [Beroze] that you love mel
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< [Beroze] do i need to copypaste even more
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> [e2] [Beroze] stop copying that omg
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< [Beroze] where it comes out like you dont
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< [Beroze] ill copy something else instead then
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> [e2] [Beroze] you're supposed to help
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> [e2] [Beroze] and you're making me feel like shit
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< [Beroze] < [Beroze] mel and you> [e2] [Beroze] ohh i kinda put it up to her> [e2] [Beroze] and she said she loves me
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< [Beroze] > [e2] [Beroze] I didn't directly say no lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] i explained why i wrote that
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> [e2] [Beroze] i wanted to explore if she thinks we are
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< [Beroze] you're undecided so youre like OHHH YES I TOTALLY LOVE THE FUCK OUT OF YOU
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< [Beroze] > [e2] [Beroze] im undecided anyway< [Beroze] well thats what is happening< [Beroze] you dont love her< [Beroze] but you are making her think you do> [e2] [Beroze] no stop> [e2] [Beroze] i do but its weird admitting it< [Beroze] well dont fuck
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< [Beroze] > [e2] [Beroze] i do but its not at the stage where i'm like> [e2] [Beroze] uhh
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> [e2] [Beroze] idk how long we've been married on here
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> [e2] [Beroze] but all i know is that she kept me here and i love her
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< [Beroze] i am not supposted to help and make you feel better
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> [e2] [Beroze] because i was going to quit i was miserable and low and i found her
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< [Beroze] if you are doing something scummy
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< [Beroze] and you made it sound extremely scummy
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> [e2] [Beroze] and she's so great to me
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> [e2] [Beroze] im not
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> [e2] [Beroze] i dont mean it
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> [e2] [Beroze] literally
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> [e2] [Beroze] i take back what i said
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< [Beroze] definately you did think it through
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< [Beroze] what you said
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< [Beroze] and it went into your mind
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< [Beroze] onto your goddamn keyboard
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< [Beroze] are you convinced you love her
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< [Beroze] are you in love
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< [Beroze] do you have dem butterflies in your stomach
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< [Beroze] Anything but YES
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< [Beroze] would mean you gave her false hope lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] yes
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> [e2] [Beroze] yess
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< [Beroze] so what went onto your mind
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< [Beroze] when you typed
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< [Beroze] ohhh im not sure
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< [Beroze] and eh yeh i gave her false hope
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< [Beroze] i mean this is a serious convo
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< [Beroze] you definately thought it through
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> [e2] [Beroze] i regret everything i said forgive me for my nonsense
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> [e2] [Beroze] im pretty stressed right now
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> [e2] [Beroze] i can't deal with this
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< [Beroze] i just cant believe you just spewed nonsense
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< [Beroze] you didnt go against your own statement either soon or anything
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< [Beroze] you actually stood by it
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< [Beroze] untill i attacked you on it lol
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< [Beroze] and then you poofed over
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> [e2] [Beroze] you attacked me real hard
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> [e2] [Beroze] my guard is broken
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> [e2] [Beroze] and im regretful
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> [e2] [Beroze] of the shit i said
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> [e2] [Beroze] about that girl i genuinely love her
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< [Beroze] yeah im regretfull of the shit i say regularly aswell
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< [Beroze] but i definately felt that stuff
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< [Beroze] when i said it
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< [Beroze] when i say dude im actually pretty hungry for cock atm
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< [Beroze] and people make it a big deal
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< [Beroze] ill fucking face palm myself
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< [Beroze] but i definately wanted cock
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> [e2] [Beroze] lol gosh
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< [Beroze] yeah you definately thought what you were saying lol
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> [e2] [Beroze] na
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< [Beroze] but suddenly changed your mind
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< [Beroze] so you just type things without thinking them
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> [e2] [Beroze] well yh i was wrong
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< [Beroze] you could suddenly say
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> [e2] [Beroze] i find it difficult to admit things
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< [Beroze] i love uncle dans big dong
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< [Beroze] and talk about it for 15 minutes
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< [Beroze] and then poof be like
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< [Beroze] DUDE WHAT NO
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< [Beroze] I DONT LIKE THAT
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< [Beroze] I TOTALLY DIDNT MEAN WHAT I SAID
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< [Beroze] I REGRET SAYING IT ITS LATE
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> [e2] [Beroze] im going off bye thanks for knocking sense into my head
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< [Beroze] just dont lie to her is all im asking
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< [Beroze] the least you could do is make her think you really care lol
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< [Beroze] the worst*
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< [Beroze] when in reality you dont
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< [Beroze] because that shit sucks
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< [Beroze] literally equals Aeons situation
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> [e2] [Beroze] i would never do that to her
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< [Beroze] well
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< [Beroze] what do you think she would think
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< [Beroze] if she got shown
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< [Beroze] this convo suddenly
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< [Beroze] would she be like
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< [Beroze] oh yeah its totally cool
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< [Beroze] to say i dont love her
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> [e2] [Beroze] no she'd probably cry again
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< [Beroze] and im giving her false hope
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< [Beroze] and then be like
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< [Beroze] wait a second
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> [e2] [Beroze] and i never want her to cry again
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> [e2] [Beroze] ive told her that
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< [Beroze] I MEAN NO LOL THATS BS
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< [Beroze] I DID SAY THOSE THINGS
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< [Beroze] BUT I TAKE IT BACK SUDDENLY
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> [e2] [Beroze] pls stop it stu
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> [e2] [Beroze] i take it back i said so
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< [Beroze] that doesnt just happen
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> [e2] [Beroze] just stop throwing it at me
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> [e2] [Beroze] i regret it all
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< [Beroze] you thought things through before typing it
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> [e2] [Beroze] its painful now
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> [e2] [Beroze] I DIDNT
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> [e2] [Beroze] PLS
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< [Beroze] and you literally didnt even go against your own statement
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< [Beroze] for quite a time
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> [e2] [Beroze] im going i can't take this talk soon
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< [Beroze] this really doesnt make sense
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< [Beroze] it just doesnt
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> [e2] [Beroze] WHAT
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> [e2] [Beroze] im not giving her false hope gosh
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< [Beroze] well you definately thought about those specific emotions
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< [Beroze] when typing those things
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< [Beroze] you werent thinking dude i love mel so much
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< [Beroze] im going to type this
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> [e2] [Beroze] well yes but i regret it all now
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< [Beroze] yeah exactly
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> [e2] [Beroze] how many times do i have to repeat that
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< [Beroze] so those emotions do lie there
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> [e2] [Beroze] you're going around in circles
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> [e2] [Beroze] to like hurt me
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< [Beroze] thats all i wanted to fucking know
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< [Beroze] you did have those emotions when you typed them
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< [Beroze] you literally did think those things and typed them out
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< [Beroze] you spewed what your brain felt
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> [e2] [Beroze] yes but i regret it
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> [e2] [Beroze] i regret it
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> [e2] [Beroze] i regret it all
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< [Beroze] and now you regret it suddenly
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< [Beroze] even though its a bit strange
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> [e2] [Beroze] WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME
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> [Beroze] Disconnected player (2)