East wind finally

Im proud i stole that bread for that squirrel i would do it again but fuck helping a human repugnant fucking species wtf is human error id never steal for anyone other than myself and ill leave my information and tel you where im at fucking goof tell everyone all the information you think you were saving trying to play a little snip clip ill get them to play the whole recording fuck outta here next trick 0/100 is same as 100/1000 why do i have all your key argument topics ? This debate has been hijacked by the subject Euros Nooooo the east wind is finally upon us 💨 💨 💨 💨 💨 💨 💨
mood changes only if i was trying to hide my emotions. True colours come out then thoughts catch up now you saying sorry to do damage control ? Weird synthetic damage i created caused them to try and recreate a similar or worse enviroment only for me to prove things in different ways for them to get to the same destination using alternate routes since mood changes and emotional manipulation coalesce having a mood disorder would make both super exposed since cant have one without the other so you’ll keep trying using synthetic information that was created and not natural to justify diagnosis but one way or the other mood disorder means i knew what i said wasnt sorry anger was befitting a child rape victim facing similar sensations and predators using capable internet means Ofc thats me why else would i feel like that without reason ? Still non binary and androgynous and always had issues with men but always knew where the line was mmmm extremely averted any sign of time spent with men for reasons other than medication extremely early not homophobic since too emotionally intelligent but traumatized thusly argue with me somewhere i get to talk instead of trying to convince me its over since everyone gets a chance to say something being a bad lawyer just means i have something else to work towards getting my own voice in decisions like this or else internet dose internet things now im playing the 13 reasons why live action alternate reality game
My favourite was assuming i was always the problem around women instead of the enviroment or situation see how easily humans always blame human error looking for problems within thier own kinds fucking disgusting knowing im smart and articulate enough to be a manager and stock supervisor in retail stores winning sales contests so much it was weird for my coworkers LMFAOOO CBT means interacting but never an issues since shy who cares just stand and speak when spoken to dingaling its how i always made friends since duhhh probably not going to like you and im here by force
Some problems beat out relationships and idiots think love is stronger but problems reinforced financially win everytime breaking up all relationships to educated for me to be an issue and it was fun watching you try to make that the case miscommunication at best lost email or some technical BS way too depraved and traumatized into acting a certain way to ever be capable of having my mind broke or becoming delusional lightning made sure id never leave this reality only possible with insane levels of meditation and medication or back to 2 hour sleep cycles 🤣 still having issues with my arrangements ive documented a list that will be fully addressed since if its not ill just keep asking that question to other people until it circles back since why not answer my question unless your hiding a manipulation tactic involving my creative property
 Is all they understand money money money
Instead of building wealth tryna hold my papers h*stage no demon*c old school LMFAO “ First born ch*ld” 😒
Cant really claim and sell art for personal profit than bullsh*t some other documents just make due with whatever ideas you feel like you can manage or profit from creative claimant now you on a clock to bullsh*t something since bad at negotiating love of my life for my identity when you thought i didnt know who i was 🤣 im more than whatever you thought you read about me thats for sure couldnt get clearance to learn the nasty truth ped* ? Always asking my name (omfg if a girl did this complete exemption [no crime of passion claim available for men since no affiliation Trans exemption applicable] i made a lot of emoji collages 🤣) Other government offer free school and im still within the limit to get a visa and do this the nasty way still using my time so wisely they thought i was trying to work and i was training on variations of harassment for better identification sharpening sharpening nomad remember no-mad at problems that may happen over seas and jailed in foreign country is worst so obvi either pay to be left alone or be nice and smooth talk or know someone or something to avoid it and thats why i have uhhh… internet earned my freedom as a kid better tell someone before its a problem just looking to experience life and designed a life for that since why not bartend to get to know locals and tell a story to see who rolls high initiative to take me around on the town good people only 🤣 co working collaboration i can meet a programmer over seas face to face not doing this compromised bullsh*t where someone think they’re giving me a choice by just being everyone on the search results 🤣

Or or or so many different routes to the same end goal its crazy omnidirectional
Imagine thinking im patient then learning im composed then learning im dead inside
Since making me wait should be more of a problem but knowing ive already been waiting means it was more of a problem than they had prepared for seem disproportionate until i just take a different route now all that imagining of a reality that cant exist because of you means your holding on energy that has nowhere to go and stagnates into negative emotion and feeling cant tell me if i know the science for it

Worse than losing an ideas realizing that idea wont exist and cant happen Lmfao now im applying for USA stuff and maybe Canada stuff ill have to see how im manipulated this time already going Estonia so you know ive been gone take longer idc more evidence for me to gauge and convince an immigration lawyer to decide your fate idc 🤣 already started this when i was 20 now i have facebook evidence of failed assistance from 2014 to present 🤣 your probably unable to see what was happeneing so much garbage everywhere while i only worked on productive ideas momentarily so no imprint in your memory its like this just appeared outta know where i bet LOL when it was just buried in garbage ideas one man’s treasure is another mans trash ideas you’ll need money and time and people to excecute overloaded knowing you cant do that much that fast so you started stock piling ideas which is best for me since now your up to date and when i stopped you keeping me delayed looks like ive been delayed years why company move so slow if im this business savvy why no respond question very simple where employment coordinator maybe misheard no services for self employment ? I have a pdf from the PDN computer when i made steps and even spent money on a nuans number for a company no one told me anything so can only assume same thing live on disability asking people tough questions that expose canadas dark underbelly of bullshit

How did you go phishing and end up caught in a sharks mouth
Also if im this person why would it be this hard for me weird narrative are starting to diminish since obviously more capable but reasons being nad relating to drugs knowing that they couldnt give me enough to cause issues or exploit anger is funny since assumed thats what did it in Oakville but im more bored at expression frustration since all it dose is make them harass me more LMFAO thinking the found a way in and i meant to show them how pointless it was in how i express emotion no sense or urgency so Ofc i can see your punch coming thinking wayyyy toooo fast more protected than the most strapped criminal they always saving for a rainy day that’ll never come
See protected with a past thats forced to be unacknowledged but public evidence and numerous incidents means i wasnt protected all the time and why tell them what happened if all it dose is get me grounded forever 🤣 better to be absolute Zero bait
Making weird amounts of money to see what mom will let me get away with $100 for a car wash sure mister LMFAO🤣 now my mom is used to me helping out and stopped trusting me when i was saving money while in highschool to date ? Mom paranoid thinks me going on social assistance is stealing money from her paycheque now im in a catch 22 get a job money gets cut anyway now mom claims i moved out since cant be the bad guy who misunderstood something jeopardizing and impacting someone’s life forever luckily ill never be like that since “ AS PER MY LAST EMAIL” saved $60 and hid it now instead of thinking horrible things about me its best im kicked out but cover it up with get a job so i always have money to take and always have money coming in since saving money to people who live day to day is unheard of weird how you can manage when you have little money but somehow cant mainain with lots of money I have people trying to force a lesson on me that got me to this point
How would i of made it if i had difficulties budgeting ? Who care how i make it ill do it how i want since ive already suffered with that insufferable person always assuming im hiding money and budgeting to save doin that now by force is why ill intermittently starve myself since ODSP money and forced eviction was designed to drain money into this situation while i acted normal all the way through assumed the best of them until i was living check to check thats why i keep hoping i die was already doing the work when i mattered now you want to catch some frustration points watching me be forced to budget 🤣 who cares i showed them and they know i could make a shortcut to capitalize on the automation feature of apple products but someone else would claim credit and a bunch of of their bullshit me being in my own business would get in the way off

Ohhh look hes bad with money LMFAOO but managed throughout situation you have no data of so gotta create evidence as you go and so did i
No one just has couponing experience since i would have had to try harder if i was knew why is shoppers a coupon paradise without me even thinking or researching like its been the same since ive been in Calgary no wayyyy survays and contests OMG how is this impressive when its being used to oppress me and limit the levels of my actual intelligence so people can keep making stupid fucking claims

BMO charge back delays past the point of acceptable acknowledgement didnt see her file didn’t take a picture so they can manipulate the legth of time it takes im not stupid im catching you in a lie past the point of being able to do or say anything about it way to attentive to be on this basic bitch level i was making caseroles and counting days and recipe mixtures with different veggies for my pop up bar while experimenting with non alcoholic drinks 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 🤣 you dont know and its not painfully obvious enough yet

Since casserol can be eaten cold and vegan i was saving so i could buy HelloFresh as a treat for eating casserole everyday for weeks at a time and trying to fine tune the recipe so i can get a pattern going of cost efficiency now people think i have emotions so i have to play with the fucking neighbours kid 😒 going to do this like that episode of demon slayer dead calm
Holding up this illusion with them so it collapses harder has been fun but people are noticing breaking points and plot holes> didnt even participate willingly had to learn and observe not absorb answers are in the harassment since why else would i be harassed while people assume my disability for personal benefit if not for ideas and financial l lucratively I can’t spell the fucking word, but I know how to say it 🤣 I wonder if I’d be able to spell it while speaking instead of typing people who watch the clock are losers Danzo keep your eye on thing that you think matters 🤣 remember sasuke made you think eye was open but closed whole time

I haven’t started recording and uploading myself protesting in public if i have to i have time what else am i doing other than waiting for you to delay and ignore emails now you’ll have to keep doing that over and over when its already been this long asking other people would make them look into it as well 🤷🏿‍♂️
Fuck my country embassy shit poeple disregarded me ill do the same in terms of my nationality but thanks for the genocide trauma ill make sure to capitalize on it and profit from it like a true American ( canada is in America durp) bitch doesnt love me idiot shes way older than me 🤣 playing yourself and if she dose thats news to me and a pleasant surprise what else would you have been doing if not 24/7 and crippled in bed my imagination is worse than whatever reality you hope i believe since i believed it was reali myself and kept on unnoticed what do you mean ? Only 1 kid should have had triplets by now trying to make me think someone is promiscuous to less extent than i imagined is a blessing i dont get it doommy mommy isnt a gorgon but a human no way say it isnt so i better put myself in therapy so i dont truamatise someone by accident ohhh would you look at that got a head start 😒 been here getting better since dont have to carry the burden of my fricken birth giver not my fucken responsibility cant guilt trip me when i dont care and i think im just being nice letting someone ruin my chance at life because they’re too lazy to work in a different way than they have been their whole life in canada ive already worked so many random jobs just to do the variable in math where its promised success left every job before being able to do something significant Vans awarded recognition Small court claims now anything i do in art is going to be on equal calibre *international level artist obtained* NEXT doesnt matter motivated by past job momentum

No burden no guilt not passing over generational trauma to a new born clearing out this whole proximity to ensure that every spiritual layer and type of problem i could ever have will be handled in a way ive studied and applied to my situation thusly take more time so things are more garunteed to happen faster in my future since people will be upset i allowed for this much time to be wasted in the first place but out of my power at the time since gotta keep making you come up with excuses for evidence you haven’t created yet. ? Still haven’t gotten anything substantial huh ? Maybe tommorrow when my apple genius appointment causes me headaches from people noice ohhh wait ill be extra extra high and on coffee so sociopathic tendencies will take over itll just be a pleasant experience “as pleasant as you can get with capitalism”

Already got ahead and made her my wallpaper before they assumed it was an issue to manipulate 🤷🏿‍♂️ your like years late since 1st version of wallpaper only said “REMEMBER REMEMBER” you member ? LMFAOO
2nd version was when i had completed all the cognitive bullshit and relearned it through google but reinforced what i had already accepted thats why phone calls were about me noticing things about myself and how i thought about people which is why i owed her an apology for how i was perceiving someone who should have been a blank slate to be colour and filled out by the person themselves why would i believe an opinion of someone when they can tell me who they are themselves 🤣 plus if i like them thats more of a problem for since holy fuck what made my twisted sensors excited “stabbed dude in eyes with spoon” 😩 queen✨ 🤣