rgergergheth

4/25/15

it's a recurring dream I tend to have sometimes about trying to get home and being unable to. this is basically what happened

I was driving home in some parking lot (I can't drive IRL). some lady cop standing in the parking lot suddenly starts blowing a whistle or some shit and I pull over, suddenly other cops show up out of nowhere as backup. I'm tackled to the ground after apparently resisting cop request or something idk. multiple cops sort of wrestle me to the ground to total submission. I don't know if something else happened before they start injecting my mind with these thoughts but anyways, I start being like force-fed these images, I don't remember them all but some of it included like cat sex, like they were trying to convince me to have sex with a cat, I don't know. then I wake back up and I'm where I started in that parking lot in the car. there's this guy nearby making a ton of noise, it scares me, so I lock all my doors and begin to turn the car on. suddenly he's at the driver's side window BANGING at my door/window, asking to be let in. I refuse, at this point I realize I'm in a dream (I think) and say fuck everything and I half-know I'm going to keep being "recalled" to that spot no matter what I do, especially if I do something "wrong" (like not letting the guy in could be wrong, idk). just as I get the car going, he busts through my window, or opens my door, I forget, I real quick floor it in reverse and get away, then drive off forward and turn, killing him in the process, or at least running him over. from there I just floor it out of the parking lot, end up going through a series of wild driving, nothing's happening and I think I'm alright. then eventually I end up trapped in this big house, and I know I'm going to meet up with the same "people" and have more thoughts injected into my head and bleeeeeeh and luckily at this point I wake myself up yelling "NO!" in my exhales...

This is not typical for me but nightmares have kinda happened every so often throughout my life. scary shit