death from embarrassment

My hopes dont move LOL your hopes go up and down im too much of a realist

death from embarrassment wanting to marry someone and not being able to because of situational trauma and anxiety as well as everything else surrounding the situation.

I can't believe it was this easy. No I would want somebody to out themselves for being a predator and pedophile as well just so I could get revenge on all of the kids they made victims.
No I want you to damage me from a place of suspicion because you can't take it back!!!
so if I keep acting suspicious, you'll have to keep damaging me expecting me to do something about it or say something more about it
I wont be able to do anything because of the simple fact anxiety and you're too far gone now.
Couldn’t do anything if I wanted to now
Death from embarrassment
Are you not entertained?
Because there aren’t actually good guys or bad guys everybody’s just trying to make it as best as they can I cant believe they let me convince them LMFAOOO
You believed a masochist so much so i got you to cause me pain under the suspicion of me causing someone else pain… think about that for a second i get pleasure from pain why would i ever make someone else experience what i want to be done to me…thats not how it works

Too socially inept dying because you made a big deal out of something so simple
Actual death from embarrassment
Duhh double edge no ones more embarrassed for you all than I am goofy idiots

Thank god im too mentally and emotionally damaged to ever believe even for a second i was in a relationship or had someone interested in me all of this was redundant proving something that was unbelievable and too coincidental

I know im awesome but i dont believe other people believe it. They may think im awesome from time to time but that just means during the other time they think other things

Good enough to think i should be in a relationship but not actually capable due to never being in one or having prior experience to reflect and use as foundation so it always appears fake
Like knowing everything about sex academically while being informed but being shy is not a good look