I will stream Symphony of the Night (then FFVI, then the Warcraft games and more) starting this week - I'm thinking very likely Wednesday. Unfortunately work rescheduling means I might have to ditch the 5:30-6:00 start time and bump it up - I've been trying to stick to old stream times for stability but I think I might need to fully move to like a 7pm (EDT) - midnight slot or something. Looking forward to it!! PUBG has been fun as heck and I'm stoked as hell for new Mario Kart

The long weekend was very nice and one I needed very, very badly. By Saturday I was feeling more like myself and in my own skin and was feeling a lot better about w/e the hell is (was?) going on with me, still not entirely sure but I know it's stress related, I have a big pulsing temple vein that's getting very visible throughout the day that's concerning me. I'm worried being back to work 5 days a week with longer days on top is going to set me over the edge again, so the next few weeks are going to be a litmus test for my sanity and the cause of what's triggering this fucked up state I'm in I think, and if push comes to shove and I have another episode, I think I'll have to leave this job for the sake of my own mental health if I'm at a point where it's damaging me this much. I'm very fortunate in that if I sit down with my family and fill them in on what's been going on, I'd find support (also I'm a good boy with a rainy day fund saved up anyay so I can feel guilt free). Still not sure it's exclusively the job, idk, trying to play it by ear, might see a doctor. All I know is the long weekend helped a lot.