Situational blindness how do they know better when i dont know myself 🤣 cant even be mad

That’s how I knew it was someone from the brown team they couldn’t even lie in a way that represented my character in trying to make me act disrespectfully because there’s a special disrespectful signature I have when I’m acting like an idiot and they try to make me act like a basic idiot Looking for food. Everybody knows I have way too much class for that type of sh*t. The fact that I have too many manners and so much etiquette, they can’t lie about my character.

Because if you’re raised by money, and your parents didn’t care, you just went around, trying to make people respect you and look at you in a specific way so you would go over and above and beyond being stupid in certain ways

Because of my background, every lie, they were telling never made sense and it just made them look more. Suspicious pissed them off more and caused them to keep paying people to do things that other people watch them do it’s not illegal to pay someone to do something but what happens to the person you paid is the bad karma that they have to face and that’s where it gets crazy Because now that’s extra people after you already paid with negative energy for no reason

I act disrespectful in a way that shows people I don’t even care one way or another they have to make people think I’m an emotional to the point where I care I’m too confused I can’t care and it’s not worth caring so much about something I’m permanently confused about which is why I always have to ask if somebody wants to fight if they keep asking questions that’s a no if they say yes I’ll even give them a countdown or ask when they want to start asking questions about this real serious situation I’m willing to participate in Very special disability the fact that they thought it was run of the concussion is hilarious, ha ha, the joke about me and you need clearance wasn’t even a joke a good thing they tried to get my grandma to leave and they thought that was the reason that’s just what confirmed , me, my grandma scared the fuck out of her eyes are worse than mine

It’s a good thing not very many people have a lot of money so it’s easy to see who the bankroll is. They won’t care how mad you get about it. They’ll make you pay more that’s all that happens for all they know you could be lying about the price point that was tailored to your bracket is too much or too little but it’ll always be too much so they can try to get a deal if you’re paying with spirit points, don’t care about your cash. How are you? how good are you. I’m trying to put people in situations where they won’t need to worry about money if everything‘s inclusive, it’s like an autistic thing somebody created and made everyone else’s problem for no reason other than the fact it helped some specific types of minds deal with reality better but that doesn’t mean it works the same way for all mines I was lucky that I got traumatized into understanding it but fundamentally I still don’t see the reason for it if you watched me on TV all day and I get to the front desk and ask for my identification, you failed as a human reality needs to start over For policy. Shouldn’t the camera register my face in the building? Why does the card that can be manipulated have to do that that’s way too much responsibility for a piece of plastic.


All I need to do is be quick and not trust anybody who tries to get too close to my body in case they want to cause harm and if you’re a female, I don’t have to worry because then I want you to harm me in anyway that you choose 🤣
I’m trying to discredit somebody who has this level of credential is ridiculous from over Web to dark web to international to spiritual domains. There are rumours everywhere about different aspects and facets of my personality because the lightning keeps dividing me into different personas and things I’m interested in.
This is why I need someone in my life to act as a lightning rod who knows enough about what I’ve told them to understand what I want as opposed to what they think I want or would be able to give them if you know that I just want someone who I can spend time with in a confined area comfortably just so I can experience being with someone Anybody who takes me away from this path is an opposition that should be dealt with as such you’re trying to make me work opposition. All I’m trying to do is find someone to spend time with close rulers don’t even have to do anything watch TV with me or something but just hang out with me in her room so I don’t feel ostracized, isolated and  Forced into solitary solitude as if it’s my choice when it never is since I’m always projecting and trying to speak to people and being accused of cheating by people who have no right since they don’t fucking nothing about who I am and only use stereotypes to figure out who I was which fuck them over so badly they’ll never be able to do that sh*t again to any of my  Melanistic acquaintances and fellows

Manipulated a position in society, you need to bring down other people of colour fuc*ing gross because you’re interested the same girl. You have to use your position to elevate yourself more to create more of a differential even though it’s already obvious, and you have to hide the fact, but then, when it comes out to light, that other people use the same tactic now all of you are even worse off than if you had just been honest and let somebody have something they were meant to have but you have to be able to afford everything you want because that’s all you’ve ever known in your life is being able to afford and get it when you want it right away so you try to frustrate and piss people off by making them not able to experience the same thing since that’s the only joy you can experience joy in your life, and the only thing that doesn’t let you are women and females who say no  Because you don’t have the personality or anything it’s just things and no substance

That’s why they like edging so much they keep doing what the females do to them and then they try to make the excuse. You don’t have a nice enough car or some bullshi+*t. Some girls told them so they would fuck off because all the only thing black kids have is personality and character. Everybody knows this, but they have to try to make it seem as if the personality and character is cracked and flawed with anger and issues.

I should actually apologize I projected these problems onto a father figure that made sense, but intrinsically didn’t because they would pay for honesty as opposed to blocking everything you would want the most genuine, authentic and honest, regardless
Panic, attack, and anxiety attacks not only do they try to make you think it’s one or the other based on whatever is causing the problem to project the reason it’s both because they’re panicking from the intense anxiety caused from doing bad things to people and paying cash to hide it, thinking nobody would know better when your own soul and spirit dies inside, turning you into a husk carcass of a human You just sit there turned into a messenger and a horse only driving around
Guilt will eat you inside out. Your own psychology will eat you inside out and you’ll just turn into. I hope she turned me into a red light sabre because I am heat score 9000 people long range. The energy is not passion. It’s aggression rage and it has to be communicated into a way that makes people understand and the funny thing is these parents know this because of how hard they work to provide their kids they just could never have imagined what that much freedom and access to things would do to them. You can’t expect people to be corrupted, and you’ll never be able to predict the way the corruption will manifest itself, but it always does in one way or another And you just need a polarized energy to bring it out and I love that because I can switch my lighting diagnosis personas
It’s not like multiple personality disorders because those happen without them knowing and some of the personalities don’t know each other, and they have their own areas in the mind. All of my personas know everything the other one knows it’s the way that we perceive the information I turn myself upside down, so I can make sure I can look at it from above just in case cause you never know, what side you’re looking at it from it’s good to flip it just in case to get a better reference of your position it just always looks right side up so flip it anyway don’t leave anything. Look at it from a perspective of a hater might learn something and then look back just to make sure you didn’t miss it.
He did small town crime against somebody who had been trying to become a diplomat since grade 10 and had been emailing all of these government agencies pissing them off with my existence to the point where they had to at least humour the idea of everything I was saying, and this was the opportunity I needed for them to see me. Thank you.
And they have such big families who have all of these random jobs. They can just call ahead before you get there to fuck you over and you would never know even though you’re going to try to be nice anyway, they have plans of just fuc*ng you.
Nothing racist I love mama G and Papa G all together because I was raised and babysat by a couple ho educated me on some things and that’s why I was romantically involved with an Indian girl from grade 6 through 10. I forgot what grade it was in that she told me she cheated on me.

So you know about Rattry and Ingga then… what kind of kid would I have been? If I break about talking to two girls at the same time it’s normal for me to the point that it made women in my adult life think I was cheating on them for going to lunch with a girl that was just normal for me. I couldn’t think of what it looked like in the back of my head because of the typical lifestyle of a man/boy

She lumped me in with the other riffraff🤣
As long as somebody can be patient with me, I have infinite patience. I just don’t like when they stop talking to me because they get frustrated because that’s fun for you but doesn’t mean anything for me. I don’t have that courtesy the confusion doesn’t go anywhere just because I get upset Waste of time to be angry. If you’re stuck being confused, you’d never be angry yourself.