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 1:09
 Loudclaw
 Hello~
 1:09
 .Dawnshadow
 SCREECH
 OMG
 OMG
 1:09
 Loudclaw
 ?
 What is it?
 1:11
 .Dawnshadow
 TWO PEOPLE AT MY SCHOOL
 ARE
 ACTUAL
 FOB
 FANS
 1:11
 Loudclaw
 Awesome~
 BEFRIEND THEM FOR SURE
 1:12
 .Dawnshadow
 BUT ONE
 HE SCARES ME ;-;
 HE'S REALLY TALL AND EEK
 AND THE OTHER ONE IS COOL
 1:16
 Loudclaw
 Well
 On a different note
 Check out my new sig
 1:17
 .Dawnshadow
 NO DIFFERENT NOTES
 NEVER
 You are now away.
 You are no longer away.
 1:23
 Loudclaw
 Stubborn, much?
 1:23
 .Dawnshadow
 VERY
 1:27
 Loudclaw
 I don't wanna talk about FOB
 1:27
 .Dawnshadow
 I DON'T CARE
 1:31
 Loudclaw
 CAN WE TALK ABOUT MY SUBJECT ONCE IN A WHILE SO IT'S FAIR?
 You are now away.
 1:40
 .Dawnshadow
 NO
 You are no longer away.
 1:41
 Loudclaw
 DAwn
 Come on
 Stop being so stubborn, I'm bored of hearing about "Oh, FOB's great" EVERY
 SINGLE
 DAY
 LET'S TALK ABOUT MY SUBJECT, BITCH
 GAH!
 It's always you.
 ALWAYS YOU.
 I never get to talk about what ///I/// might have ON MY FUCKING BACK.
 What might be going on.
 Fuck your shitty little band
 And let's GET
 OUR
 FUCKING
 LIVES
 ON
 1:44
 .Dawnshadow
 ...I'm being stupid.
 ...
 FUCK OFF.
 YOU DON'T REALISE WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO ME AND OTHERS.
 YOU DON'T FUCKING REALISE.
 1:44
 Loudclaw
 YEAH WELl
 1:44
 .Dawnshadow
 BY SAYING THEY'RE SHITTY IS LITERALLY SAYING I SHOULD DIE.
 YOU KNOW WHAT SAVED ME FROM CUTTING?
 THEM
 1:44
 Loudclaw
 YOU DON'T SEE ME TALKING ABOUT LINKIN PARK CONSTANTLY NOW DO YOU
 1:45
 .Dawnshadow
 YEAH, BUT HAVE THEY FUCKING SAVED YOUR SANITY?
 1:45
 Loudclaw
 IN A SENSE, YES
 1:45
 .Dawnshadow
 HAVE THEY STOPPED YOU FROM CUTTING?
 HAVE THEY STOPPED OTHERS FROM COMMITTING SUICIDE?
 1:45
 Loudclaw
 I NEVER WANTED TO CUT IN THE FIRST PLACE
 1:45
 .Dawnshadow
 SOME OF US DO, LOUD.
 1:46
 Loudclaw
 MAYBE WE ALL WANT YOU TO SHUT UP ABOUT FOB FOR ONE FUCKING DAY SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT WHAT ///WE/// MIGHT HAVE ON OUR FUCKING BACKS ONCE IN A WHIE
 1:46
 .Dawnshadow
 WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCKING IGNORE ME.
 1:46
 Loudclaw
 NO.
 1:46
 .Dawnshadow
 IT'S THAT EASY.
 1:47
 Loudclaw
 BECAUSE IF YOU'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT FOB, ONCE IN A FUCKING BLUE MOON, THEN I CAN EASILY TALK TO YOU ABOUT MY PROBLEMS
 1:47
 .Dawnshadow
 FINE, RANT AND WHINE ABOUT YOUR FUCKING PROBLEMS.
 I'VE NEVER ONCE TOLD YOU ABOUT MINE
 I TALK ABOUT THEM AND LISTEN TO THEM SO I CAN GET AWAY FROM THE BLOODY SUBJECT
 1:48
 Loudclaw
 YOU ALWAYS GET TO TELL US "OH I'M SCARED I'M GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL BOO HOO" BUT WE DON'T GET TO TALK ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON IN ///OUR/// LIVES!
 1:48
 .Dawnshadow
 ...
 WOW
 THAT WAS ONCE
 ONCE
 LAST TIME I REMEMBERED, YOU NEVER ASKED TO TALK ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS.
 1:49
 Loudclaw
 WHEN I DO YOU ALWAYS SAY "IDC LET'S TALK ABOUT FOB AND COMPLETELY IGNORE YOUR LIFE"
 1:49
 .Dawnshadow
 OH SO YOU THINK MY LIFE IS FINE AND DANDY
 NO ONE SAVED ME FROM MYSELF EXCEPT FOR THEM. SO MANY PEOPLE OWE THEM THEIR LIVES. I HAVE SHITTY DAYS, JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
 1:50
 Loudclaw
 MAYBE WE WANT TO TALK ABOUT OUR LIVES TOO.
 1:50
 .Dawnshadow
 PLUS, THAT WAS A FUCKING JOKE.
 WHY DON'T YOU JUST GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON
 1:51
 Loudclaw
 FUCK YOU!
 1:51
 .Dawnshadow
 YAY, I GET TO FUCK MYSELF.
 1:52
 Loudclaw
 NONE OF US AT NC REALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT FOB YOU KNOW
 EXCEPT FOR YOU
 1:53
 .Dawnshadow
 COOL
 I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHETHER YOU CARE
 I GUESS YOU JUST WANT ME TO DIE IN A FUCKING HOLE
 OR BECOME EMO AND COMMIT SUICIDE OR SOMETHING
 1:53
 Loudclaw
 NO.
 I JUST WANT YOU TO SIT DOWN AND LISTEN TO WHAT THE REST OF US HAVE TO SAY
 AND NOT SIT IN YOUR SHITTY LITTLE FALL OUT BOY WORLD
 1:54
 .Dawnshadow
 AHA YOU NEVER EVEN CARED ABOUT ME
 I'LL SIT IN WHICHEVER WORLD I'M HAPPIEST IN
 1:54
 Loudclaw
 HAHAHAH
 I SIT IN MY WORLD BUT I'M ALWAYS WILLING TO TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY
 UNLESS THEY AREN'T SAYING ANYTHING
 1:54
 .Dawnshadow
 You know what?
 This isn't worth my breath
 People like YOU are the reason why I get emotional.
 I put up with this shit /all the time/ at school.
 I don't talk to people much irl.
 That's why I don't shut up on Wikia.
 1:55
 Loudclaw
 ALL I WANTED WAS TO TALK TO SOMEONE
 AND THIS IS HOW IT ENDS!
 1:56
 .Dawnshadow
 ...
 Fine
 Go and whine about your life
 I'm here to listen
 1:56
 Loudclaw
 No, you are not.
 You're NEVER here to listen.
 1:56
 .Dawnshadow
 Loud - if you want to know why I don't care, it's because I PUT UP WITH THIS SHIT EVERY DAY
 ALL MY SO CALLED FRIENDS TALK ABOUT IS FUCKING BOYS
 AND THEIR FAMILY
 AND THEIR DRAMAS
 1:56
 Loudclaw
 I happen to BE a boy, so shut up about them
 1:56
 .Dawnshadow
 I NEVER GET A WORD IN
 WHAT I MEAN IS THEIR FUCKING CRUSHES
 1:57
 Loudclaw
 Venting felt good.
 1:57
 .Dawnshadow
 LOOK, I COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT THEIR FUCKING LOVE LIFE.
 OH, SO YOU TOOK IT OUT ON ME.
 NICE
 NICE
 1:57
 Loudclaw
 I don't want to talk about love lives.
 1:57
 .Dawnshadow
 YOU THINK I REALLY CARE?
 1:57
 Loudclaw
 All I want to talk about is just... ANYTHING
 ANYTHING I KNOW.
 I don't know Fall Out Boy well enough to feel comfortable talking about them
 I'm sorry but that's how it is
 1:58
 .Dawnshadow
 ONE THING.
 I'M NOT A FUCKIN MARY SUE
 I NEVER WILL BE
 I'M NOT PERFECT
 1:58
 Loudclaw
 And I'm not either.
 1:58
 .Dawnshadow
 I'M NOT GOING TO FILL YOUR NEEDS.
 1:59
 Loudclaw
 I don't expect you to.
 I only wanted to talk about something that Firey did for me.
 1:59
 .Dawnshadow
 Why do you think I don't bother with people?
 Oh, perfect others.
 All of their /perfect/ actions.
 2:00
 Loudclaw
 It's not perfect.
 It's good, but it's not perfect.
 It's not finished either.
 Look, Dawn.
 You were one of the few who drew me into Warriors RPing.
 2:01
 .Dawnshadow
 Cool.
 Don't really care.
 2:01
 Loudclaw
 Hrm.
 Let's end this argument now.
 2:01
 .Dawnshadow
 No.
 I'm not going to until I get my fucking point across.
 2:02
 Loudclaw
 You already have.
 2:02
 .Dawnshadow
 I just wasted 15 minutes of my time on this.
 2:03
 Loudclaw
 Twenty.
 Dawn
 We're not perfect.
 None of us are.
 2:03
 .Dawnshadow
 Should I care?
 I'm sick of hearing about others and how fantastic they are
 2:04
 Loudclaw
 Look, Dawn.
 2:04
 .Dawnshadow
 and then there's me.
 Just me.
 Sitting there.
 Bad at everything I do.
 2:04
 Loudclaw
 You ARE a great person.
 You're a decent writer, better'n I am by a bit.
 I'm good, but not that good.
 2:05
 .Dawnshadow
 Ahahahahah
 DECENT WRITER.
 DECENT.
 WRITER
 AHAHAHA
 YOU SHOULD SEE ALL OF MY ENGLISH WORK
 IT SUCKS
 YOU SHOULD SEE MY MATHS WORK
 IT SUCKS
 EVERYTHING I DO SUCKS
 2:05
 Loudclaw
 Dawn
 Hear me out!
 2:05
 .Dawnshadow
 I'M GOING TO ADMIT IT NOT.
 *NOW
 I SUCK AT HORSE RIDING
 I SUCK AT NETBALL
 I SUCK AT CRICKET.
 I GET MOCKED.
 I SUCK AT SINGING
 I SUCK AT GUITAR
 LITERALLY
 EVERYTHING
 I
 LIKE
 TO
 DO
 2:06
 Loudclaw
 Dawn, stop.
 It just takes a little practice, that's all.
 2:06
 .Dawnshadow
 I'VE BEEN RIDING FOR THREE YEARS
 DON'T YOU EVEN START TO TELL ME THAT
 2:06
 Loudclaw
 Do you really think I started out as a good writer? No!
 2:06
 .Dawnshadow
 I'VE BEEN PLAYING GUITAR FOR TWO YEARS
 2:06
 Loudclaw
 Do you think I started out as a good bass player? NO!
 2:07
 .Dawnshadow
 I'VE BEEN PLAYING CRICKET SINCE I'VE BEEN FUCKING 4.
 2:07
 Loudclaw
 Do you even think I started out as a good RPer?
 HELL NO!
 Hell I used to GODMOD MY WAY THROUGH THE STORY.
 2:07
 .Dawnshadow
 I'VE BEEN WRITING SINCE I'VE BEEN 8.
 2:07
 Loudclaw
 Then I changed, Dawn.
 2:07
 .Dawnshadow
 DON'T YOU EVEN START TO TELL ME THAT I NEED PRACTICE.
 PRACTICE IS NOT SOMETHING I NEED
 I NEED TALENT
 I HAVE NONE
 I'LL OPENLY ADMIT IT
 2:08
 Loudclaw
 You need to find your one thing you're good at, and you haven't yet,
 2:08
 .Dawnshadow
 APPARENTLY I'M GOOD AT HORSE RIDING
 NO
 I'M NOT
 I'M NOT PRETTY
 I'M NOT THIN
 I'M NOTHING I WANT TO BE
 I'M STUCK WITH THIS HOPELESSNESS
 2:09
 Loudclaw
 Hear me out, Dawn.
 Please.
 2:09
 .Dawnshadow
 Aha, fun
 Have to go C:
 2:09
 Loudclaw
 This isn't over.
 2:09
 .Dawnshadow
 Type it all out and tell me tomorrow night.
 2:09
 Loudclaw
 Have a good sleep.
 2:09
 .Dawnshadow
 I might liste
 *listen
 bye.
 2:09
 Loudclaw
 Bye.
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 PART TWO
 
 You are now away.
 .Dawnshadow has joined the chat.
 2:16
 .Dawnshadow
 Back for about 10 minutes
 Loudclaw.
 You are no longer away.
 2:16
 Loudclaw
 What.
 2:17
 .Dawnshadow
 What inspirational speech were you going to say?
 2:17
 Loudclaw
 I simply wanted to say one thing in particular.
 2:17
 .Dawnshadow
 Go fuck myself?
 2:18
 Loudclaw
 No.
 2:18
 .Dawnshadow
 What, then?
 2:18
 Loudclaw
 I wanted to say that while you might think everything you do is shit, it's not. You haven't found your forte yet, but you will in time.
 2:18
 .Dawnshadow
 Aha
 There's nothing else I want to do
 now, I'm leaving. Gotta talk to Niamh.
 2:19
 Loudclaw
 I'm trying to help you, Dawn.
 2:19
 .Dawnshadow
 Bye
 2:19
 Loudclaw
 See you.
 2:19
 .Dawnshadow
 Maybe I'll return tomorrow
 .Dawnshadow has left the chat.
 
 PART THREE - COMMUNITY CENTRAL - PRIVATE MESSAGES
 
 2:44
 .Dawnshadow
 Thanks
 Thanks for calling me a bitch
 Thanks for calling me selfish
 2:45
 Loudclaw
 ...
 2:45
 .Dawnshadow
 Thanks for telling me to not try to be happy
 Thanks a lot. It really means something
 2:45
 Loudclaw
 Dawn
 I was venting. I couldn't bear that shit anymore, and I'm sorry.
 2:46
 .Dawnshadow
 You told me to get the fuck out of the place I'm happiest
 2:46
 Loudclaw
 It spilled over the edge
 2:46
 .Dawnshadow
 I don't care.
 2:46
 Loudclaw
 Dawn, my frustration spilled over the edge.
 What did you expect me to do?
 2:46
 .Dawnshadow
 You seem to vent when I'm there.
 2:46
 Loudclaw
 I vent when others are there too.
 You're not my target, Dawn, you were just in the wrong place at the wrong time.
 2:47
 .Dawnshadow
 Oh, really?
 2:47
 Loudclaw
 Yes.
 I've just got a bit going on in my own life right now and I can't deal with other stuff right now.
 2:48
 .Dawnshadow
 'A bit'
 Are you fucking kidding me?
 2:48
 Loudclaw
 More than a bit.
 But it's more than I can handle at the moment.
 Please don't drag this out into another argument.