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 rivermorevandaag om 16:52
 well
 if i had a choice between spending time with you or sharkguest
 i'd choose you every time
 so there's that lol
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:52
 ...
 But I've been treating you like shit
 and pushing you away
 i dont even understand
 how you're still trying  to be my friend
 even after all the shitty things ive been saying to you
 
 rivermorevandaag om 16:53
 i mean we've both been harsh to each other and you have a bunch on your plate
 so i don't blame you for how you've been acting
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
 i've constantly been attacking you
 
 rivermorevandaag om 16:53
 we both said things to each other that we regret :/
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:53
 and putting it more and more on your shoulders
 how you made this friendship die and blablabla
 and while that shit fucking broke me when you did what you did back then
 i've been doing fucking nothing
 to fix this shit in the end
 i've been spending some time with you
 but what the fuck
 ive constantly been a massive asshole
 
 rivermorevandaag om 16:54
 i mean you're dealing with a boatload of issues, so i understand that you're super stressed out about everything
 including our friendship sadly
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:54
 and then my conscious keeps on telling e
 why the fuck am i even trying
 to fix this friendship
 
 rivermorevandaag om 16:54
 but like ive said every single time we had this conversation
 i'll always believe that our friendship can be fixed
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 16:55
 if it has been proven that you're apparently not as trustable as i though tyou were and then i just turn into a dick already
 because yeah
 why the fuck not
 i just turn into a massive asswipe then
 
 rivermorevandaag om 16:56
 eeh
 maybe i'm not as trustable as you thought then
 but i like to think i'm more trustable than you think now at least
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:01
 i mean
 if you betrayed someones trust once already
 how trustable are you with any secret
 is the thing
 if you proof that you're capable of just breaking someones trust
 than what does everything else that person or ANY person ever shared with you mean
 trust is quite a shitty difficult concept
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:02
 you're looking at it as too black and white
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
 because if you can break someones trust
 then you can break anyones trust that easily
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:02
 either someone is trustworthy 100% of the time or untrustworthy 100% of the time
 context matters
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:02
 except you still break someones trust
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:02
 imo given the right circumstances, anyone can break someone's trust
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:03
 and thats the moment that i cant befriend those people any longer
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:03
 not trying to justify what i did, just saying you can't expect people to be flawless 100% of the time
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
 i mean if you proof that you are perfectly fine capable of breaking someones trust in something even THIS important and risky
 than i dont know what the hell you can be trusted with
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:04
 anyone can make a mistake, no matter how close they are to you and how they feel about you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
 that goese for like
 any person
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:04
 well
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
 anyone could've done what you couldve done
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:04
 nothing bad happened with welly, did it?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:04
 no,  thankfully not.
 but you put it entirely in risk though
 and thats also just a terrible argument
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:05
 sorry but i still don't think there was ever any real risk
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:05
 so wait, you go to the one and only person I trust the very least with this information at this very moment
 and you show that information to that person
 how do you expect me to react
 that you show something that could get me hurt
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:06
 that's why i waited for like 2 months
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
 to like LITERALLY
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:06
 before i told you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
 honestly, i just find that even more fucked
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:06
 to show you that whatever you thought of xandricia, she had no intentions of sharing anything with welly
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:06
 that you waited forever
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:07
 myself, i trusted her 100% not to show him anything
 guess which one of us was right
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
 You, does that make it right.
 No, you still risked it all.
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:07
 it doesn't make what i did right, not at all
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:07
 I could've easily told you hey aeon is a good guy
 back in the day
 while you would've said no
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:08
 i'm just trying to show that there was never a risk involved
 at least in my perspective
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
 there was a fucking risk involved 24/7 because nobody is fucking trustable especially not this slimy piece of shit
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:08
 see that's why i waited 2 months to tell you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:08
 because I TRUSTED HER LESS THAN I'D TRUST RPGREEGY SDGSDFHDHJDSHJ
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:08
 if i just went to you and said "hey i told xandricia but it's ok shes a good girl u can trust her" then of course you'd call bullshit
 and i wouldn't blame you for it at all
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
 ??? i stil called bullshit
 becauuse she can easily
 at any time
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:09
 that's why i waited 2 months before letting you know, so you could see that nothing bad happened
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
 any given day
 use this against me
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:09
 she understandably blamed welly for it more than she blamed you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
 the fact that she didnt i'd consider myself very goddamn lucky with
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:09
 why would she go to the one person she disliked the most?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:09
 to fucking bring me down
 because i was hurting her
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:11
 aaaaaaaa why are we talking about xandricia again lmao
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
 because you still fucking say to me
 that theres no risk
 there never was
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:11
 anyway she knew you were hurting her yes, but she still cared about you
 and always asked me how you were
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
 if aeon and me  ended up working out
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:11
 of course theres no way in hell she'd go to welly lol
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:11
 would there actually be a fucking risk
 of him sharing my nudes
 YES THERE FUCKING WOULD BE
 even if i trusted him
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:12
 well i don't know aeon on a personal level
 all i know is he has a spiky sausage in his pants
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:12
 who the hell cares about that
 look at how shark is treating me rn
 i've sene that guys dick
 i know about very personal shit
 that he has done
 even illegal shit
 and weird shit
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:13
 but imo i had good reasons to trust xandricia not to go to welly
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
 you thought you did
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:13
 i did
 and still do
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
 you thought you did
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:13
 but...she didn't go to welly??
 you did.
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:13
 yeah to save my own ass
 from you
 and xandricia
 because you two are fucking insane for letting it go this far
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:14
 but neither of us was going to let welly know anything
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
 okay, how much money can you actually fucking bet
 that such a thing
 would never happen tho
 would you actually
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:14
 xandricia was even super nervous about letting welly know anything about it
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
 bet your own life on it
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:14
 like she literally asked me for advice
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
 becausee i fucking would never
 fucking ever
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:14
 on whether to ignore welly when he talks to her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:14
 bet my own life on what a random person
 thinks
 and can suddenly do
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:15
 because she thought that if she suddenly starts ignoring him, welly might figure it out or idfk
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:15
 good for her
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:15
 like she literally forced herself to pretend her and welly were okay, just to make sure there was 0% chance he would find anything out
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:16
 she and you can easily at any given moment
 break another persons trust
 no matter the situatiopn
 the morefucking people who know
 the most people chances there are
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:16
 that's the thing i want to emphasize to you, the situation DOES matter
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
 the situation doesnt fucking matter because xandricia couldve easily went to save HER OWN ASS
 TO WELLY
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:17
 you view other people as chances that things can go wrong
 lol save her ass from what???
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:17
 THIS LEAKING?
 THIS SPREADING MORE?
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:17
 ?????? why would she go to welly about it of all people
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
 because welly fucking made the screenshots
 duh
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:18
 yeah and?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
 welly of all people
 should be fucking able
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:18
 that's stupid, why would she beg the person who started the whole thing
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:18
 to put a stop to the sharing
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:18
 especially when WELLY was the one who prohibited you from sharing it with anyone to begin with
 wouldn't going to him defeat the whole purpose of it being kept secret?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:19
 why keep it a secret when you can bring down 1. the person who has been bringing you down,  me
 and 2. get on good terms with welly again by doing such a thing
 and restore your friendship with him
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:19
 she didn't want to bring you down, she never did
 and she definitely 10000000%
 did not want to be on good terms with welly
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
 i didnt want to be on good terms with xandricia either
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:20
 which i wouldn't either if someone spread my personal information
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
 but i guess i fucking had to
 in the end
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:20
 not really, she wouldn't have done anything even if you continued to hurt her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:20
 nah i think she wouldve
 she proved herself in my messages
 that shes still a massively toxic whore
 and that as a matter of fact
 she even grew worse than before
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:21
 and she proved in my messages that she was completely against welly knowing no matter what happened
 so theres that
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:21
 yeah just like aeon proved he was a great boyfriend
 at the start
 very caring and makes you feel beautifu
 l
 and like you can trust him with anything
 i just think you havent had enough people come to you betraying you yet
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:22
 aeon betrayed you, xandricia didnt
 at least not when it came to welly
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
 What?
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:23
 idk what reasons you had to trust aeon
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
 What did she betray me in.
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:23
 but i think my reasons for trusting xandricia on this were good
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
 What did that dumb bitch say about me to you
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:23
 idunno you said she couldn't be trusted
 so i assumed she did betray you at some point??
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:23
 oh
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:24
 she said nothing about you, don't worry '-'
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
 yeah no i dont believe that at all lol
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:24
 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 do you really want me to copy and paste an entire discord log of our conversations since we added each other
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:24
 yeah
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:24
 because i can if thats what it takes to prove my point
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
 except you'll edit out texts
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:25
 assuming she's fine with it
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
 like any fucking person does to hide special information
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:25
 i'll edit out the texts when she talked to me about personal issues, no shit
 not when she said anything concerning you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
 personal issues about me
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:25
 lol
 nope
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:25
 uh yeah
 now this is anotherthingof
 trust me that i wont remove everythingshe said about you
 and i'd need to be
 OH YEAH
 OF COURSE
 YOU'RE GONNA REMOVE SHIT
 EXCEPT THAT
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:27
 smh you're being way too stressed and paranoid about this shit
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:27
 no idea what the hell
 you  sending me
 edited messages
 is going to actually proof
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:27
 maybe i should just give you my discord login so you can check for yourself idfk
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:28
 i wonder what the fuck elseyou've said about me honestly to her
 but you probably remove that shit
 
 rivermorevandaag om 17:28
 nothing about you '-'
 no i don't remove anything lol
 brb i need to do school related shit
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 17:29
 eitherway. there's always going to be a reason not to trust someone with someone elses fucking safety
 just like you as an adult
 dont date a minor even if you wanna
 because there's afucking risk
 a fuckintg chance
 no matter howgood you trust that minor
 that your safety is fucking in danger
 you put that safety into that persons hands
 and then its SO MUCH MORE FUCKED
 to put SOMEONE ELSES
 SAFETY
 into THE PERSON THAT PERSON TRUSTS THE LEAST
 THAT persons hands
 and let THAT person handle the situation
 i think you have to genuinely be fucked in your priorities and shit
 if you're gonna do something like that
 your ass just went oh yea heres stu's safety take good care of it dont drop it
 and xandricia went oh yeah thanks
 and you because you know her
 and for some retarded reason
 YOU didnt have a shitty experiennce with her like i had
 YOU felt it was fucking okay to put my safety into someone elses hands
 and watch her play around with it
 as some proof that she wont do anything with it
 i warned continuously that welly was fucking crazed around trust and that he'd hurt people over it
 and you still went to the person i fucking constantly, over and over again, told you not to go to
 with this shit
 you  genuinely were putting my fucking safety on some goddamn stick
 and hung it above a fire
 and did little skateboard tricks with it
 and went hahaha look at me
 it can fly
 huhuhuhuh
 you dont play around with other people their safety like that
 its someone elses fucking well being
 that you're sharing around
 you're literally putting the faith that xandricia, the person who fucking hurt me
 you're putting my well being, my safety
 into that persons hands
 then it doesnt even fucking matter
 if its xandricia
 or someone else
 the fact you just share my safety around like its nothing
 is absoolutely mindbottling
 its fucking mindblowing
 or ANYONES safety for that matter
 not just mine
 this shit is not a fucking game or something
 this is playing with someones safety
 someone elses well being
 thats fucked
 if someone elses safety and well being means this goddamn little to you you'd share it around to other people
 then you shouldnt be trusted by literally any person at all
 because doing this shit
 one fucking day
 it's gonna go wrong
 and you'll share private shit
 to the wrong person
 and trust the wrong person
 and you're gonna fucking be responsible
 for something extremelyterrible
 and when that happens
 i hope you get punished so goddamn hard you'll end up as scared as i am
 as paranoid as i am
-thats all i'll tell about it unless you seriously still think this means fucking nothing
+thats all i'll tell about it unless you seriously still think this means fucking nothing
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:12
 ugh i'm still not sure what the best course of action should have been for me
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:12
 cant you see it by now
 that the best course of action is not playing around and juggling around balls ofsomeone elses safety into someone elses hands
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:14
 so what should i have done with xandricia then?
 i couldn't let her just remain in the dark either
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
 yeah you couldv
 e
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:15
 especially when she was getting closer to welly
 no.
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:15
 you definitely couldve
 and that wouldnt have been playing around with my goddamn safety
 at least
 that would be letting someone else in the goddamn dark
 and tell her no means no
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:16
 i couldn't just leave her confused and desperate and obsessed over you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
 you really couldve
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:16
 and becomign closer "friends" with welly
 no
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:16
 welly already broke up with her
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:17
 she was getting closer to him at the time that i told it
 maybe they weren't in a "relationship" but she genuinely thought he was her friend
 and cared about her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:17
 yes welly probably was trying to get into her mind
 because of me
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:17
 i was not going to sit by and let my friend be manipulated when i could stop it at any time by telling her the truth
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
 by putting my safety into her hands
 you forgot to add that to it
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:18
 that's why i kept trying to get you to tell her yourself
 with welly's permission
 for months i tried to get you to be upfront with her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:18
 ??? dude you realise
 that welly genuinely
 wants to hurt you
 because you shared it to her right
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:19
 okay and
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
 so do you really think
 me fucking asking
 if i can explain it to xandricia
 will be a
 ''oh yeah sure! okay!''
 no
 fuck no
 dont be stupid
 fuck no
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:19
 well why not?
 he clearly does not actually give half a shit about her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
 ??? i just told you why not
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:19
 why would he see that as an issue
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:19
 he doesnt trust xandricia with that info
 he didnt want me to use it against her either
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:20
 then he shouldn't have fucked with her feelings to begin with huh?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:20
 okay???? probably not???
 even though its funny that he did
 and i enjoyed it now that i've seen almost the full convo
 but that doesnt change shit though?
 he did what he did
 and i shared it to the one and onlyperson
 that since 2015
 i managedto finally learn to trust
 and this shit happens
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:22
 you realize xandricia trusts me as well right
 the way i saw it, i had a choice between lying to your face for a month or two
 or lying to her face for fucking ever
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:22
 she would at least
 move fucking over it
 and forget me eventually
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:23
 because ive already lied to her for months about it
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
 like its a bad memory
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:23
 i gave her months to forget about it but all she did is obsess over you and get closer to welly
 plus
 it's not like she could forget you when you harassed her in public rooms
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
 and who's fault was that
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:23
 yours
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:23
 who let it cometo that
 you fucking did
 when you didnt leave this shit be
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:24
 typically, to forget someone, you need to not see that person or interact with them
 YOU DIDNT LEAVE IT BE EITHER
 none of us did
 not me, not her, not you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:24
 we can scroll beautifully back into the fucking convo
 and see where the fuck
 a breaking point
 finally lied
 where i went
 FINE
 ill just attack herin public then
 and you'll see that it happened when you were fucking bothering me
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:24
 okay but don't expect her to forget you
 also i bothered you in response to you attacking her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
 attacking her in private
 messages
 HERE
 ON DISCORD
 TO YOU
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:25
 we had an argument or 2
 or 5
 yes
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
 no more
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:25
 then that shit quelled
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:25
 lol
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:25
 and you whispered me on tfm or whatever
 about how you were attacking her in whispers
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
 yeah
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:26
 pretty much dangling an excuse to argue with you in my face
 so please don't pretend like i'm the only one who couldn't move on
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
 you definitely fucking couldnt
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:26
 neither could you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:26
 or i doubt i would've made as big of a deal out of this
 i know myself way better than this
 and can say that this shit
 is literally how all my fucking fights have went
 i always fucking went nuts
 then ranted to someone
 until i felt better
 you get rid of your fucking anger
 until you feel less anger
 just like you fucking vent when you are upset
 and then you feel better
 you know what doesnt fucking help then
 if someone brings it the fuck up
 and tries to fix it
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:29
 by the time i saw you attack her in public/whispers, i already gave up trying to fix it
 i just wanted her to not be hurt by you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:29
 yeah gg at annoying and pissing me off about it even more
 wasnt that just a brilliant idea
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:30
 it's hard to predict your emotions sometimes
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:30
 it shouldnt be
 i announced everything i was going to do
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:31
 and by the time i realize it, it's too late and we're in the middle of a heated argument that neither of us can let go
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
 you knew i was going to attack her
 i announced it every single time
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:31
 yes and i did not want my friend to be attacked.
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
 when i was going to do it
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:31
 should i just say "ok go ahead" every time +miam wants to attack you
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:31
 no, since I actually never did SHIT to Miam
 and you know I didn't
 since Miam explained it all to you
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:32
 doesn't mean that you attacking xandricia is justified either
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
 yeah it is
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:32
 or that i'll stand by and fucking watch
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:32
 you made it go that far
 you wanted to piss me off so fucking bad
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:32
 any more than i would if miam was attacking you
 no
 i did not "want" to piss you off
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
 you needed me to be pissed off?
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:33
 for what?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:33
 to ruin this friendship? idk
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:33
 that makes no sense but ok
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
 idk neither do you honestly
 i mean
 3 others are literally reading along
 right now
 saying pretty much the same shit
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:34
 sladkoru and who else
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:34
 i dont talk much to slad anymore
 i mean it must be hard when absolutely nobody understands your ridiculous logic to putting someone elses trust in someone elses hands
 someone elses safetyy
 and well being
 and thinking
 yeah ok
 this is ok
 this is totally ok to do
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:35
 i mean caerula was somewhat understanding
 tell me though, who are you sharing our conversation with?
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
 caerula was understanding of fcking both of us
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:36
 or is that a secret
 i'm not saying what i did was right
 but i'm not saying what you did, and still doing, is right either
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:36
 what am i doing
 tell me
 i'm blaming you for the destruction of my trust in you
 what else am i doing
 i'm not attacking xandricia
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:37
 telling me that i should've just stood by and watched you harass xandricia, while lying to her
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
 you didnt need to stand by
 and watch me harass xandricia
 because if you let it fucking stop
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:37
 like i've already lied to her for months before this happened
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
 after i ranted
 for that time
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:37
 you did not make that clear to me
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:37
 that harassing wouldve never fucking happened
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:37
 from what it sounded like, you were hellbent on attacking her until the end of time
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:38
 and i never did
 until it grew that far
 i constantly said
 I WANTED TO
 empty fucking threats
 just like how you want to absolutely slit ladynasty's throat
 but i dont take it serious when you say that either
 and call the police on you
 they're just empty fucking threats
 of how badly you wiish you could defend yourself but you cant because you have that fucking dignity
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:39
 how the hell was i supposed to know it was just an "empty" threat?
 it sure sounded serious when you talked about it
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
 dude i havent destroyed miams life either
 have i
 no matter how many times i said i wanted to
 or goondad?
 that i told him to killl himself
 and that i made a gofundme
 to gather money
 to actually have him killed irl
 because i wanted him fucking dead
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:40
 lol did you actually do that '-'
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:40
 yes i did
 i can send you thelink
 lol
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:40
 wtf anyway
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
 i did plenty of insane shit
 that i WANTED to
 i wanted to so fucking badly
 but i didntpush through
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:41
 you do attack people you dislike though
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
 because i fucking am not thatperson
 yeah i bully turks
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:41
 and i did not want xandricia to be on the receiving end of that
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
 thats it
 i bully fucking turks
 i dont even attack raz in public
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:41
 especially when she was kept in the dark
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:41
 i never did
 she did
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:42
 also who else is reading this convo
 you still havent told me '-'
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:42
 thats none of anyones business is it
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:42
 it is if you want to continue this conversation
 because guess what?? i'm involved in it!!!
 and i like to know who can read what i type
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
 then dont talk to me
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:43
 ok
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:43
 because others canread it a lot of times
 because its always niceto know
 that people dont agree with this crazytalk
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:43
 i forgot it's bad to share conversations with other people unless it's you doing it, then it's okay
 but whatever, if you don't even want to tell me who's reading my messages than i'll just stop talking '-'
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:50
 Ohyeah, because yep
 I DEFINITELY
 am putting you at HUGE RISKS HERE !!!
 oh my god
 your family aurora
 WATCH OUT
 OH MY GOD
 WHATS HAPPENING
 YOUR FAMILY
 YOU
 EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART
 EVERYONE IS HARRASSING THEM
 OH MY GOD
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:51
 yeah because ur 100% comfortable with me sharing our conversations with other people
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:51
 didnt you do that to caerula
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:51
 you totally didn't freak out about the idea of me sharing a single message of you with people like beroze, without consulting you first
 but yet here you are, not even willing to tell me who's reading my conversation with you right now
 no i did not
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
 yeah because your dumb piece of shit ass actually somehow
 miraculously
 agreed with beroze
 besides
 its more than 3 people
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:52
 i see so like i said
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:52
 i cant think of a single person
 that doesnt know why our friendship is destroyed
 
 rivermorevandaag om 18:52
 it's totally fine to share other peoples conversations as long as its you doing it
 but when im doing it its suddenly super duper bad because im a dumb piece of shit and you're a special smart snowflake
 whatever, im done with this conversation until i know who exactly is reading it
 
 Muda Muda Mudavandaag om 18:53
 well its not exactly like this shit drama between xandricia
 compares to anything else
 we've fucking had
 i'd love some fucking hindsight
 from other people
 without getting them involved
 with yu aswell
 because at fuucking times
 you make me genuinely think
 that i'm some fucking problem here
 but then people need to remind me that sharing around someone's safety like it means nothing
 is not a great thing to do
 and that its not bad of me to be upset about it
 because i gave YOU
 and only YOU that
 because YOU were the only person
 i'd trust such a fucking thing with
 as my safety
 because i felt like we were that close as friends
 even more than friends at times
 you didnt just play with my safety
 you played with my trust because i trusted you with that fucking safety of me, and ONLY YOU
 and then you try to explain it here over and over again
 everytime you get called out on it
 as if its somehow
 idfk
 somehow
 justified what you did
 and that its forgivable because of your reasoning behind it
 every single time
 instead of just admitting your piece of shit mistake and seeing you fucked it all
 you're out here defending yourself
 as if it was okay what you did
 no? you're not defending yourself? then what the fuck is this constantly about
 where i need to constantly explain
 what the hell you did wrong
 over and over again
 because you cant seem to grasp how doing something like this is fucked in the head
 anyone
 anyuhow
 i was more or less
 planning on sharing this entire convo
 to everyone that knows this situation
 think of the names yourself
 i assume it involves
 (large list of a fuckton of names of everyone that knows why aurora and me arent friends anymore)
 so on
 3 people was a large understatement
 since i would love to get to know
 if anyone actually properly will argue for you
 and push sense into sharing other peoples safety around like it means nothing
 and try and defend that
 at least somehow better than you do
 anyhow now you can continue your dumb argument
 now that you know
 and try to defend yourself for sharing my safety around to the only person i would never trust that shit with
 because i mean
 that was what we were doing right
 you were convincing me it was all okay what you did
 because nobody got hurt
 and it was all okay what you did
 because you had this dumb reason for it
 and it was all okay what you did because i was a hypocrite too
 or no wait
 i was the definition of hypocrisy i forgot
 those were your words i remember