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- version 2.1 - Electric Boogaloo (because I forgot some things in version 2.0)
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- T A B L E O F C O N T E N T S 000
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- Acknowledgements ----------------------------------------------------------------------- 001
- How to use this Guide ------------------------------------------------------------------ 002
- Vocabulary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- 003
- Imposition
- Hallucinatory Visualization
- Mind’s Eye Visualization
- Comparing the Two
- Doubt ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 004
- Presence Imposition -------------------------------------------------------------------- 005
- Exercise: The Invisible Presence
- Choosing a Form
- One: Still Life ------------------------------------------------------------------------ 006
- Top-down Visualization
- Bottom-Up Visualization
- Two: Motion ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- 007
- Exercise: Plug N Chug
- Exercise: The Short Film
- Exercise: The Experiment
- Three: Finishing Touches --------------------------------------------------------------- 008
- Test: The Walk
- Environmental Changes
- Test: Endurance
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- A C K N O W L E D G E M E N T S 001
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- I’d like to thank Khoja for helping me out with some of my research and providing insight and quotes
- while I was working on this, AgentNycto for editing the finished product to make it read-worthy, and I’d
- like to thank the Redditulpas community for existing. Y’all are cool, even if you’re a bunch of nerds.
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- H O W T O U S E T H I S G U I D E 002
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- I broke this guide into parts for three reasons. The first is I like knowing how things work, not
- just why. Tulpas are not well researched, so whatever information helps you understand them is good to know.
- Second, everyone learns differently. You may have tried imposition before. Breaking it down lets you to
- focus on what you need to instead of what’s written. This way, you will be able to self-asses and self
- repair. Third, tulpas are personal. This isn’t a contest and it isn’t a race. This guide is to get you to
- where you and your tulpa want to be on imposition. If you feel you can get by with a 5/10 on a few steps,
- then do that. If you feel you can skip any information, do that too. The ultimate goal isn’t perfection,
- it’s personalization.
- Also, it’s easier to have at least a vocal tulpa for this. You don’t need one, but your tulpa does
- have a part in this (it’s their body, after all) so you’re going to need to hand the car keys over before
- you finish all the steps. Let’s hope they don’t wreck their brand new ride.
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- V O C A B U L A R Y: P L O T T I N G T H E C O U R S E 003
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- I like the psychological school of thought, so I see tulpas as a product of the mind. Thus, this
- guide will follow a psychologically leaned perspective. That’s not to say metaphysical slanted individuals
- can’t use it. (We all have brains, after all. Psychology still applies to metaphysics, and vice versa.)
- I’m starting with some vocabulary because it’s important to identify where you are with visual imposition
- so you can see where your progress deviates from the course I have set. Now, this is only for deviations
- that harm your progress. Deviation isn’t inherently bad, and if a certain way works for you, then it
- works.
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- Imposition
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- Imposition is putting your thoughtform (tulpa) into meatspace. Meatspace is… the space… that meat
- exists in. It’s a real word, I swear. Anyways, imposition usually implies visual imposition alone, though
- it can also mean imposing your tulpa onto all your senses. I’m focusing on visual imposition in this guide.
- From here on out, visual imposition will now be referred to as just visualization.
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- Hallucinatory Visualization
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- For hallucinatory visualization, one of the goals is to make it so you perceive your tulpa as a
- solid object unable to be looked through. This is the other kind of visualization in this guide.
- Hallucination implying you perceive visual stimulus where none is present. Like I said, one of the goals
- for this hallucinatory visualization is to have you truly “see” your tulpa. That means they will look as
- clear as any given object in meatspace you choose to focus on, complete with shadows, weather, lighting,
- and all.
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- Mind’s Eye Visualization
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- Mind’s eye visualization is using your imagination to view your tulpa as existing in meatspace. I’ve
- noticed tulpas visualized in this form are more ethereal and fluid in nature. Mind’s eye I like to refer to
- more as adding multiple layers to your vision. Rather than cutting out a blind spot for yourself and
- pasting your tulpa in, you would place the image of your tulpa over your vision, so you would see both
- what’s behind it and the tulpa itself.
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- Comparing the Two
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- Keep in mind for hallucinatory visualization you want to see your tulpa as you would see a solid
- object. That doesn’t mean they will always look perfect, that means they will react as other objects do in
- your vision. They will go out of focus if you unfocus your eyes; they will be poorly lit when the lights
- are off; and they will be fuzzy in the periphery (sides) of your vision.
- With mind’s eye visualization, you don’t necessarily need shadows, blurring, or fuzziness, however
- you can have them in either kind of imposition. These two categories are not mutually exclusive, and overlap
- from one type to the other can occur. Don’t worry if you or your tulpa is switching between these two, the
- distinction is more to help you find where you need to work on things.
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- D O U B T: Y O U R B R A I N A N D Y O U 004
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- Although tulpas to my knowledge do not exist in meatspace, your perception of the world can be made
- to interpret them as if they are. How, you ask? Since doubt is, by both the community’s and my accounts,
- one of the biggest hurdles to jump with tulpas, I’ll give you a nice sciencey explanation so you can punch
- that doubt in the face.
- So how crazy is it that we can see things that aren’t really there? Well, not actually that crazy at
- all. You see things not because they’re there, but because your brain and your eyes tell you they are. When
- you look at a blue bouncy ball, it isn’t actually blue. Light hits the ball, causing a specific wavelength
- to reflect off the surface. Your eye catches them, reacts specifically to that wavelength, and sends it to
- your brain. Now, your brain doesn’t get this information directly. It uses an alternating system of
- chemical and electrical messengers before it gets the information, and then it uses that information to
- process the message the eye has sent it. You get… blue!
- But as you can see, there is no “color” floating around through the air waiting to turn the ball
- blue; and even if there was, you certainly don’t get it overnight shipped to your brain. Every step the
- message that will become blue is translated, and then only your brain really knows what blue is. Your eye
- has no idea. It just collects light. So this “blue” only exists in your brain, because your brain is the
- one that made up the idea of colors like blue.
- This demonstrates the disconnect between what your environment is, and what you actually perceive.
- Reality is nice and all, but just because it’s there doesn’t mean we can see it for what it is. Have you
- ever heard of an optical illusion? That’s what happens when only one step of that whole process gets messed
- with; because we do not perceive the world perfectly. Our eyes and our brain have to figure out how to use
- what the environment gives us, and sometimes that’s hard. Sometimes, like with optical illusions, we
- incorrectly interpret what the environment is. Sometimes, like with dreams, we don’t even have an
- environment, and we just kind of… make up sight and sound and touch as we go.
- So when you think “it’s crazy to see things that aren’t really there,” just remember all the other
- wavelengths you never even got because they didn’t bounce to your eye in the first place. Is it crazier not
- to see things that are there, or to see things that aren’t? (Don’t answer that. Both of them are crazy,
- because science is cool like that.) Just remember that your brain is a fallible organ. It can be messed
- with, and I’m going to teach you how to mess with it to your benefit.
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- P R E L U D E: P R E S E N C E I M P O S I T I O N 005
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- Before we get into visualization, I’d like to go over presence imposition. Presence imposition is
- just knowing your tulpa is there. It doesn’t matter if you see them or not, and it isn’t a visualization
- skill because it doesn’t use vision to impose your tulpa. It is, however, a form of imposition, and I myself
- use it with visualization to help feel the fullness of my tulpas. This is a good foundational exercise for
- visual imposition, and also pairs well with it, as it teaches you to treat your tulpa as you would any
- other person you interact with.
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- Exercise: The Invisible Presence
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- Now, imagine you’re walking around the outside of a building and there is a person a few yards ahead
- of you. They turn the corner, as you soon will. Are they still there? Of course. Can you see them? Not even
- a little. This how you regard your tulpa – invisible to you, but still very much there. Now, what if that
- person turned the corner and immediately hid, waiting for you to turn the corner too? Would they scare you
- because you weren’t expecting them to be there, or would you just be slightly surprised because you were
- still aware of them, but you didn’t expect an odd behavior like hiding once you’re out of sight of the
- person behind you?
- The answer to this is the difference between putting nonvisible objects out of your mind, and
- remembering them in case you need that information later. When applied to your tulpa, you should always
- expect them to be there. You shouldn’t just forget about them, even if they’re sitting on your head, behind
- you, or wherever else you can’t see. Here it’s good to note that I personally always like to “sense” them
- in this way unless they are specifically not being imposed in any form. Again, it helps you treat them with
- the permanence that other people in your life have, though even tulpas need privacy every once in a while.
- The “invisible presence” exercise is an easy and universal one I like to use to practice remembering
- my tulpas. Try to incorporate it in your day-to-day life. Did someone excuse themselves to go to the
- bathroom? Imagine the walk they take there. Did someone on the other side of the street go into a fast food
- place? Imagine them getting in line and looking at the menu. They’re still there, going about their lives
- just like you are. Practicing this will help lay the foundation for how to view your tulpa. They are just
- going about their lives too, even if you don’t always see them.
- Now imagine your tulpa doing things like that – waiting patiently next to you while you go to school
- or work, slipping behind you in single-file to let someone by on a crowded street, and etcetera. This is
- an extremely passive way of forcing, so you can’t really work harder to get faster results. You just have
- to persist, and however long it takes you is how long you need to master this technique.
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- The Goal: Invisible Presence
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- If you practice this exercise, your goal is to get to the point where any person that you notice
- (read: not everyone around you, just people that coincidentally stand out as you go about your day) still
- has a presence even after your eyes cannot see them any longer. Visualizing what they may be doing is an
- easy tool to keep them in your thoughts. This should eventually happen without you even trying to practice,
- which in itself isn’t a benchmark towards tulpas, but it is a good way to measure your growth with the skill.
- Using this on your tulpa, like I’ve said, is keeping them in your thoughts and even imagining what
- they will do when they either cannot be imposed, or their imposed form is out of sight. This should be even
- easier than imagining strangers after they’ve left your vision, because you know your tulpa pretty well,
- don’t you? It would make sense that you’d be able to predict some of their behavior. Now, after you’ve
- gotten where you want to be on presence imposition, it’s time to work on visualization.
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- Choosing a Form
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- First thing’s first, you need a form for your tulpa. Whether they’re going to be using many forms,
- or sticking to just one, it’s good to start imposition off with a lot of good habits, and then shorten and
- shortcut as you get better. Don’t worry about that right now though. Pick a form first. I don’t have many
- tips on this, because it’s highly subjective. I will say the decision should rest mostly with your tulpa,
- because they’re the one stuck with it, not you. Depending on your relationship though, your tulpa may want
- you to just be happy with whatever they look like and defer to you. This decision is like getting a tattoo.
- Sure, it’s permanent, but there is also laser removal these days. Expect it to be as permanent as you set
- your mind to have it be.
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- P H A S E O N E: S T I L L L I F E 006
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- Okay, you’ve chosen a form. For the purposes of clarity, I’m going to be using an example throughout
- the forcing process. We are going to give Mr. Fluffy the flying wolf a body! Yay! Now for the three-step
- forcing process that will help you divide and conquer the task that is imposing your tulpa into meatspace.
- The first step is termed “still life,” based on a still life painting. You want to capture detail here, not
- motion. Get on Google and find as many reference pictures of your chosen form as possible. First know that
- the exact thing you want may not always be available. There are several ways to handle this:
- 1) Settle on a form you can find many pictures of
- 2) Use your imagination to make edits on an almost perfect form
- 3) Mix and match, or take references from several pictures (so for Mr. Fluffy, I’d get pics of a wolf I
- liked, then pics of a wing style I liked, and when it comes time to visualize, I’d “glue” the two
- together visually)
- 4) Draw one yourself!
- (even if you’re “omg terrible” at drawing, focusing on physically creating your tulpa’s form like this
- is an absolutely excellent way to force; 10/10 would recommend)
- There are several things you want to look for when collecting (or creating) your reference materials.
- I have made a handy dandy list you can check off, although it is just a guideline. You may want to add or
- subtract some of these things as you see fit. Keeping an actual list while searching is a good idea, and try
- to get at least two pictures (but the more the merrier).
- 1) Different poses
- 2) Different camera positions or angles
- 3) Different emotions and/or body language
- 4) Different lighting
- 5) Close ups of features you’d like to stand out
- (I want Mr.Fluffy’s blue eyes, his markings, and his pretty feathery wings to stand out, so I’d get pics
- that would show them off clearly and completely)
- 6) Different environmental statuses (in the rain, on a windy day, etc)
- 7) Muscular, skeletal, and organ anatomical sketches
- (if you’d like your tulpa’s form to be realistic; for Mr. Fluffy, I’d look up wolf anatomy and wing anatomy)
- The general idea of this research is to be able to get you to the point where you can map out a 3D model
- of your tulpa’s form if you needed to. Because… you will… need to.
- (I would write out the list, and then use mr fluffy as an example of utilizing that list.)
- Tip: Research shows if you pick one time and one place to learn something
- (or force something, in this case), you’ll learn better. Now, of course
- eventually you’ll want to be able to impose all the time and all the places,
- but this is a good handicap tip to start you out with, should you wish to use it.
- We’re going to get you forcing in a two-step process for each of these three phases of visualization.
- First you want to visualize in your mind, but you want to move the visualization outward as much as
- possible. Because of this, you should first close your eyes and mentally picture what you’re going to impose,
- then open them and actually impose each step of the way.
- If you’re having problems visualizing, go back to closed-eye imagining briefly before trying again.
- Go back as many times as you need to whenever you need to. Being able to picture something without actually
- imposing it may seem like cheating, but it’s a good foundational step if it proves easier for you to fall
- back on. Treat it as such.
- Now, study your reference pictures, then close your eyes and visualize looking at your tulpa’s form.
- This is another personal thing you’ll have to decide on yourself, as there are two main ways you can
- visualize:
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- Top-down Visualization
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- Visualize the least definition possible and work towards more detail. Start with a silhouette, draw
- an outline of your tulpa’s form, or even start with an energy ball. The point is to make it as easy as
- possible to visualize, so whatever placeholder works for you is perfectly fine. Now you’re going to start
- adding things. It doesn’t much matter what, as long as your transition from no detail to as good as real is
- smooth and takes you through small, manageable steps. Though, I will go along one specified path so you have
- something to follow.
- Color:
- Whatever your blobby first step is, add color. Make sure that color is in the general place it should
- be. Mr. Fluffy is grey with white wings and a white muzzle and chest, so I’d blob white on his general
- underside, the bottom of his blobby face, and his wings, while keeping everything else grey. I wouldn’t worry
- too much about coloring in the lines, or whether he looks particularly like a wolf or a wobbly goo monster.
- Just make sure you’ve got that color.
- Broad Detail:
- Next, start adding your broad detail. Mr. Fluffy (of course) has two eyes, two ears, and a nose. He
- has paws, and he’s kinda a fluff ball so I’d make sure his blurry form appears somewhat fluffy. Say I had
- trouble imagining what “fluffy” looked like. This isn’t a test, so I’d go back to my reference materials and
- check out all that fluffy fur on all the pictures of wolves I collected. If I don’t have a fluffy enough
- picture, I go out and find one, study that, then continue to imagine a blobby, blurry, color-y Mr. Fluffy.
- Don’t forget to fall back on closed-eye imagining if you need it.
- Mid-level Detail:
- Now add mid level detail. Mr. Fluffy has fur, and I’m tired of blurring all that fabulous fur, so
- I’ll look at my reference pictures of fur and try to visualize the detail there without getting too ahead
- of myself. Mr. Fluffy gets more realistic fur, but I can’t see every hair on his body; more like the
- different colorations of his pelt. I should focus on the individual feathers in his wings, but not worry if
- I smudge them or mess them up a little. His facial features should be pretty distinguishable, but still
- kind of blobby. Bigger features like his long snout should be easily distinguishable.
- Fine Detail:
- Now for the fine detail. Rinse and repeat from the above steps. You’re going to rely heavily on your
- references, as few people are so familiar with any form that they can imagine it without help. Focus on
- everything, but don’t expect to see everything at once. I’d work on Mr. Fluffy’s fabulous fur first. When I
- got that down, I’d start on his pretty blue eyes, his wet little nose, his whiskers… things like that.
- If that fur starts to slip while I’m focusing elsewhere, that’s okay. I’d just have to make sure if
- I snapped the focus on that fur again, it goes right back to being as fluffy as I left it. Remember, your
- eyes don’t take in every detail at the same time – they have to focus on one thing at a time too.
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- Visualize the most definition possible in small sections of the form and work towards visualizing the
- whole form. Start with a section of your form. It can be anywhere, but it has to be small and manageable.
- I’m going to start at Mr. Fluffy’s front right leg, trying to imagine all the hairs and the way the fur
- looks because each hair flows on top of the other. But… what if a leg is too big for me?
- “The idea isn't just to get the individual parts. You need to understand them,
- but you also need to understand how they work with the areas around them, with
- other areas of the body, and of course with the whole body in it's entirety.
- You need to understand the body at every scale" – Khoja
- Area Detailing:
- Now I have my paw. I use my reference pictures heavily while paying attention to the level of detail
- I want to go into. I am going hyper realistic and imagining each hair for Mr. Fluffy. You don’t have to do
- that. This step, I might add, can be a quick and easy one if your tulpa’s form is extra cartoony. For
- cartoon or nonrealistic forms, I suggest using this step to work on the lineart, brush strokes, or other
- small level details. Even MLP has a definite and unique lineart to it, which is what makes it have such an
- aesthetically pleasing feel to so many people. Remember to work on both closed eye visualization and visual
- imposition, and do this level of detail for every part of your tulpa.
- Region Detailing:
- Now go bigger. I’ll work on Mr. Fluffy’s leg, keeping in mind that the hair pattern I visualized
- for his leg is about the same all across his body. Your tulpa’s form is probably going to be the same –
- covered in some kind of skin, hair, or scale pattern that is uniform throughout. This will make it easier
- to imagine it on a bigger scale. You’ve also gone through and imagined everything on a smaller scale too,
- so putting one or two sections together is most of the work now. Try to work towards larger and larger
- groups of your small high-detail sections until you accomplish the next step.
- Whole Detailing:
- Finally, you hop up from whatever region size you find comfortable into the whole thing. It’s
- alright to take several region steps to get to this one. Your main concern here is to check for “cracks”
- or “breaks” in your tulpa’s form, generalized blurring, or other imperfections not present at a smaller
- scale.
- Remember you don’t have to see all of your tulpa at high detail all the time. Your eye naturally
- focuses on an area, not everything at once, so your tulpa’s visualization can mimic that. You should be
- able to see good-level detail in the whole form, and to focus into your high-level detail on any part of
- your tulpa’s body almost immediately.
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- The Goal: Bottom-up and Top-down
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- By the end of this process you’re looking to have a 3D tulpa form you can focus on any part of to
- get super high-def details. This form shouldn’t be able to move yet, but once you get 3D rendering down,
- you should practice posing it using your reference pics. It also shouldn’t have any shading or alterations,
- so should just be the pure and clean form. The next steps will work on all that, but for now, you just want
- a nice full-body rendering and a reasonable range of ways to pose it.
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- P H A S E T W O: M O T I O N 007
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- Now that you have an accurate 3D rendering of your tulpa, it’s time to make them move. We begin
- again with more research! (Do you see a pattern here?) Last phase we were concerned with detail; now we’re
- concerned with motion. Your reference materials will be youtube videos, tv shows, any kind of video media
- that demonstrates the motion you will be studying. Again, I give you an editable list of things to look for:
- 1) Motion at different levels of intensity
- (shifting, walking, striding, running, evasive maneuvers)
- 2) Motion concerned with different common activities
- (eating, playing, fighting, sleeping, etc)
- 3) Body language – can be either human body language applied to animals, vice versa, or realistic
- (Mr. Fluffy will be a realistic wolf, so I’ll study wolves interacting in their natural environment on youtube)
- Note:this step requires you to know what areas your tulpa’s form consider
- important for nonverbal communication. Humans consider the face and stance
- important. Wolves consider tail, ears, and neck position important, so you’d
- have to find that out about your tulpa’s form and watch those specific area for
- signs of specific body language. I suggest supplementing your videos with written
- studies into body language of animals. Wikipedia occasionally has species-specific
- behaviors, and it can be as easy as googling “What do wolves do to show sadness?”
- 4) Facial expressions – although everyone but humans tends to go more in for body language, hosts are pretty
- much human. Unless you’re weird (like me) you’ll probably want your tulpa to express their thoughts in
- their faces. If you want your tulpa (whatever form they may be) to have certain facial expressions, watch
- cartoons (for animal personification of expression) or your favorite actors to collect a good reference base
- of facial cues you enjoy
- 5) Action and reaction to various stimuli – this step is kind of a broad one, but you can fill it in by
- asking yourself questions like this: What happens if your tulpa touches a hot stove? What do they look like
- when surprised? What would they do if shocked? What about kissed suddenly? Basically, this step attempts to
- get you practicing portraying them in their gut-reflex reactions. It’s difficult to say you have 100% of
- this category down, because the surprises that make them react in this way are… surprising, however you can
- get a good base and if your practice. One suggestion is to visualize the reactions from emotion chart like
- so:
- http://fc06.deviantart.net/fs51/i/2009/309/2/9/Ratchet_emotion_chart_by_oOWhiplashOo.jpg
- Once you have gathered a good research base for each of these categories, there are several exercises
- you can do to use them. I have ranked them in order of how much the host-to-tulpa responsibility is
- distributed. Use all, one, some, or make up your own. The point of this phase is twofold: to a) get you
- comfortable with visualizing your tulpa in many situations and b) to get your tulpa used to expressing
- themselves with their form.
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- Exercise: Plug N Chug
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- This exercise is all host all the time. This is to get you as the host actively processing what your
- tulpa does when it moves. To practice, simply plug that 3D model you worked so hard on into those reference
- materials. So say I looked up wolves play-fighting on youtube. I’d get my Mr. Fluffy model out, pick a wolf
- I want him to mimic, and practice puppetting that model the way that one wolf did things. I would watch the
- wolf “attack” another, pause, try to get my Mr. Fluffy model doing the same, and go over that process
- repeatedly until I was comfortable with visualizing him doing that.
- Practice both in closed-eye visualization and in imposing into meatspace. Make sure you have enough
- room in meatspace to practice moving the form there. You want to work on each motion by weaning your 3D
- model off of the reference vid. So my goal would be to visually impose Mr. Fluffy’s body doing that same
- “attack” move without even needing to think of the reference wolf.
- For extra practice, try using your knowledge of this 3D form to see what this move would look like
- from different angles. If you can’t that’s okay, but it’s some extra homework if you’d like to take on the
- challenge. If you’re set on doing this though, use phase 1 alternative research methods to help you find
- good examples of how to visualize a single action from every angle.
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- Exercise: The Short Film
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- This exercise can be done either by you as the host alone, or collaboratively with your tulpa. In
- this exercise, you’re going to be the director of a short scene in which your 3D model is the star. It can
- be anything – but the point of this scene is to master a specific motion. I’ve always loved the way wolves
- trot around like they’re badasses, so I’m going to cast Mr. Fluffy in a scene where my goal is to get that
- motion down.
- I’d want to get the motion from all angles, so I’d use my imaginary movie camera to pan around as
- he walked. I want to set the mood through his motion, so I’d imagine he was patrolling his territory lazily
- one early morning as the sun is coming up (or some other random setting jazz.) I’d want to capture the
- emotions he is feeling in his trot. Wolves often seem tired, languid, maybe a little bored when they trot
- over long distances.
- Now I have a good little movie reel in my head, maybe only a few seconds long, of Mr. Fluffy being
- awesome. It’s a simple scene. He just trots along the edge of a cliff, not paying attention to anything as
- he goes, as the fog starts to burn up in the morning sun. That’s it. I’d be a strict director, not caring
- so much about the setting but fixing the model it was jerky, blurry, or awkward in his motions. I’d look for
- the proper expression of how he was feeling, so if it’s supposed to be early and he looks like he just had
- a double mocha latte, something isn’t right there.
- And, I have to add, although you can direct this short scene of yours without your tulpa, if you’re
- ready to start working together, this is a great opportunity to start getting your tulpa accustomed to its
- new form. Instead of puppetting Mr. Fluffy’s form, I’d ask him if he wants to be my actor. Make sure you
- both collaborate, and be constructive in your criticism, director. Look for things your tulpa is doing
- right, and things they need to work on. Tell them about both.
- They may surprise you by knowing how to work their form better than you can imagine on your own,
- or they may have some trouble. Either way, you have to work through it together, one step at a time. Do many
- small scenes like this, and be sure once you’ve gotten the closed-eye visualization down in-setting, try it
- out in imposition in meatspace.
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- Exercise: The Experiment
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- This exercise is purely for your tulpa, and you as the host should view yourself as nothing more
- than a spectator attempting to see what you know is already happening. Set up your 3D model either using
- closed-eye imagining or in meatspace, and let your tulpa take over. If you’re having trouble imagining how
- this is possible, use symbolism. Imagine the form is empty, soulless, or merely a shell that you have made.
- Now allow your tulpa to go into that shell, become the soul, etc. Whatever helps you give control of the
- form you’ve made over to your tulpa is fine.
- Now… let them do whatever. Remember, your job as host is only to watch. Your tulpa should be deciding
- whatever they want to do. Maybe they just feel like taking it slow and twitching a little; maybe they want
- to run around your designated forcing area like they’re on a sugar high. Let them go at it. Anything could
- happen, because this exercise is not as structured as the other two.
- I will say, the goal is to have you as the host relinquish control over the model you’ve made, and
- instead let your tulpa control it. This works towards the end section’s goal, which is having your tulpa
- completely control whether or not they manifest to you at all. I won’t go into it here, but it will be
- detailed later.
- If you as the host want to help at all, it should be in helping your tulpa do what they want to do.
- If they want to walk and they’re having trouble, show or tell them what they could do to improve. You do
- know how to walk, after all. Even if you have to get up and physically walk around to see how it is you do
- it, you’re going to help your tulpa in examining how you as a physical being interact with your world.
- Guide them only if they want it, though. Remember, this exercise is about the tulpa, not you.
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- Motion Exercises: The Goal
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- This phase is all about motion, remember. Your ultimate goal is to practice motion using these
- exercises, or even your own ones, until you’re as comfortable visualizing your tulpa in motion as you are
- visualizing them in their 3D rendering. Motion should strive to be smooth, fluid, and natural. Don’t forget
- to personalize. Some people walk as if they’re lumbering, and some flit about like they’re part
- hummingbird. Your tulpa will move in their own personal way, and often times the only way to find what
- their own style of movement is to simply let them practice until they get it down.
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- P H A S E T H R E E: F I N I S H I N G T O U C H E S 008
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- By this point you should have covered all the basics of visualization. You should be able to see your
- 3D rendering of your tulpa, and keep that visualization relatively solid in a wide range of motion. It seems
- like these two are the only things concerned with visualization, but there are a few more things to
- consider.
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- Test: The Walk
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- As a good exercise to practice the full range of your visualization, you can try this test. This is
- simply asking your tulpa to hold still while you walk around them. Practice until you can view them
- seamlessly from all angles. Then continue circling and ask them to make one move at a time, at any time.
- Keep asking them to move (or if you haven’t gotten them to move on their own yet, moving them yourself)
- until you are satisfied with the fluidity of your visualization skills. You may want to take a break every
- once in a while. Walking in circles can get dizzying!
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- Environmental Changes
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- Environmental changes has been moved to the last section because it is indeed a finishing touches
- step. Although it could have been added to the Still Live phase, it is more of a precautionary section, as
- now you should be able to impose your tulpa with relative ease. Adding smaller things like these may come
- naturally, however in the interest of completeness, I will go over several things you might want to consider
- adding to your visualization skills if you have not already. As with the Still Life phase, we have a
- checklist of things you can find pictures and video for:
- 1) Different weather/times of day
- (how you see your tulpa in sun, rain, noon, night, etc)
- 2) Different bodily states
- (are they wet? Cold? Sweating? Etc)
- 3) Different degrees of focus
- (referring to your eyes; so if Mr. Fluffy is in the corner of my vision, I might want to have him blurry to
- reflect that)
- This step follows the same path as Still Life and Motion. You collect your materials in both picture
- and video form, then practice visualizing each of your preferred states using your materials until you’re
- satisfied with the results. The reason this section is put separate of them is, again, because it is more of
- a finishing touch and less of an essential part of imposition. Remember, visualization can be as realistic
- or not as you like. That’s something you have to talk over with your tulpa.
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- Test: Endurance
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- Now for the final test to see if your visualization is up to your standards. Termed the endurance
- test, this is simply a test of endurance, not performance. Essentially, you practice extending the time you
- can visualize at your level. Start whenever you like, and end at a time you’ve designated. It can be fifteen
- minutes, an hour, or all day. During this time, you’re going to begin by just focusing on your tulpa’s
- form.
- You should be plenty practiced with this already, so if you find you don’t need this step, move on to
- the next one. Now you add in the distraction of your everyday life. You’re not going to be staring at or
- focusing on your tulpa every single moment. You want to get to where you can effortlessly perceive them.
- Take your allotted time and have them be around while you do something else.
- Start with small tasks, like drawing, listening to music, or something else light and easy. Check
- for wavering imposition or loss of detail, but remember that your eyes don’t have to focus on everything
- at once, so your tulpa doesn’t have to be perfectly visualized all the time either. Advance through length
- of time, strenuousness of activity, or both at the same time. It’s up to you to find which one you prefer,
- but of course your end goal is to have your tulpa around for as long as you both want, and for all but the
- most distracting and difficult of circumstances.
- A final note: The last thing I want to emphasize is, again, the purpose of
- these tests. I give you goals to reach, however the grading scale is determined
- by you. There is no failure of a test if you do not reach my preset goal. Use
- these and the lessons provided in order to better your visualization, but there
- is no one perfect goal to reach. I hope I’ve helped you and your tulpa learn
- something new here. Happy visualizing!
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