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Dark warrior
Those called "Makai Fighters" are battle experts who rage around the battlefield with desire. They are not receiving regular training as a knight, their weapons sweepingly wielding weapons such as axes and big swords are the power and experience cultivated in practice, and the instinct of demons. Warriors who live their days according to their desires are living a life to eat food if they are hungry and to commit a man if they want to do it and they will appear on the battlefield with the aim of obtaining a husband. Those who are more free than braves and knights, they undertake work from residents of Rescatie and the merchants they visit, perform requests and escorts, go hunting huge Makai animals. Makai Fighters fighting in the Order Team are officially affiliated, and there are also many people hired as mercenaries. If it is a great expedition of Lesquatie's emergency and knight team, many warriors gathering human men for reward will gather and will survive enemies in a fierce and fierce battlefield not found in knights.


Makai warriors who came to the battlefield looking for a delicious man wields huge prey and jumps to the place of battle for us. Most of their battles are of mine, fighting by stumbling depending on strength attacks and demon instincts. Despite the fact that the attack can not be said to be sophisticated even by flattering, it is released from the power of monsters that blows off the defense by the small technologies, and the movement that relied on instinct is sometimes rationally judged by the head It is quicker and more accurate than what I did. Attacks of their strengths can sometimes be a technique that is more destructive than advanced swordsmanship or complex magic.

Because we are fighting based on demon instincts, by activating demon instincts we can dramatically increase combat strength. By embracing yourself with a desperate desire for men, your physical abilities are enhanced, capturing the prey male in sight, sniffing the smell, and making yourself estrus makes your sensation more acute. In other words, it becomes a stronger Makai Fighter by fighting with a heart like a beast that fills the heart with a stronger and hateful desire and seeks only pleasure and fellowship. There is no threat as a commanded army like a Mage Knight, but the battlefield is moving around as you like depending on the odor and sign of a man, and as soon as it is visually perceived, an attack with a single blow flying comes flying It is not unlikely that you have been pushed down and have been committed. On the other hand, they are not coming to battle on the battlefield, they are coming to commit a man, so after gaining a man, the feelings of sexual intercourse are greatly enhanced, but the motivation for battle is It seems there is a drawback that it falls remarkably. If the Mage Knight is a weapon specialized in depriving the other's heart during the battle, Makai Fighter is a special weapon specializing in intersection with the opponent during the battle and got it at battlefield immediately You can also see the battle between the loot and the eyes.

Unlike the Makai Knights, who originally were residents of Lesquatie and who were former human beings, many of the Makai warriors are those who once participated as a mercenary for the invasion of Deruera 's Lescasiers, and Lesquatie became a magical city A lot of those who were monsters from the former who lived from the outside after occupying a considerable proportion.

Although the social status is not higher than the knight, anyone can become a Makai warrior if you try. Makai fighters are often in bar drinks in the city, and often tell them that they want to become warriors, but if they are men, that means they will have different meanings Let's see. Makai warrior is relatively awkward among those who make battle a living, and if you can prepare even a reward, you can easily hire it as a fighting force. The request to "make the client himself as a reward" is the most popular regardless of the content as it is possible to get the men more reliably, and the Makai warrior rushes to the client based on the client including the item I will try to receive a request. In addition, the warriors often have their own information network through taverns, etc. If they enter information of spies and spies sent from bandits and cults, they will know if the knight will be overcome, etc. It is said that they will embark on suppression without taking the initiative.

These warriors are often treated as rogues in human society, but Makai Warriors outside the battlefield are only nice people, and because they often receive a small amount of work, It seems that he is building a good relationship with Lesquatie's original inhabitants. Also, it is not a hero like a brave man or a knight, but those who fight still seem to be a good adornment for children. Especially among the girls of precocious monsters, I can not wait until the training of a long knight is over, I want to immediately get to the battlefield and get the men! It seems that there are many people who want to become Makai warriors, and scenes where the battle warrior teaches battle techniques to young demons is also common. Children of such Lesquatiers adore firmly the desires and minds of men at a young age and will eventually become a new Makai Fighter who will go to the battlefield to get a male.

Dark armor
"Makai Heavy Knight" is a monster Knight of iron wall that wears in heavy armor.
Many "Makai Knights like lightweight and expensive armor to seduce men, while their" Makai Heavy Knight "wears heavy and large armor, covering the whole body. Armor made by Magical Ore is sturdy and even protected by magical powers lodged in the armor, the blow of crushing the walls, the magic of flames of burning the surroundings, breaking the guards of their iron walls can not. The Makai heavy knight standing there only gives the enemy the impression that it confronts a huge fortress up to.

Due to the nature of being good at protecting rather than attacking enemies, they often do not participate in expedition missions, giving the impression that they are lacking in glamor compared to other Mage Knight. As much as that, Rescatie's duties other than emergency are only security at the same place, so it is said that it is a weapon who can spend the time of calm and suffering with the husband for the longest of the knights.

The Makai heavy knight wearing armor of a heavy Magician silver stood in front of the enemy in the battle and is a reliable presence protecting all who are behind. The armor of the Makai made from the ogre of the Makai world has the property of secreting the magical power inside, unlike the weapon of the strong Magical world which discharges the stored magical power to the outside. Makai heavy knight Knight uses its character and fills the inside of the armor with his magical power, making the protection stronger. Their high defense power is brought about by the protection of their magical powers more than the hardness of the armor itself, and the armor which becomes a container of magical power is emphasized on the inner nature of magical power, It is a wearing a large armor that covers the Makai heavy knight is not just a hard one. The magical power put in the armor steadily attacks the opponent by preventing attacks, securely stopping the opponent with one flash of a spear in the spear with the counterattack technique which increases power to the extent that the attack is powerful, and the enchanted magical power inside I will. It is Makai heavy knight's way of fighting to fully contain the enemy's attacks that have come this way, bringing victory without hurting yourself or your friends.

As mentioned above, the secret of their hardness is not the armor but the magical power hidden inside. For Makai heavy-duty knight, it is important to incorporate magical power into armor well, but encouraged by knight training and fellowship with men, with magical powers that increased only quantity and quality, it was included in armor I will drop out immediately. Although the magical power of a demon can change its nature according to the environment and the mental state of a demon, the magical power suitable for putting it inside the armor of their girls has a feeling of agony and a strong passion for men Even the magical powers of demons that have been boiled down mushrooms are made by putting lust into the inside by putting up with the impulse. The magical power which the demon which the sexual desire has not been able to resolve, like to make it easy to get a man to solve it, or to make the temptation to the husband more effective, to eradicate mind and body with persistent attachment to men, It changes to a murky nature. With this clinging, if it is magical power which is sticky and does not leave a lot, it is convenient for you to put it inside the armor, so the Makai heavy knight is not only the battlefield, I am changing to a force that I can endure and hide.

In order to increase the hardness of armor, it is necessary for them to put up with the desire which they hold more than usual. In order to get out on the battlefield of the day it is said that patience for a few days and months is required and if it is a unmarried monster it is enough to endure masturbation or endure the impulses you want to attack when you meet a man However, in the case of a person who already has a companion, a husband smiling a delicious scent of smell smiles and continues to endure the urge to bring her husband to bed soon, no matter how much his uterus will hurt You must do penance. It is a Makai heavy knight whose importance is attached to patience like this. ....· There seemed to be no one who could endure that penance. The monsters have a fondness of fellowship with men at restlessly, so it is natural that they can not bear because it is true that if they have a husband they love they really are connected all the time.

The husband 's noble Makai heavy knight keeps tolerating all sexual urges, until it meets the ideal human man, so that the physical body of the demon can get the men as soon as possible Begin, wear tenacious magical power and incense. And it seems that we are making a break between doing the best fellowship with the husband 's male just before the limits are coming as well as the hungry meal is delicious at its best. On the other hand, the married Makai heavy knight knows how to eat many times, but the best dish that never got bored continues to be put out in front of me, and I could not endure it. In order to solve this, they spent all the vacant time on fellowship with the husband, constantly bathed in their bodies and kept immersed in pleasure, so that they could also "self-addiction" and "pleasure addiction" I tried to keep it in a condition that I can say "husband addiction". As a result, if you wrap yourself in the armor away from your husband, you will start to feel like you have not crossed for a while with a husband even a few minutes ago, and if you are away a day, As if I had patience for the month, I made up my body and spirit to start asking my husband crazyly. This made it possible to fight with the same strength as a Makai heavy knight who had endured for a few months, even though it actually had only patience for one day.

"I must endure my desires"
Not to mention that it intersects men for the inhabitants of Lesquatier who have a spirit who is even more evil in demons, tolerate the attacks, and the environment that we must refrain even masturbation is equal to torture, the Makai heavy knight While being respected in a sense, it was existence that no one wanted to become. However, recently the reality of the Magical Heavy Knight as above has become known, and if it is assigned to guarding the border, it is inconvenient for me to meet men from the outside of Lesquatie, so in recent years It seems that the number of applicants is increasing.

Also, although it is a border guard which was once a tough guard to have to keep alarming for a long time, due to the fact that Lesquatie became the Makai world, the number of soldiers increased with the population of Lesquatie, , A considerable number of personnel were also deployed at the borders, it seems that we could afford quite a lot. Soldiers and knights who were devoted to security of the border will basically stay in the garrison that was installed, but to ensure that gentlemen and heavy knights to protect their borders can spend their hearts calmly, According to Mr. Delfa's intention that soldiers and knights who want to spend the best fellowship in any place, the barracks of garrisons at each border are as good as those used by aristocrats Good bedding It has become a bedroom where the environment is aligned. Because the number of troops to be stationed increased, each garrison area looks like a small village, and some garrisons have a different bedroom tightly fitted with different tastes, each meat has soldiers' meal It seems that various things according to it are also being offered. Therefore, even after returning to the citadel of Rethcatie or Salvalhycion after completing the term of border guard, I would like to continue seeking border guard from the good feeling of lodging in the garrison, and want to see other garrisons to another border It seems that there are many people who wish to be assigned. In particular, the seven garrisons where the Lesquatie's Princess is playing and imagining each ideal are popular, seven garrisons are popular, and both husband and Makai heavyweight knights are going round about their duty "Seven princess's bedroom tour" seems to be popular.

Dark tacticion
"Makai gun masters" manipulate nasty magic and excellent tactics, and it leads the knights and guns to victory. The role required of them in the war is to make more men get the men and to make more human women turn into monsters. In the expedition mission to invade the enemy country, you will plan strategies and will play an important role to make enemy countries fall to the Makai world. The Mage soldier who gives me a measure to get my husband has a relatively high position in the military organization of Lesquatier as it is loved by monsters, so I have to ride in consultation with the heroes of Makai There seems to be many.

In a direct battle it is a Makai warrior who is inferior to knights and guns but for their opponents their existence will increase even the magnitude of the great Makai Knights' threat many times. Since the Magical Martial Artsman exists in the army of the monsters that attacked, it is inevitable that becoming a Makai is inevitable, so the Mage competitor must be the first to take over before the brave. However, such psychology is also on the palm of the Magician army men, and they have a smile that can not keep hidden naive nature and desire to the existence of "men" that gather to defeat themselves.

The Mage competitor gazes at the battlefield from behind and gives a precise strategy to the viewing knights and guns. Although it is inferior to swordsmanship and physical abilities, I have mastered various magic from the power of the bad luck, and it seems that the battlefield itself is advantageous for monsters so that allied Magical Knight can demonstrate the maximum strength and charm You can change it to. It is one of the jobs for Makai military leaders who have the power to overlook the battlefield to guide the demons of ally side to meet the target men and to pursue men so that they can not escape. Therefore, it is indispensable to gather information on the battlefield and enemy men and make a preliminary study.

In addition, the Mage competitor has a technique of manipulating and guiding the human heart, thereby making the enemy's men take pride in friendly monsters and promoting demonization of enemy women is an important role I will. In order to manipulate the heart of a person, it is necessary to know the person's heart, and it will be necessary to understand the psychology that people succumb to the temptation of demons. Therefore, it can be said that those who were born to be monsters have qualities to become excellent military persons, those who have fallen from humans to demons. Lesquatie who is opposed to her never escapes becoming a monster Eva Mistya, a proud genius martial artist of the Makai Hikari Knights, fell from human men to "female female" female "Alp" It is a presence. She is an outstanding Magical Warrior because it is a human man's heart, a human woman's heart, a demon's heart, and all the hearts I could know.

Basically, the demon that makes my desire the highest priority is my habit and my pace. It is a cavalry knight, it does not change. In order to put together such demons it is necessary to understand their desires well and sometimes to establish a personal friendship relationship, so it can be said that the Mage competition is a very difficult weapon.

At the present time when Lesquatie fallen into the Makai world, the meaning of war and victory accompanying it has changed significantly. Presence called "military man" or tactician existed from around the time of Lesquatie, now it is not to defeat the opponent, not to fort the fort and castle, but to obtain more husband and more It is a form of victory in the Makai National Rescuatie that converts many women into monsters and makes their opponent's country fall to the Makai world. Along with that change, the form of tactics required of Magician military leaders also changed. As one of the important work Magician military leader performs in peacetime, there is information gathering in anticipation of the big fight ahead. Before the big battle, we shared information of enemy men who had been brought in from the spy goblins and information shops in advance, so that we can grasp what kind of male fight the Makai knights fight for , Think about how to move on the battlefield. The appearance that demon soldiers and knights look up at the list of men listed and how to convey the information of men of your choice to the Mage soldiers will never be a meeting for war, He says that he is like a romance adviser just like a master. Magician military leaders are considered to be very important for interaction with their colleagues on the standpoint of giving instructions, and this "love affair consultation is one of them.

Magician military leader who got husband got husband and got husband in the same way as other demons, but living in pleasure, but as a point to watch out for, as a person to be immersed happily, There must not be something like forgetting the emotions when I succumbed to the temptation to fall to. Therefore, many Makai martialians routinely chew their half life including the painful memory, and seems to think about the day when they fell into demons and the days when they first joined with their husbands. In some remembrance, sometimes I have to evoke a painful memory that makes me shed tears, and I guess that they always comfort her husband in bed.

Dark squire
"Makai Knight" is the one who chose to have a sword to fight with the companion "Makai Knight" and "Makai Brave". The existence of the Makai Knight who fight together fighting together becomes a great force of the Mage Knight and raises the Knight to being a hero. Lesquatie's "Makaikikusukishi" is not a knight's follower, it is a fresh "knight" who was officially given a title by Deruella-sama and Lesquatie's Shichohime, and the Mage Knight fought to protect the country, the people and the companion If you are a bizarre man, the knight is a knight for the knight to defend the companion, to fight for becoming the strength of the knight companion. That position is by no means a lightening as a knight extra, as it is in Lesquatie, like the story of a knight who helps the princess is loved, even from the fact that the story of a knight who helps a knight is preferred I understand.

The weaponry including the "Makai Knight" that we introduced so far in this book was primarily a woman of a demon, but this "Makaikkokuji" is a human male, ties with a Mage Knight than a demon It is a big characteristic that it is a weapon with a large proportion of men who became incubators by being thrown.

On the battlefield, he stands on the front line with the Mage Knight who is a companion and is good at fighting with a sword and a spear in hand. In general, the strength of a single body is said to be inferior to the Mage Knight, but by fighting with the Mage Knight it is possible not only to enhance the power of the Mage Knight but also to raise your own strength and fight two people It seems that it is more overwhelmingly stronger that the couple of the Makai Knight and the Makaikikusaki stand side by side rather than the Makai Knight.

The secret of that power is in "men's own" that men have and "magical powers" of demons. The quality is increased by mixing the "mind" which is the magical power of a human male and the magical power of a demon, and its quantity also has a characteristic that its quantity expands. It mainly happens when magical power is circulated in the form that demons squeeze men from men when married couples and men pour on magical powers into demons. In other words, it is the relationship between the Mage Knight and the Makai Knight who can increase the ability to hold the more you cross. This circulation of magical powers will happen somewhat if they are nearby, even in normal times not in the middle of sexual intercourse. What is important to the Makaikiki is that it makes the circulation of magical power in this normal state more vigorous, and it is possible to generate circulation of magical powers of the same degree as during sexual intercourse even during battle if it is a skilled person It is said that it is. Its superiority is breaking the break between normal times and sexual intercourse "It makes us recognize that it is in the process of fellowship with our companions and is always in my body even in normal times. To do that, what is essential is to increase the proportion of time spent circulating the day and night, not to mention the magical powers of the day always staying together, ideally to keep on constantly fellowship without fail. While not interconnecting, it is recommended that you keep your body tightly connected as closely as possible, keep it deeply tangled with your fingers, and stay asleep while you are sleeping. It is also important to keep your body recognize that it is still in the middle of sexual intercourse by acts such as stroking each other or regularly kissing each other even in daily life. Since it tends to judge that the physical intercourse is over when training the sword, it is also effective that you bring a companion to the shade etc. during training and suck it with mouth and lick without having sexual intercourse Hello. In spirituality, it is always important to maintain sexual desire for the companion, keep mental state dependent on the body and pleasure of the companion as much as possible. If the Makai Adjunder is able to do this, the Makai Knight, who is a companion, will also be in the same state, and you will always be able to maintain the magical power cycling. Regardless, it is important that you overlap your body, reconnect with each other, rely on everything.

It can be said that the life that is required as a Makaikukiki like this is just being drowned in the day of fellowship with the couple. Because monsters are creatures that make human men easily captivate their bodies and pleasures and depend on themselves, this seems to be easy as well. However, in trying to be a Makaikiki, the truly difficult thing is to keep taking a sword while drowning in such an excruded life, with a corrupted spirit. It is not uncommon for ordinary couple to become bullied even if they are normal, and to quit the Knights together with their husband and wife without leaving the bedroom while training as a knight. Only those who have a sword and have a spiritual power to fight together for the sake of the Makai Knight who is a companion in such a corruption can become a strong Makaikou rookie. Incubus has become capable of growing physical abilities and sexual abilities beyond human frame, and the power of a knight capable of continuing to balance these pleasures and the way of sword is sometimes called demons There are also those who are wearing more power than it is comparable to

Originally, the name "Knight" was given to those who served the knight as an apprentice knight. When Lesquatie was a teacher, "Knight" went under him with the knight as his husband, after several years of work such as care of personal belongings, carrying weapons, armor, etc., he is officially appointed as a knight It was existence. As Lesquatie became a Makai nation, the meaning of the word "knight" changed dramatically and the meaning of the name "knight" also changed a lot. Next to the Mage Knight is not supposed to be a companion and should be a companion, "obedience" "there is a" knight ", but the position of" Makai Knight "and" Makai Knight "are equal, and not necessarily a knight It is not necessarily the case that an adversary is attached to it so it may be said that the coworker holds the initiative.

Many of the Makai Knights are those who volunteered to support the Makai Knight who is a companion. Some men aspire to be Makaikokujin while being unmarried, but since the Makai Knight is the weapon that is the premise of the Makai Knight, it is recognized that they are recruiting companions and the unmarried Makai It will become the attention of the knights and will continue to be held by many knights. In addition, seeking that a Mage Knight becomes a man's own knight by a Magical Knight, or conversely asking for a knight to fight against a knight means a wish to be a couple.

The Mage Knight who fights with the Makai Knights is a very strong envy at the Makai Knights. It is an existence that fights with minutes, spurring envy that being a person who protects you is more than anything, Makai Knight and the Makaikikuji whisper each other and whispers love together It seems to fight with minutes That being an existence protecting yourselves spurs jealousy, and more than that, Makai Knight and Makaikokuji are whispering love and showing that they will mingle with each other It seems to be big. For this reason, many unmarried Mage Knight are seeking anknock, and now it seems that they always want to invite a few unmarried men soldiers and captured enemy soldiers to their cousins, but that is at the same time dangerous It will also be to bring a beloved companion to the battlefield which may be there. It seems that their mentally challenged, including the Makai Knight who already has the Makai Knocker, in the memorabilia of the feeling that he wants to wait in a safe place for the spirit he wants to have as a rookie and his loving companion.

In addition, although we described that there are many men in the beginning, there are Magical Adjuncts of monsters in them, and obviously, in this book men 's "Makai Knight" fighting together not much touched and " Isao Makai "also exists in Lesquatie. Many of these demonic Makaikusukikitsu are the demons who were led by Mr. Delfe during the operation of the invasion of Lescatiers, they fell in love with the fighting of the current husband male knight who fought at that time, and the husband also knights It seems that there are many people who chose the way to support their husbands as Makaikiki because they wanted to continue to be.

Dark brave
"Brave man" is the existence for fighting monsters, given protection by the main god. In "Lesquatie Countries" who produced a number of brave people, "Will Marina. North Klim" who was the strongest brave man was a symbol of Lesquatie, it was the hope of human beings. "Makai Brave" is a symbol of the hero who is the hope of such human beings, those who became demons, and that Rescatie has fallen and fell into a demon.

Watching the Makai Knights and guiding the people of Lesquatie, the girls who are such a role blowing wind. I received my pleasure filled days with Lesquatie, who became a magical city with my love and blessings from my wife's desire. However, it is said that the way of such Magical Braves is a suitable existence for fallen rescatie, and the hero of the Makai who inhabited the most beautiful and nastiest magical in Rescaeat, from the heart to the inhabitants of Lesquatier who wants further corruption It is an existence that is dedicated to admiration and respect.

As they are the symbols of "Makai National Rescatie", there is no shaking in pleasure and joy filled with Lesquatie, and it is guaranteed that all of us will led to a world of more pleasant pleasure by their existence I am convinced that it brings the depravity to the hearts of the people of Lesquatier.

The Makai Heroes have individual differences but many of them have Ikki Tousen 's power. Its strength is outside the standard as a person's ability to possess, and sometimes it is called equal to natural disasters for soldiers of the enemy cult. The way of the battlefield is greatly influenced by the existence of the Makai Brave person alone, and one sword's swing changes the number of human beings into demons, and the magic that is released can be changed to the Makai instead of making the whole area a burning field. In addition, a human with a talent who becomes a "brave man" has a high qualities as a "demon" as much as it is always ironic at the same time as it is ironic. Heroes of the Makai which are also equipped with excellent taste of bastards wear their sensual charm that unexpectedly evokes sexuality, just by being there there is obsessed desire despite the creation of nasty air It is the existence that leads to the skein fall. The power given to God to punish monsters became the power of the Mageoid Hero as it is because the brave fell, and now it is used to transform humans into demons. And, whenever you interact with your companion by the power of the bad luck and enjoy pleasure, and keep punishing, that power will become high no matter how high it is.

The original brave is not the name of a weapon, but a word that refers to those who gave power to God. Therefore, it is usually a brave of "warrior" or a brave of "wizard". As well as those introduced in this book, there will be a Makai Hero who combines the ability as a "Makai Knight".

It is said that former Lesquatie kingdom is one of the most "brave-producer countries" in the world and was the country that held the most bravestians. The brave had a high position in Lesquatie, but it was symbolic power and political power was not held. It was the actual form that it was a powerful priest and a nobility who was assisting and became a back shield of the face-up brave, and that such powerful people conformed the brave. A brave is an existence that received God's love and is also a very great strength. In the latter part of the Lesquatie kingdom, the soldiers' knight teams by powerful priests and aristocratic factions who caught the royal cynicalism became quarrel. Among those, it seems that how much he holds the brave in his own Order is one big factor for determining the social position, and it has precisely settled in the gathering of the brave after passing the army. Whether handled as a symbol and lifted, no matter how much power it is not human, it is basically said that the brave is only one of the civilian members, or that it was a repressed presence of material of political fighting.

Meanwhile, in the current Lesquatie that became the Makai world, the Heroes of the Makai are in a position that they can "do whatever they want". Some serve seriously as brave people, but in many cases they are having a daily life that intersects with their spouse, and a brave man has tried and error to make the city owned by him more pleasant and pleasant, or One hero seems to be freely spending the power and status, opening a school and working hard to nurture children. Many of the Makai Hero are members of the military, but they only participate when the expedition mission etc is requested, and it is good to refuse even if it is a request from DELLERA who admires if we do not take care I will. It is probably only the husband in the bed that you can control such fickle and unrestrained Magical Braves. Everyone is not a Makai Brave, but "Lesquatie's Princess" has a position next to Deruela who is the ruler of Lesquatie, it can be said that the influence of braves is greater than in former Lesquatiers I guess.

Although being a symbol of Lesquatie has never changed, what it is supposed to be as a symbol must change a lot. Makai Hero is a respected man for all of humanity, and it is a symbol that shows that the brave of Rescatie, the hope of humanity, has fell to such a crush. Respectfully the brave is nothing more than the people and the country than the people and the country respecting the days of pleasure of myself and the companion, because the hero has fallen into such existence, the people of Lesquatie realized that his country was corrupted, We can immerse themselves in pleasure and live ourselves. In addition, Makai Hero is also the one who takes the most fellowship, drowning and refinement in Lesquatie. The girls who are always smelling the companion are the goals of many girls with demons, and I am directed to the eyes of longing that I wish I could be a whore present in such a way