Dash's Promise 6

>Crying alone on the ground. You have no idea how you got to this point
>you weren't even the one who was attacked and you are crying like a bitch
>You have to pull yourself together
>"Be strong"
>Thats what you told your bleeding sister last night
>She was attacked, violated, and left to rot... yet you are still the one crying on the floor
>Pathetic
>You slowly work your way to your feet
>A nice hot shower sounds pretty good right now
>You make your way to the bathroom and stop at the sink
>Looking up into the mirror, you see yourself
>No you don't, you don't even recognize who this is
>The teen in the mirror is a sick pathetic loser
>You want punch the mirror but you dont want anyone to know how lost you are
>And you really are
>lost
>You turn away and start the shower up
>After a few minutes you walk in
>Why you
>Abandoned by your father, pitied by your mother
>and even worse you want a relationship with your sister
>Not just any relationship, a sexual relationship
>God you're fucked up
>All the pain melts away as the steaming hot water rushes against your skin
>You take your time soaping your body and shampooing your hair
>After you finish all of your cleaning needs you sit down in the shower and let the water run off you body
>tears are mixed away with the shower water, even though you've stopped most of your crying
>After what you can think is like 30 minutes you turn it off and dry off
>Towel around your waist you walk to your room
>Getting changed once again, you wonder how much longer you have to sit and be alone
>You feel like you should send your apologies to Ike but you don't
>'I know a good idea! I can pretend to be deep and listen to music while sitting in a chair on the porch!'
>You grab your ipod and sit on the front porch
>Listening to your "soft" playlist you feel consciousness slip away
>'Shut the fuck up you slut' You see Soarin kicking your downed sister
>You try to run and help her but you can't move
>'Yeah, lets see if your so tough now' he pins her to the ground and slips a hand down her pants
'Don't touch her you monster!'
>He turns and looks at you
>He slides his hand out and stands up
>He kicks her another time
'Stop! Hit me instead you sick fuck!'
>He starts to walk towards you
>'Look at the big man over hear defending his slut of a sister
'Shut up!'
>'Yeah, I guess it's normal for a sister to wanna fuck her brother'
>You break free of your invisible chains
'It's not like that! It's different!'
>'Just know. I got to her first
'NOOOOO!'
>You grab a pipe on the ground next to you
>You hit him. Again, and again, and again
>right before you hit him for the hundreth times he whispers something
>'She's here'


>"Anon? Anon, wake up. we're home" You see your Mom standing over you
>Oh. A dream. Right
>You get up out of you're chair
>Listening to the music you quickly make out the title and artist
>'Up the Wolves' by The Mountain Goats
>you take your earbuds out and stretch
"Where's Dash *Yaaaawwn"
>"She's inside. She's doing pretty well I have to say"
>"What did you two talk about before?"
>the kiss fills your memory
>Thats all you can see
"well she was just... uhh... THANKING ME... Yes. She was thanking me for comforting her last night."
>"What did you say to her?"
"I just said what you would say to me. All those afternoons when I would come home crying"
>She pulls you in for a hug
>"You really are becoming a man Anon"
>You pull away and walk inside with your Mom
"Hey Dash!"
>"Oh hey anon..."
>Why did she say my name like that?
>is she mad at me?
>"Well. Dinners ready!"
>You look at the table and see SFC
"Fried chicken?"
>"Yes Anon. Dash said she was in the mood for some of extra crispy chicken"
"Okay then"
>You all sit at the table
>"Well lets eat!"
>You are hungry
>You eat, and eat and eat some more
>The amount that you eat is equaled to the amount of small talk
>"So Anon you ready for school?"
"Yes Ma. Rainbow are you still driving me?"
>She doesn't look up from her plate
>"You know, I was thinking maybe you can take the bus or ask Ike"
>Yeah Ike isn't an option. But why doesn't she want to drive you? She always drives you
"Wait... why?"
>"I don't know Anon"
"Oh- okay...''
>You guys eat the rest of dinner in silence

>After some T.V and some daydreams about Dash, you go to your room and change into your pajamas
>Laying in bed a thousand thoughts go through your head
>Dash can't even look at you anymore
>What did you do?

>You can't sleep
>You toss and turn
"C'mon sleep already! You have a match tomorrow"
>look at the clock
>1:30 A.M
>You get up and figure you need to sleep next to someone
>You walk to Dash's room
>Tapping her, you wake her up
>She didn't seem as if she was even sleeping
>"Get out of here Anon..."
"I was just wond-"
>"I said get out"
"Oh. Im sorry Dash..."
>You head back to your room and get under the covers
>You are devastated
>You feel like crying
>You lie in bed for another ten minutes... then
>You hear the door creak open
>It's Dash
>She closes your door and walks next to your bed
>"I can't sleep Anon... can I-"
"Yes. Please"
>She smiles and get under the covers with you
>carefully she puts her arms around you and rests her head on your chest
>"Thanks"
>You two drift off into deep sleep
>Tangled up in eachothers arms you fall asleep a little after her
>It's okay though. You want this to last forever
>You wake up on your own
>Dash still clinging to you
>No bad dreams
>No wet dreams
>Dash is still snuggling with you
>It's a good morning
>Looking at the clock
>6:20
"I still have half an hour"
>You look back at Dash sleeping. Her soft breathing filling your ears
"Good"
>She is beautiful
>Just watching her sleep makes you feel so, so happy
>You watch her body move up and down with each breath she takes
>You feel as if your staring at God
>Her face, still a little bruised but still, perfect
>Her Rainbow hair, all messed up on your bare chest
>You can even smell her. She smells so clean. She must've taken a shower before bed
>You can watch her sleep all day
>suddenly her eyes flutter open
"Morning sleepy head"
>She looks up at you and smiles
>She hugs you tighter and falls back asleep
>Intoxicating
>No one is as perfect as her
>Looks back at the clock
6:43
>You have been watching her sleep for a good 25 minutes
>Too bad you have to get ready
>You kiss her on the forehead and get up out of bed
"I can get used to this"
>You take a quick shower and get dressed
>Before leaving your room you look at Dash
>Still sleeping so peacefully
>You quietly close the door
>Mom already left for work
>You get your bag and eat a poptart
>Brown sugar cinnamon
>Without thinking you write a note and leave it on the kitchen table
"Didn't want to wake you up. But I made you a cup of Iced coffee for when you wake up. It's in the fridge. Off to school Love you!" Closed with a little smiley face
>You quickly make a cup of coffee and throw ice in it
>Not only would this make her happy, but you'd get a few brownie points
>you Walk outside
>Its a beautiful autumn morning
>Well the bus is here
>Walk up the stair and look back at the house
"Love you"
>"What" The busdriver questions
"Nothing"
>You take your seat and you miss her already
"Well. Time for more music"
>open up pandora
'Stay' by Crywolf
>You miss her already
>school, who thought of it
>'I have an idea! lets send our kids to a jail cell 7 hours a day 5 days a week!' (That's actually how I saw school at the time)
>The bus comes to a screeching hault in front of your school
>Well, here we go
>You see Ike get out of his Mother's car
>Slowly you walk over to him
"Hey man"
>"Hey. Uh you feeling better?"
"Yah, sorry about yesterday. A lot of crazy shit has been going on with my family."
>"I feel you bro. My parents just told me that they are getting divorced"
"Damn... I'm sorry to hear that"
>"It's okay. Well enough of this pussy talk. Lets go inside"
>walking inside the building you see a lot of familiar faces
>"So what was with the cops the other night? I saw a few by your house"
"No reason. Just a false alarm"
>You lie
>You're getting into a bad habit of lying too much
>"Ohh. Just as long as the whole fams okay. Say hi to your Mom for me when you see her. And say hi to your sisters smoking hot ass" He elbows you indicating it's a joke
>yesterday if he said that, you wouldv'e choked him out
>But since you had an amazing morning you let it slide
"Hahaha okay. How's your little brother dealing with the divorce?"
>"He isn't. He just curls up into a ball and locks himself in his room... thinks it's his fault. People do that too much. Blame shit on themselves, even though they are the innocent ones"
>Dash's crying face fills you head
>'My fault, all my fault'
"tell me about it"
>You get to home room
>It's going to be a long day
>After half assing a few quizzes and scarfing down lunch you finally finish this hell that is the school day
>You head to the locker room to get changed into your short shorts for volleyball
>You change and take a piss and then it's off to pre-game practice

>"AND WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO?!?"
>"WIN WIN WIN!"
>"I CANT HEAR YOU!"
>"WIN WIN WIN!"
>Now get out there you guys and give them hell!
>You leave the locker room and enter the main gym with your whole team
>These are the only parts of your year that makes you think you are part of something bigger than yourself
>the coaches picked YOU to represent your school
>It might not seem like a big deal but it means a lot to you. And you take pride in it
>In the past you would hope Dash wouldnt be in the crowd.
>The whole crowd would gravitate towards her and not even pay attention to you
>Today you wish she's there. But you dont see her.
>Your mom never shows up because of work so it's just you most of the time
>Well better get ready...you're starting


>You played pretty well so far
>Even though the match is still going on
>You play like a unit. Everyone working in unison to accomplish the goal
>The goal being smashing the other team into the ground, which you are doing
>Your team wins another point
>"Anon take a seat"
"okay coach"
>Drinking some gaterade you notice something in the corner of your eye
>You see a spectrum of colors walking towards the stands
>It's Rainbow Dash