Blkkksheep is a black cat 🤫

It’s finally painfully obvious since if im smart enough to humour you (make you think your right about your claim about my diagnosis)
It means im smart enough to know exactly whats going on and why certain things are being done like testing someone’s confidence see if they have an opening to take advantage of doesnt understand anything but goes as far as putting lotion on my face to cause a breakout why dose someone have access to me like im apart of a conversation when i only speak to licenced professionals

Trying to find what i care about is weird knowing i had to make a promise not to kill myself and just ride it out since so many stupid things resulted in being something but due to those same things I have no ego for them to take advantage of and use to gauge how much i care about something which directly corilated with how much someone can be blackmailed for that thing my red light sabre was a gift

How’s a virgin whos smart enough to identify as a non binary somehow capable of having a closeted opinion about their sexual orientation ? Just makes me bi for trans girls but only way someone was able to get away with thier own fu*k up was by frauding me

It’s weird a 15 minute phone call had that much power in regards to deeming a diagnosis im an outdoor cat no agoraphobia or any issues i worked retail that preposterous i was number 1 sales employee your out your f*ck*ng mind and exposing yourself as a whack doctor my anxiety is in regards to knowing how serious relationships are you should have anxiety wasting someone’s life and time isnt a joke but people think they can do it to me since ive done it someone ? Without proof or understanding how i always communicated these facts. I already knew from the jump and leaped frogged

but i  cant express this anxiety other than verbally like how your supposed to since i cant do anything wrong always reading instructions first so my ocd is valid when im releasing myself from my own questioning since im my own worst critic i have the highest standards Trying to make someone cool that’s already Ice cold thinking I act some type of way around girls and ruin moods with behaviour

Now i just dont trust sh*t since rumours and gossip who knows how bad or how dirty people want to do me 🤣 thats why keeping me broke and doing fraud is so important try and act like im less important with a secret you dont know who else knows you late to the party

Couldnt genuinely be nice so pimp tactics had to be only means of operation good thing i plan to hold everyone in digital court innocent till guilty Ofc