Ottawa library

expecting to steal something right since i do mywork without needing to be forced so when anything is fucked with i know someone is looking for decompression or emotional related content fuck you im k*lling myself


now there wont be confusion since always expecting me to blindly do some stupid shit for them to use as an excuse in some bullsh*t lie

now flux that shit hows the energy feel now tryna extort shit out of me
now that they think they have my routine downloaded i can warp shit by just doing something polarized like how im usually  always clicking the mouse f*ck that now we start the day with typing marathons to show productivity nowing its going to make these weirdos look like their slacking tryna immitate what i do to try and simplify and make it easy to scam FUC*K THAT
see nothing going on in their mind just a useless DNS to cloud digital data basicly just here to make it harder for me to make myself identified since always finding a way out of restricted internet
browsing social media watching something the difference is how much dialog goes on in my mind since i can only talk while at home they can listen and copy the things i say since im always talking about peoples body language and behaviour or how they act in relation to someone else since my job is basically CBT assessing in others for psychologically clearing mental blockages they think they can down play or separate elements of myself or make it seem as if im not always working when i should have just been left alone and now im dealing with my own minds creative ideastions about possible realities i could be in and of course im going to do something to get shit the way i want it since all they fucking do is harass and manipulate you into compliance
I NEVER AGREED WITH ANY OF THIS SHIT AND THEY THINK WITH ENOUGH TIME ILL JUST SETTLE AND BE OKAY WITH FU*K THAT OVER MY DEAD SLEEPING BODY

suic*ide
glad they cant see how much pain im in and its always just me internally screaming endlessly while dealing with retar*ded situations