goodbye

april 08, 2020

today is the day it all ends

i'm sorry to everyone i'm leaving behind, but this is the only way i can escape and be free

i feel so selfish for doing this but it's just been building up for so long and i finally can't deal with it anymore...  i'm sorry...  hopefully this brings me peace  :c

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these are in no particular order, but some people just need to have their own text about them, i might be forgetting some important people but i don't have a lot of time to write this up so if you're not here then i'm sorry

rose - thank you, you've been my best friend and you've always been such a positive person to have around, please max for me  <3

brames - my biggest supporter, thank you so much, hope everything goes well

winds - known you longer than anyone i still talk to, man we've been through so much stuff together but never really been super close, thanks for the endless entertainment~

lucy - definitely more than i expected, you're a wonderful person

ashley - most positive person i've ever met

hiroko - not sure what i would have done without you, you saved my life last year, you've supported me through so many breakdowns, i love you for everything

kale - recently you've kept me really calm and probably prevented things from being so much worse for me, so i really appreciate the support~

hailie - another random meeting that turned into a nice friendship, thanks for pushing me to get help, i'll never forget you

rylee - stay strong please, i love you  <3

amnesia - miss you so much, let's be together in a new world~

cactus - i've hurt you so many times and you've always stuck around, please stay strong~

oliri - no matter what you think of me, you're still everything to me and always will be, so even if i can't be around, please be happy, you deserve it  <3

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to everyone else, i hope i could affect you positively while i still existed, but it's time for me to say goodbye forever...  sorry for letting you all down  :c

~ Decon (Catgirl)

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