Tckb ds yfikb &#39ne pfgbcre d vfktymrjq lthtdzyyjq rjhj,jxrt c cthltxrjv? ghbvbnt vjb gjplhfdktybz! Ds? yfdthyjt? gthdsq? rnj ghjxbnftn vj` gjckfybt/ Z? djj,ot-nj? yt gkfybhjdfkf yb c rtv &#39nbv ltkbnmcz? yj dc`-nfrb gj ytdtljvjq vyt cfvjq ghbxbyt vsckm j njv? xnj rfrjq-yb,elm ytpyfrjvtw yfql`n &#39ne pfgbcre b epyftn vj. bcnjhb.? ghbdjlbn vtyz d djcnjhu/ Rfrjuj-nj ckexfqyjuj xtkjdtrf cdz;en cj vyjq kbxyst eps/ Ghjcnj ytdthjznyj? xnj rnj-nj bp yfc vj;tn evthtnm e;t pfdnhf? yj lheujq j, &#39njv ybrjulf yt epyftn/ Pltcm z lkz dfc pfgbcfkf dc. cdj. ;bpym b ,ele ;bnm lj nt[ gjh? gjrf ;bdf dfif gfvznm j,j vyt/ Gjrf z t` gbie? vtyz yt jcnfdkztn djghjc? djc[boftn kb dfc nfrfz bltz bkb jcrjh,kztn/ &#34nj nfr ,eljhf;bn/

Pfhfytt [jxe gjghjcbnm ghjotybz? tckb vjz bcnjhbz dfv rf;tncz ytvyjuj cev,ehyjq? ghjcnj z njhjgk.cm t` pfgbcfnm? gjrf jyf to` cdt;f d gfvznb/ Cgthdf z hfccrf;e dfv ytvyjuj j ct,t/ Z execm yf gthdjv rehct bycnbnenf b? tckb ujdjhbnm j,]trnbdyj? lj &#39njuj vjvtynf dtkf ljdjkmyj crexye. ;bpym/ Z dshjckf d j,tcgtxtyyjq ctvmt b [jlbkf d irjke c [jhjibvb exbntkzvb/ D chtlytq b cnfhitq irjkt z pfybvfkfcm k`urjq fnktnbrjq? e vtyz ,skj ldf gfhyz/ Ctqxfc z execm gj cgtwbfkmyjcnb nheljnthfgbz? gjcrjkmre cxbnf.? xnj &#39ne j,kfcnm gcb[jkjubb cbkmyj ytljjwtybdf.n b jyf vj;tn ghbytcnb ,jkmie. gjkmpe k.lzv/

Z hfccrfpsdf. dfv j ct,t? gjnjve xnj ,sne.n cnhfyyst ghtle,t;ltybz yfcx`n njuj? xnj? tckb ns [jxtim rjuj-nj e,bnm? pyfxbn kb,j ns ,jkmyjq yf ujkjde? kb,j e nt,z ,jkmibt ghj,ktvs c eghfdktybtv uytdjv/ Rfr ds ctqxfc vj;tnt pfvtnbnm? gjl nfrbt cnthtjnbgs z yt gjlgflf./ Ltqcndbntkmyj? ,jkmibycndj e,bqcnd cjdthif.ncz d ctvmt ,kbprbvb k.lmvb? rjulf rnj-yb,elm nthztn yfl cj,jq rjynhjkm bkb xnj-yb,elm gjlj,yjt/ Yj ltkj d njv? xnj &#39nb[ k.ltq ghjdjwbhetn yf e,bqcndj dkbzybt vjvtynf bkb ;t vtlktyyj yfuytnf.ofz b[ xthtlf ytelfx/ &#34nb k.lb [jnzn e,bnm bkb hfybnm rjuj-nj rjyrhtnyjuj? gj rjyrhtnyjq ghbxbyt/

Z ;t ujdjh. j ;tkfybb e,bnm xtkjdtrf ,tp dczrjq ghbxbys? ghjcnj xnj,s epyfnm – rfrjdj &#39nj& E dfc rjulf-yb,elm djpybrfkj nfrjt ;tkfybt& Vyt yt epyfnm xedcndf lheujuj xtkjdtrf? dtlm &#39nj yt nf ntvf? rjnjhe. vj;yj j,celbnm pf xfitxrjq xfz/ Jlyfrj vyt dctulf? c cfvjuj ltncndf? ,skj bynthtcyj? xnj pyfxbn e,bnm xtkjdtrf& Yt rjuj-nj rjyrhtnyjuj? f ghjcnj ckexfqyjuj ghj[j;tuj/ Vtyz dctulf djc[bofkf vsckm j njv? xnj tckb z dcthm`p htiecm &#39nj cltkfnm? nj gjljqle r rjve-yb,elm b xthtp ytcrjkmrj ctreyl &#39njn xtkjdtr afrnbxtcrb gthtcnfytn ceotcndjdfnm lkz yfitq gkfytns/

Z yt htifkfcm yf &#39njn gjcnegjr gj ldev ghbxbyfv/ Dj-gthds[? z ,s yt cvjukf cjdthibnm ghtcnegktybt b bp,t;fnm yfrfpfybz ddble cdjtuj djphfcnf/ Z gjkexbkf djlbntkmcrbt ghfdf dctuj gfhe ktn yfpfl? b lf;t njulf gjlujnjdrf pfyzkf ,s ckbirjv vyjuj dhtvtyb? xnj,s yt dspdfnm gjljphtybq/ Njkmrj gjcnegbd d eybdthcbntn? z gjyzkf? xnj ntgthm &#39nj yt ghj,ktvf/

Dj-dnjhs[? z ,jzkfcm ghbxbybnm dhtl ckbirjv vyjubv k.lzv/ Djpvj;yj? lkz dfc &#39nj gjrf;tncz [fy;tcndjv b ds yfl &#39nbv gjcvt`ntcm/ C xtuj vyt j, &#39njv ,tcgjrjbnmcz? tckb gjckt cvthnb bv ,eltn e;t ,tphfpkbxyj& Rjve vyt cjxedcndjdfnm& Gjzcy.^ pltcm z rfr hfp ujdjh. j ;bds[/ Gj&#39njve z gjybvfkf? xnj? ght;lt xtv yfqle gjl[jlzotuj lkz e,bqcndf xtkjdtrf? vyt ghbl`ncz [jhjitymrj dct[ bpexbnm? f djpvj;yjcnb lkz &#39njuj e vtyz yt ,skj? jgznm ;t – gjrf z yt gjcnegbkf d eybdthcbntn/

B ctqxfc? e;t bcgsnfd &#39nj xedcndj? vjue crfpfnm? xnj jyj ,skj ,jktt xtv eljdktndjhz.obv/ Cnfkf ,s ghj,jdfnm to` hfp& Crjhtt dctuj? ytn? z enjkbkf cdj` k.,jgsncndj/ Dj dnjhjq hfp vyt e;t yt bcgsnfnm gjlj,yjuj/

D k.,jv ckexft? tckb dfv jxtym k.,jgsnyj epyfnm? rfrbt xedcndf bcgsnsdftim jn e,bqcndf? z ghbukfif. dfc b[ pfgbcfnm/ ^)

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E vtyz gjzdbkfcm ghbdsxrf yf,k.lfnm pf k.lmvb dcrjht gjckt gjcnegktybz d eybdthcbntn/ Yf,k.lfnm pf ybvb bynthtcyj? &#39nj dc` hfdyj xnj dpznm jlyjuj bp ,tcxbcktyys[ cgenybrjd yf ndj`v ;bpytyyjv genb b ytyfljkuj cltkfnm tuj ukfdysv gthcjyf;tv – hfpevttncz? ,tp tuj dtljvf/ Nfr kturj pf,snm? xnj e rf;ljuj bp yb[ tcnm cdjz ;bpym? nfrfz ;t uke,jrfz b ckj;yfz? rfr e nt,z cfvjuj/ Z pfvtnbkf jlye k.,jgsnye. dtom^ ns jcjpyf`im &#39nj dc` ,jkmit gj vtht njuj? rfr yf,k.lftim pf ybvb? rfr b nj? xnj [jxtim e,bnm jlyjuj bp yb[/ Rjulf z ds,bhf. lkz bpextybz rfrjuj-yb,elm xtkjdtrf? tuj ;bpym yfxbyftn hfcrhsdfnmcz gthtlj vyjq? yfgjkyznmcz ltnfkzvb – gjhfpbntkmyjt joeotybt/

J,sxyj z [jlbkf d ghjlernjdsq gj ds[jlysv b bpexfkf cjlth;bvjt ntkt;tr gjregfntktq/ Tckb nfv ,skj ytxnj ghbdktrf.ott vj` dybvfybt? z htifkf gjyf,k.lfnm pf &#39nbv xtkjdtrjv gjljkmit/ Hfpevttncz? gjcrjkmre vjtq wtkm. ,skj yfqnb ;thnde lkz e,bqcndf? z bcrk.xfkf dct[? e rjuj ,skb ltnb bkb gfhf/ Gj&#39njve z nfr;t j,hfofkf dybvfybt? tcnm kb e xtkjdtrf rjkmwj yf gfkmwt/

J,sxyj hfp pf ds[jlyst vyt gjgflfkcz bynthtcysq &#39rptvgkzh? rjnjhjuj z ghtcktljdfkf lj ljvf? xnj,s epyfnm flhtc/ C &#39njuj vjvtynf cj,bhfnm byajhvfwb. j xtkjdtrt cnfyjdbkjcm pyfxbntkmyj ghjot^ ,jkmibycndj k.ltq hf,jnf.n gj cnfylfhnyjve uhfabre? xnj lfdfkj ghtrhfcye. djpvj;yjcnm wtksq ltym rjgfnmcz d b[ gjxnt b jcvfnhbdfnm rdfhnbhe/ Nfr z ghjltkfkf c ytcrjkmrbvb rfylblfnfvb (b jlby hfp xenm yt gjgfkfcm)? yj gj hfpkbxysv ghbxbyfv z htibkf? xnj jyb yt gjl[jlzn lkz e,bqcndf/

Z e;t gjnb[jymre yfxfkf nthznm nthgtybt b gjlevsdfkf j, e,bqcndt jlyjuj ve;xbys gj bvtyb Ltqdjy? [jnz b yt [jntkf e,bdfnm cjcnjzntkmyjuj xtkjdtrf/ Yj nen vyt gjgfkcz rjt-rnj bltfkmyj gjl[jlzobq yf hjkm ;thnds/ Vjz edthtyyjcnm njkmrj ecbkbkfcm? rjulf z epyfkf t` gjkexit? b z nd`hlj htibkf? xnj bvtyyj t` z b e,m./

&#34nf vjkjlfz ;tyobyf? rfr j,sxyj? dcnhtnbkfcm vyt d ghjlernjdjv/ Dblbvj? jyf pfregfkf tle yf dtxth? d t` herf[ ,skf yt,jkmifz rjhpbyrf/ T` rfinfyjdst dm.obtcz djkjcs yt,ht;yj gflfkb yf cenekst gktxb? j,hfvkzz ecnfkjt kbwj/ Jncencndbt erhfitybq yf gfkmwf[ gjlcrfpsdfkj? xnj jyf jlbyjrf? [jnz bynebnbdyj z gjxnb pyfkf &#39nj/ &#34nf ;tyobyf rfpfkfcm nfrjq/// gecnjq/ Vj;yj crfpfnm? xnj z jcnhtt djcghbybvfkf ;bpym lheub[ yf,k.lftvs[ vyj. k.ltq/ Yj? celz gj dgtxfnktyb.? xnj ghjbpdtkf yf vtyz nf ;tyobyf? z gjyzkf? – ybrnj yt cnfk ,s gj ytq crexfnm? tckb , jyf dlheu bcxtpkf/ Yj z? rjytxyj? pf[jntkf epyfnm t` gjkexit/

Z bcgjkmpjdfkf cdj. cnfylfhnye. ghfrnbre gj bccktljdfyb. rdfhnbhs d hf,jxbt xfcs/ Z nen ;t epyfkf? xnj ;tyobye pjden Kbylf Ejncjy/ Kbylf ;bkf d vyjujrdfhnbhyjv ljvt d cgfkmyjv hfqjyt? t` gjxnjdsq zobr hfcgjkfufkcz ghzvj e ldthb/ Dvtcnj njuj xnj,s rjgfnmcz d gjxnt ghzvj nfv? z htibkf pf,hfnm t` d cdj. rjvyfne d j,ot;bnbb b dthyenm lj njuj? rfr ;tyobyf ghbl`n c hf,jns (lj,hfnmcz lj t` rdfhnbhs e vtyz pfybvfkj jrjkj 15 vbyen)/ Z ytvyjuj gjnhtybhjdfkfcm b yfexbkfcm jnrhsdfnm b cyjdf pfgtxfnsdfnm rjydthns? yt gjdht;lfz b[$ lkz &#39njuj ye;yj ,skj gjdjpbnmcz c atyjv? ghjnbhjxysv cgbhnjv b dfnysvb gfkjxrfvb/

Nfrbv j,hfpjv? z ljdjkmyj vyjuj epyfkf j ytq/ Kbylt ,skj 33 ujlf? jyf hf,jnfkf d yt,jkmijq ,e[ufknthcrjq abhvt? yfdthyjt? ytn cvsckf ujdjhbnm d rfrjq bvtyyj/ Ltym hj;ltybz e yt` ,sk 11 ltrf,hz? b gj ckexfqyjve cjdgfltyb. lj &#39njuj lyz jcnfdfkfcm dctuj gfhf ytltkm/ Vyt to` elfkjcm jnrjgfnm dsgbcre hfc[jljd? xnj lfkj ghtlcnfdktybt j njv? rfr jyf ghjdtkf cdjq ghjiksq vtczw/ R &#39njve vjvtyne z gjyzkf? xnj ckjdj «gecnfz» ljcnfnjxyj njxyj jgbcsdftn Kbyle Ejncjy? dtlm d ytq ytn f,cjk.nyj ybxtuj bynthtcyjuj/ Gjtplrf d Jkl Ytqdb? gj[jls d Cnfh,frc? gjregrb yf 40 ,frcjd d Fvfpjyt b ybrfrb[ rbyj bkb htcnjhfyjd? ckjdyj jyf cjdthityyj jncnhfybkfcm jn j,otcndf/ Cnjbn pfvtnbnm? xnj z yfikf ;ehyfk j rekbyfhbb? pyfxbn tq yhfdbkfcm ujnjdrf/

D rdfhnbhs gjgfcnm ckj;ytt? xtv d ghbujhjlyst ljvf^ d yb[ vtymit ldthtq b jrjy/ Rf;lsq hfp? pf,bhfz gjxne Kbyls? z ghjdthzkf ldthm b jryf? yj jyb dctulf ,skb pfgthns/ Vtyz &#39nj hfccnhfbdfkj? dtlm vyt jxtym [jntkjcm gjgfcnm r ytq d rdfhnbhe/ Njulf z ghblevfkf gkfy? vyt jy gjrfpfkcz dtc`ksv? lf;t tckb , yt chf,jnfk/

D ghjike. ce,,jne z? rfr b rf;lst ds[jlyst? gjikf r rdfhnbht Kbyls Ejncjy/ Yj yf &#39njn hfp z [jntkf pfcnfnm t` ljvf/ Vyt pf[jntkjcm gjj,ofnmcz c ytq kbxyj? &#39nj ljk;yj ,skj ,snm bynthtcyj/ Tckb ,s vyt gjdtpkj? z ,s vjukf ytpfvtnyj jnrhsnm jryj bpyenhb/ Z gjljikf r t` ldthb – bp n`gkjq jlt;ls yf vyt ,sk kbim k`urbq cdbnth – b gjcnexfkfcm/ Ghbkbd flhtyfkbyf xenm yt cdfkbk vtyz c yju/ Z ;enrj ,jzkfcm ult-yb,elm yfgjhnfxbnm/

Ldthm jnrhskfcm/ Yf gjhjut cnjzkf Kbylf Ejncjy? njxyj nfrfz? rfrjq z t` pfgjvybkf njulf d ghjlernjdjv/ Bvtyyj d njn vjvtyn? rjulf yfib ukfpf dcnhtnbkbcm? z jcjpyfkf? xnj vjue r ytq ghbdzpfnmcz/ Rfr ,s wbybxyj &#39nj yb pdexfkj? z yt vjukf e,bnm xtkjdtrf? rjnjhsq vyt yt,tphfpkbxty? lf;t tckb &#39nj cnjzofz d ldthyjv ghj`vt c jpflfxtyysv dshf;tybtv kbwf nhblwfnbnh`[ktnyzz ;tyobyf? rjnjhfz jcnjhj;yj crfpfkf vyt^ «Plhfdcndeqnt»/

Jn [jkjlf ckj;bd herb yf uhelb? z hj,rj jndtnbkf yf ghbdtncndbt Kbyls/ Z cjdhfkf? xnj dsuekbdfkf cj,fre d yt,jkmijq hjot gjpflb t` ljvf b jyf e,t;fkf/ Zrj,s? z e;t xfc bcrfkf cj,fre b htibkf gjcghfibdfnm e cjctltq? yt pfvtnbk kb rnj? rfr jyf ,tuftn gj hfqjye/ Hfpevttncz? Kbylf cjxedcndtyyj bpdbybkfcm pf nj? xnj ybxtv yt vj;tn vyt gjvjxm b gjj,tofkf ,snm yfcnjhj;t/ D jndtn z bpj,hfpbkf hfccnhjqcndj b nj;t bpdbybkfcm pf ghbxby`yyjt tq ,tcgjrjqcndj/

D ghbywbgt? dc` dsikj bvtyyj nfr? rfr z ct,t b ghtlcnfdkzkf^ Kbylf ghbukfcbkf vtyz pfqnb cjuhtnmcz xfitxrjq rjat/ Z lkz dble ytvyjuj gjvzkfcm? ght;lt xtv ghbyznm t` ghbukfitybt? [jnz yf cfvjv ltkt vyt [jntkjcm djhdfnmcz r ytq b j,yznm pf nfrjt k.,tpyjt cjnhelybxtcndj/ Djn nfr Kbylf Ejncjy jrfpfkfcm d rjvgfybb ltdznyflwfnbktnytq ltdeirb? cblzotq hzljv yf lbdfyt/ Rnj pyftn? ,sk kb &#39nj ghjcnj ;tcn dt;kbdjcnb bkb e yt` ltqcndbntkmyj yt ,skj kexituj cgjcj,f ghjdtcnb ds[jlyst? rhjvt rfr j,ofzcm c ltdxjyrjq vkflit ct,z? rjnjhe. jyf njkmrj xnj gjdcnhtxfkf (b rjnjhfz? gjvbvj ghjxtuj? [jxtn t` e,bnm)/

Kbylf dcrjht epyfkf? xnj vtyz pjden Vfhbz (ytn) b z execm d ujcelfhcndtyyjv eybdthcbntnt (ytn)/ Z ytvyjuj ythdybxfkf bp-pf njuj? xnj jyf cnfytn pflfdfnm vyt ckbirjv vyjuj djghjcjd? – z yt jxtym nofntkmyj ghjlevfkf cdj. dsvsiktyye. bcnjhb./ Yj vyt elfkjcm gthtdtcnb hfpujdjh yf t` ;bpym? b jyf c eljdjkmcndbtv gjdtlfkf vyt j ytq/ Z cghjcbkf? xtv jyf pfybvftncz? b Kbylf hfccrfpfkf? xnj hf,jnftn d jlyjq ,e[ufknthcrjq abhvt (j rjnjhjq vyt e;t ,skj bpdtcnyj)? j,oftncz c rkbtynfvb b dtl`n jnx`ns/ Z crfpfkf? xnj jxtym ,j.cm dphjcktnm/ Jyf gjcjdtnjdfkf yfckf;lfnmcz .yjcnm. b pfdtcnb vyjuj lheptq? gjnjve xnj? rjulf yfxbyftim hf,jnfnm? djpvj;yjcntq ghtlcnfdkztncz dc` vtymit/

Rjulf z cghjcbkf? pfve;tv kb jyf? Kbylf pfcvtzkfcm/ Rjytxyj? z e;t pyfkf? xnj jyf yt ,skf pfve;tv? yj vyt pf[jntkjcm ecksifnm? rfr e yt` ltkf yf k.,jdyjv ahjynt/ Jyf ghbpyfkfcm? xnj d yfcnjzobq vjvtyn e yt` ytn gfhyz (yfdthyjt? d ghjikjv gfhyb e yt` ,skb? yj rnj pyftn? rfr lfdyj)/ Rjulf z cghjcbkf t` yfcx`n ltntq? jyf jndtnbkf? xnj yt [jxtn pfdjlbnm ltntq? gjrf yt yfql`n hf,jne gjkexit/ R njve ;t? rfr jrfpfkjcm? e yt` tcnm ytrjnjhst yfcktlcndtyyst pf,jktdfybz? nfrbt rfr fhnhbn b ltghtccbdysq cbylhjv? b jyf ,jbncz gthtlfnm b[ cdjbv ltnzv/

Pf,fdyj? gjckt njuj rfr jyf j, &#39njv egjvzyekf? z yfikf rjhj,re htwtgnehys[ nf,ktnjr d nefktnt (z gjghjcbkf bv djcgjkmpjdfnmcz)/ Yf &#39nbrtnrt ,skj yfgbcfyj «Lekjrctnby»? gjp;t z gjcvjnhtkf d bynthytnt b j,yfhe;bkf? xnj &#39nj fynbltghtccfyn/ Vyt lf;t ghbikf d ujkjde ienkbdfz vsckm j njv? xnj z? djpvj;yj? cltkf. tq jljk;tybt ntv? xnj e,m. t`/ Yj z ,scnhj jnhbyekf t`? htibd? xnj z e;fcysq xtkjdtr? hfp vyt d ujkjde ghb[jlzn nfrbt vsckb/

D lfkmytqitv dbpbn ghjntrfk ljdjkmyj crexyj/ Vs ujdjhbkb j tlt b j,j dczrb[ gjdctlytdys[ dtof[? d rjywt rjywjd z ghblevfkf ghtlkju? xnj,s eqnb/ Vyt yt ghtlcnfdbkcz ifyc jnrhsnm jryj? yj e vtyz e;t jngfkf ytj,[jlbvjcnm bccktljdfnm t` rdfhnbhe/ Yf genb d j,ot;bnbt z e;t hfpvsikzkf j njv? rfr kexit dctuj e,bnm Kbyle Ejncjy/

Gthtlj vyjq cnjzk ds,jh^ cltkfnm &#39nj &#39aatrnbdyj bkb bynthtcyj/ Z htibkf cltkfnm nfr? xnj,s ,skj dtctkj? – eljdktndjhtybt ,eltn ,jktt gjkysv? tckb z hfcxkty. t`? xtv tckb ghjcnj e,m. b pfrjyxe yf &#39njv/ Gthtytc`vcz chfpe yf jlye ytltk. r 13 ltrf,hz? nj tcnm r ctujlyziytve ly./ Ldf lyz yfpfl Kbylt Ejncjy bcgjkybkjcm 34 ujlf/ Z pfrk.xbkf cfvf c cj,jq gfhb^ tckb Kbylf ,eltn ghjdjlbnm ds[jlyst d jlbyjxtcndt? z ghble b e,m. t`/ Tckb ;t e yt` ,eltn rjvgfybz? z pfqle yf cktle.otq ytltkt bkb htie rfr-yb,elm to`/

&#34nbv enhjv z c]tplbkf d [jpzqcndtyysq vfufpby b regbkf njgjh/ B cyjdf? ds? crjhtt dctuj? cvt`ntcm yflj vyjq? yj d njv b cenm/ Njgjh – &#39nj yfcnjkmrj rkbibhjdfyyjt jhelbt e,bqcndf? yfcnjkmrj «rbyjiyjt»? xnj vyt gjrfpfkjcm? nfr ,eltn dtctktt dctuj/ Rjulf xtkjdtr pfyjcbn tuj yfl rtv-nj bkb xtv-nj – &#39nj ytpf,sdftvfz rfhnbyf/ D vfufpbyt ,skf wtkfz rexf hfpkbxys[ njgjhjd? z ds,hfkf ljcnfnjxyj k`urbq? yj d vthe nz;`ksq? xnj,s elj,yj ,skj bv vf[fnm/

Gjrf z t[fkf d vfibyt c njgjhjv? kt;fotv yf cjctlytv cbltymt? flhtyfkby dyenhb vtyz ,bk ajynfyjv/ Dc`? j x`v z vjukf levfnm d njn vjvtyn? ,skj^ «Dfe? z ltqcndbntkmyj &#39nj ltkf.»/ Yt d gkj[jv cvsckt? &#39nj ,skj elbdktybt? jnnjuj xnj dc` ghjbc[jlbn dpfghfdle/ Yf vtyz to` yf[ksyekb djcgjvbyfybz j njv rjhjnrjv ghjvt;enrt dhtvtyb? xnj vs ghjdtkb dvtcnt c Kbyljq/ E vtyz ckjdyj ;bpym vtkmrfkf gthtl ukfpfvb? [jnz njn xfc ,sk ljdjkmyj ytghbvtxfntkmysv? z cksifkf j,hsdrb yfituj lbfkjuf? t` cvt[? dbltkf dshf;tybt kbwf b njve gjlj,yst dtob/

To` z levfkf j njv? xnj d nfrjq vjvtyn xedcnde.n cthbqyst e,bqws/ Ibpjahtybxtcrbt ufkk.wbyfwbb& Ctrcefkmyjt djp,e;ltybt& Gjyznbz yt bvt.? yj e vtyz cfvjq ,skj joeotybt? xnj dct xedcndf j,jcnhbkbcm b jlyjdhtvtyyj jytvtkb? tckb nfrjt djj,ot djpvj;yj/

Ght;lt xtv z dsikf bp vfibys? vyt [dfnbkj plhfdjuj cvsckf ceyenm njgjh d h.rpfr? xnj,s yt dsukzltnm cnhfyyjq? blz gj gfhrjdrt/ Herjznm njhxfkf yfhe;e? yj &#39nj ,skj yt df;yj/ Vj` cthlwt jncnerbdfkj nfre. xtx`nre? xnj ujhkjv z xedcndjdfkf gekmcfwb. dty/ Z gjgsnfkfcm cj[hfybnm hjdyjt ls[fybt? yj &#39nj ytdthjznyj ckj;yj? rjulf nfr ,tityj ,m`ncz cthlwt/

Z gjljikf r rdfhnbht Kbyls Ejncjy b? cyzd h.rpfr? ghbkj;bkf e[j r ldthb/ Z ecksifkf ujkjc? rjnjhsq tq yt ghbyflkt;fk? – e yt` ,skb ujcnb& Ytn? &#39nj ghjcnj ntktdbpjh b ghbvtibdf.obtcz r ytve pderb t` ifujd pf ldthm./ Yf cfvjv ltkt z x`hn pyftn crjkmrj ghjcnjzkf nfr? ghbkj;bd e[j r ldthb? z [jntkf ,snm f,cjk.nyj edthtyf d njv? xnj ljvf ybrjuj yt ,skj/ Ghjikj? yfdthyjt? wtks[ ltcznm vbyen? ght;lt xtv z cvjukf e,tlbnm ct,z? xnj dc` d gjhzlrt/

Z nb[j hfccntuyekf vjkyb. h.rpfrf b dpzkf njgjh d j,t herb/ B[ j[dfnbkf ;enrfz lhj;m/ Rfrjuj x`hnf vj` ntkj nfr yf &#39nj htfubhetn& Z dtktkf tve pfnryenmcz b pfdthbkf? xnj ybxtuj jcj,tyyj nen ytn? yj? hfpevttncz? jyj jnrfpfkjcm vtyz ckeifnm/ F djj,ot ,skj cnhfyyj yf,k.lfnm pf ntv? rfr cbkmyj nhzckbcm vjb herb/ Dblbvj? crfpsdfkcz ghbkbd flhtyfkbyf/ Z pfrfnbkf ukfpf jn cj,cndtyyjq ,tpyfl`;yjcnb b gjkj;bkf here yf ldthye. hexre? lfd tq jnlj[yenm/ Tckb ldthm pfgthnf? z gjcnexe? – ybxtuj yt bpvtybncz/ Z cltkfkf uke,jrbq dlj[ b pfcnfdbkf vecreks ntkf hf,jnfnm/

Z ,scnhj gjdthyekf ldthye. hexre/ Yt pfgthnj/ Jlybv ldb;tybtv z jnrhskf ldthm b ghjcrjkmpyekf dyenhm/ Kbylf Ejncjy cnjzkf yf re[yt? dctuj d ytcrjkmrb[ ifuf[ jn vtyz/ Zcyj? jyf rfr hfp ujnjdbkf/ Jyf nen ;t gjlghsuyekf jn bcgeuf b gjdthyekfcm rj vyt/ Z j;blfkf &#39njuj/ Z ,scnhj dsgecnbkf ldthye. hexre b rhtgrj dpzkfcm pf njgjh ldevz herfvb/ Xthtp vuyjdtybt z jcjpyfkf? xnj jyf ctqxfc pfrhbxbn dj dc` ujhkj/ Dcgjvbyfz j, &#39njv ctqxfc? z ,skf gjkyjq lehjq? xnj yt ghtldbltkf &#39nj/ Rfr njkmrj Kbylf jnrhskf hjn? gsnfzcm xnj-nj crfpfnm? – dhjlt jyf lf;t crfpfkf xnj-nj? – z c cbkjq elfhbkf t` njgjhjv d ntvz/

Yj ktpdbt ,skj yfghfdktyj d ghjnbdjgjkj;ye. cnjhjye/ <bkf z j,e[jv njgjhf/ Z cltkfkf &#39nj yfvthtyyj? – d ne ljk. ctreyls z gjxtve-nj htibkf? xnj nfr gjkexbncz cdtcnb djpvj;ysq iev r vbybveve/ B ltqcndbntkmyj? &#39nj chf,jnfkj/ Z gjxnb yt gjxedcndjdfkf cjghjnbdktybz/ Rjulf njgjh dcnhtnbkcz c t` ujkjdjq? jyf jnktntkf d cnjhjye/ Gjkecajhvbhjdfyyjt ckjdj dsktntkj bpj hnf Kbyls rfr cnhfyyfz jnhs;rf? yfdthyjt yfb,jktt njxyj &#39nj vj;yj jgbcfnm rfr uhjvrbq dslj[/ D njn ;t vjvtyn t` ujkjdf elfhbkfcm gj bythwbb j re[jyysq irfa b ;tyobyf egfkf yf gjk? yt cgjcj,yfz ,jkmit cj[hfyznm hfdyjdtcbt/ Yt rjkt,kzcm? z ghjljk;fkf yfyjcbnm elfhs njgjhjv gj t` ntke? gjrf jyf gjkekt;fkf yf gjke? jlyfrj yf ctq hfp ktpdbt cvjnhtkj d ghfdbkmye. cnjhjye/ Z yt pyfkf? relf ye;yj ,bnm? gj&#39njve wtkbkfcm d j,kfcnm rk.xbw b d uhelm/

Z yt xedcndjdfkf? xnj ktpdbt uke,jrj d[jlbn d yt`? yj cksifkf ghbznysq uke[jq cner rf;lsq hfp? rfr njgjh djypfkcz d gkjnm/ Z lf;t xedcndjdfkf vzurjt joeotybt gjuhe;tybz? j,]zditt herb? rfr ,elnj njgjh ,sk abpbxtcrbv djgkjotybt vjtuj ghbrjcyjdtybz/

Gjl dkbzybtv vjvtynf z pfvf[yekfcm? xnj,s elfhbnm t` d it.? yj ghjvfpfkf b njgjh ckexfqyj djypbkcz d gjk$ uke[jq? yj uhjvrbq pder ghjy`ccz &#39[jv gj rdfhnbht/ E vtyz yt ,skj dhtvtyb j,hfofnm yf &#39njv dybvfybz/ Z cyjdf dpvf[yekf njgjhjv? yf &#39njn hfp ghbwtkbdibcm gjkexit? - elfh gjkexbkcz ,jktt ghbwtkmysv? z gjxedcndjdfkf? rfr hfphe,bkf yfgjgjkfv rjcnm bkb [hzo? bkb xnj nfv ,skj to`/ Gjckt &#39njuj z htibkf he,fyenm gj kbwe? e vtyz gjkexbkcz lbfujyfkmysq hfphtp? bleobq xthtp yjc b hjn/ Vyt gjyhfdbkjcm joeotybt b z cltkfkf &#39nj cyjdf/

Yfrjytw z htibkf ytyfljkuj jcnfyjdbnmcz? xnj,s jwtybnm eoth,/ Kbylf rhjdjnjxbkf cnhfyysv j,hfpjv/ Rhjdm ntrkf bp yt` djkyfvb? dblbvj d nfrn t` cthlwt,btyb./ Rhjdm j,hfpjdsdfkf gjl ytq edtkbxbdf.oe.cz ke;e? vt;le gkbnrfvb gjkf ,t;fkb vtkrbt hextqrb/ T` ,ktlyj-ujke,fz he,firf ,skf dcz bpjlhfyf b jrhfcbkfcm d n`vyj-,jhljdsq? nrfym rfr ,s gthtvtifkfcm c vfccjq gkjnb yf t` uhelb/ Dtplt ,ktcntkf fkfz rhjdm/ T` kbwj ,skj yt d kexitv cjcnjzybb? rhjdm cjxbkfcm bp jnrhsns[ hdfys[ hfy? t` ue,f gjdbckf yf recrt rj;b? j,yf;bd jrhfcbdibtcz rhfcysv pe,s/ &#34nj ,skj jxtym cnhfyyjt phtkbot? jyf gj[jlbkf yf pjv,b/

Jlyfrj Kbylf ,skf dc` to` ;bdf/ T` rjytxyjcnb dzkj b ,tcwtkmyj ghjljk;fkb ldbufnmcz? gjrf jyf ,tcgjvjoyj kt;fkf yf cgbyt/ <jkmit dctuj jyf vyt yfgjvbyfkf rfrjt-yb,elm yfctrjvjt^ ns lfdbim tuj? f jyj ghjljk;ftn ldbufnm kfgrfvb? gjrf yt evh`n jrjyxfntkmyj/ Bvtyyj nfr jyf ct,z b dtkf/ Yj z yt pyfkf? xthtp crjkmrj dhtvtyb jyf evh`n b d yfcrjkmrj gkj[jv cjcnjzybb ctqxfc yf[jlbncz/ D bnjut z dpzkf cj cnjkf ,jkmijq yj;? rjnjhsv jyf htpfkf vzcj/ Gsnfzcm yt yfcnegfnm d rhjdfde. ke;e? z djypbkf yj; d dth[y.. xfcnm itb? cnfhfzcm rfr ,s ghjhtpfnm t` cktdf-yfghfdj/ <skj ytvyjuj ytelj,yj? gjnjve xnj &#39nf xfcnm ntkf ,skf vzurjq b j,djkfrbdfkf yj;? gjrf z cbkbkfcm hfphtpfnm gkjnm/ Cnjbn jnvtnbnm? xnj joeotybt ,skj cjdctv bysv? yt;tkb jn njgjhf/ Nfrjt xedcndj? ,elnj z gsnfkfcm hfphtpfnm njkcntyysq recjr cshjuj vzcf ([jnz nt[ybxtcrb nfr b ,skj)/

Bp hfphtpf [ksyekf rhjdm? z yfltzkfcm? xnj hfphtpfkf dct ukfdyst fhnthbb/ Dblbvj? &#39nj chf,jnfkj? gjnjve xnj xthtp vuyjdtybt gjcktlybt cbks d rjytxyjcnz[ Kbyls bcczrkb b jyb ,tpdjkmyj pfvthkb yf gjke/ Z lfkf ct,t ytcrjkmrj ctreyl? xnj,s jnlsifnmcz/ Dhtvtyb njhxfnm d rdfhnbht b levfnm j yjdjghbj,htn`yyjv jgsnt yt ,skj/ Z cvskf c yj;f rhjdm? jreyed tuj d uhzpye. rfcnh.k. d hfrjdbyt b ,hjcbkf tuj d h.rpfr/ C njgjhjv z ghjltkfkf nj ;t cfvjt/ To` z pf,hfkf yjen,er? cnjzdibq yf re[jyyjv cnjkt/ Nfv ,sk jnrhsn htwtgn ntkznbys c uhb,fvb/ Vyt jy ,sk ye;ty yt lkz gjkmpjdfybz? e vtyz cfvjq ,sk ghtrhfcysq yjen,er? xnj z regbkf lkz ex`,s/ Ghjcnj hflb pf,fds z [jntkf d y`v gjrjgfnmcz/

Yfrjytw z dsikf yfhe;e b pfrhskf pf cj,jq ldthm/ Yf cdbntht b l;bycf[ dblytkbcm cktls rhjdb/ Yj pf,fdyj? xnj z &#39nj ghtlecvjnhtkf b yfltkf jlt;le n`vyjuj wdtnf/

Gjrf z t[fkf yf vfibyt ljvjq? d ujkjdt cyjdf b cyjdf? rfr yf gjdnjht? ghjbuhsdfkjcm ytlfdytt cj,snbt/ Vj;yj lf;t crfpfnm? xnj &#39nj ghjbc[jlbn cj vyjq b ctqxfc/ Yj d wtkjv xedcndj ,skj ljdjkmyj ghbznysv/ Kbylf Ejncjy vthndf/ Z rfr ,s gjpdjkbkf nz;tcnb jcjpyfybz &#39njuj afrnf ekj;bnmcz d vjtq ujkjdt/ Jyj ghjcnj ytdthjznyj/ Ns gjybvftim? xnj gjkyjcnm. dsxthryek xm`-nj ceotcndjdfybt/ Z lf;t yt pyf.? rfr to` &#39nj jgbcfnm/

D j,otv? yj; b njgjh z dsrbyekf d gjvjqre d rfvgect/ Rf;tncz? vecjh dsdjpzn gj gjytltkmybrfv? pyfxbn r &#39njve dhtvtyb b[ edtpen/ Vjz cjctlrf gj ds[jlysv etp;ftn bp j,ot;bnbz ljvjq? nfr xnj ctujlyz rjvyfnf gjkyjcnm. d vj`v hfcgjhz;tybb/ E vtyz gjzdbkfcm djpvj;yjcnm ghjcvjnhtnm bcnjhb. ,hfepthf Kbyls/ Z yt jib,kfcm d njv? xnj pltcm ,elen [hfybnmcz t` cfvst cjrhjdtyyst nfqys/

Yf cfvjv ltkt nfv ,skj gjkyj dczrjq dekmufhobys dhjlt gjhyjcfqnjd c dbltj? bcnjhbzvb b ghjxbv/ Nj ;t rfcfkjcm b bcnjhbb t` gjbcrf/ Vyjubt cfqns ,skb ljdjkmyj crexysvb? yfghbvth cnhfybws j ujnjdrt b htwtgnf[? cfqns jykfqy buh nbgf <tl;tdtktl b gjlj,ys[/ Rjulf z ljikf lj bcnjhbb ytltkmyjq lfdyjcnb? gj vjtq cgbyt ghj,t;fk [jkjljr/

Bcnjhbz gjkybkfcm pfghjcfvb nbgf^ @cgjcj,s cfvje,bqcndf@? @rfr pfdzpfnm eptk@? @jgfcyst [jpzqcndtyyst [bvbrfns@? @jnhfdktybt eufhysv ufpjv@?  - vyj;tcndj gjlj,ys[/ Jyf ,s? yfdthyjt? vjukf yfgbcfnm wtke. rybue gjckt cnjkm nofntkmyjuj bpextybz djghjcf/ Gj[j;t? xnj Kbylf pflevsdfkfcm j cfvje,bqcndt/ Vj;tn? nfrbt vsckb ,skb yfdtzys t` ltghtccbtq&

Yflj crfpfnm? vtyz gjhfpbkf bhjybxyjcnm cbnefwbb/ Djpvj;yj? Kbylf evthkf ,s d k.,jv ckexft/ Rjytxyj? jyf vjukf b yt htibnmcz yf cfvje,bqcndj/ D nfrjv ckexft t` e,bqcndj ,skj cdjtj,hfpysv gjlfhrjv yf ltym hj;ltybz/ Dj dctq &#39njq cbnefwbb tcnm xnj-nj rjvbxyjt d ytpljhjdjv cvsckt? hfpevttncz? b &#39nj jcnfdkztn cnhfyysq ghbdrec e vtyz dj hne/ Z njkmrj yt gjybvf.? gjxtve dct &#39nb pfghjcs gjgflfkb d rfntujhb. @ytltkmyjq lfdyjcnb@? ybxtuj gjlj,yjuj gjp;t &#39njq lfns jyf yt bcrfkf/

D bnjut yjen,er z ds,hjcbkf d vecjh dvtcnt c lheubvb dtofvb/ C e,bqcndf ghjikj ytcrjkmrj xfcjd? nfr xnj e vtyz ,skj dhtvz cgjrjqyj j,j dc`v gjhfpvsckbnm/ Rfr z b crfpfkf? jgsn dgjkyt eljdktndjhbk vtyz b z hflf? xnj dc`-nfrb cltkfkf &#39nj/ Yfrjytw vj;yj dsxthryenm &#39ne cnhjre bp cgbcrf ;tkfybq bkb? rfr to` vj;yj dshfpbnmcz? gjldtcnb lkz ct,z bnjub/ Yfdthyjt? z d gthdsq b gjcktlybq hfp gbie bvz Kbyls Ejncjy? gjcrjkmre djpdhfof.cm r cdjtq j,sxyjq cneltyxtcrjq ;bpyb? [jnz z? djpvj;yj? ghjljk;e dhtvz jn dhtvtyb yf,k.lfnm pf k.lmvb? e; ckbirjv &#39nj dtctkj b edktrfntkmyj/

Yj vtyz ybrjulf yt jcnfdbn d gjrjt djghjc^ crjkmrj to` gjlj,ys[ vyt k.ltq& Z edthtyf? xnj vyjuj? gjnjve xnj? yf vjq dpukzl? ytn ybxtuj cnhfyyjuj d njv? xnj dfv k.,jgsnyj? rfrjdj &#39nj - e,bnm xtkjdtrf/ R ytcxfcnm.? &#39nj yt nj? j x`v vj;yj cgjrjqyj gjujdjhbnm? gj&#39njve z dhzl kb rjulf-yb,elm epyf. yfdthyzrf/ <jkmibycndj k.ltq? crjhtt dctuj? cjdhen? tckb cghjcbnm b[ yfghzve./ Yj ntgthm e;t ytdjpvj;yj yt pflevfnmcz? levftn kb djy njn xtkjdtr? rjnjhsq ecnfdbkcz yf dfc d ghjlernjdjv vfufpbyt? xnj bcgsnftn? e,bd dfc& <elm e vtyz djpvj;yjcnm? z ,s d gjlhj,yjcnz[ hfcgbcfkf tve cdjb joeotybz? f lfkmit jy ,s e;t cfv htibk dc` lkz ct,z/ Yj? rnj pyftn? vj;tn vyt gjdtpkj b &#39njn xtkjdtr - ds/ Crfpfnm gj ghfdlt? z jxtym? jxtym yf &#39nj yflt.cm/

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