Drowning in Life

Tried to talk to you but you were too stressed
Tried to do things with you but you were depressed
Stayed up all night for you but you decided to rest
Stayed loyal regardless when I should give protest
Tired of having my emotions suppressed
There are still many things left unexpressed

Tried to talk to you but you were focused on romance
Tried to do things with you but you never gave me the chance
Stayed and waited faithfully, you never gave me a glance
Stayed loyal even when my body withered without defense
Tired of trying when it just causes further laments
There is too much I hid for your blessed ignorance

Tried to talk to you but you have a busy career
Tried to keep the friendship going when you wouldn't persevere
Stayed around after work, so why couldn't you appear
Stayed around for you, but I wasn't one you held dear
Tired of always being the one who has to adhere
There is just too much that has been made clear

Tried to talk to you but you didn't wish for conversation
Tried to do things with you, you just didn't care for communication
Stayed around as I didn't know you felt stagnation
Stayed around as I wasn't told you wanted to be alone for the duration
Tired of giving up so much dedication
There is never a time I get cooperation

Tried to talk to you, you just pretended for my sake
Tried to handle that, but got burned out by that mistake
Stayed around, even when it was too much to take
Stayed around, it was you who decided to forsake
Tired of embracing others only to have my heart break
There is just too much I am willing to put at stake

Tried to talk to you, but you couldn't accept my opinion
Tried to do things with you but there was just too much of a division
Stayed and devoted myself until you made the abrupt decision
Stayed only to be told I am selfish and a monster without dominion
Tired of always ending up the villain
There are just too many others who can't understand my position

Tried to talk to you, but you just wished to be a mentor
Tried to do things with you, but you never wished to do anything more
Stayed around, but you felt that I was done for
Stayed around, you decided not to be around me anymore
Tired of living my life and experiencing what I did before
There are just too many repetitions, friendships are a bore

Tried to talk to you, but you held too many expectations
Tried to do things with you, but I couldn't sacrifice my foundations
Stayed around even when faltered our relations
Stayed around, then you got tired of our situations
Tired of dealing with all these associations
There just is nothing in the end but frustrations

I am trying to talk to you, but you are always too tired
I am trying to do things with you, but such things are undesired
Staying around but fearing when things will be expired
Staying, but fear history once more will be transpired
Getting tired of giving care when I am never admired
There is no right for my misery, but a certain level of care is required