Honours

The Asian delegation they have to monitor the internets because they stay on at the most and that’s why these memes are so prevalent about the same bullshit triggers as if something supposed to happen these people are living their shitty life and their relationship can’t last because of the type of mental illnesses they have

That’s why they either have to make you comfortable with being second or traumatized with it. They know themselves their own relationships to have expiration dates. It’s weird people like that seeing how long I can put up with it because you think I don’t know what it’s like to have rich family be fu*king mentally ill, without being able to do anything about it, you let people find out on their own and stand back and smile as they try to make you feel bad and you just keep doing your work

I hope it’s about money. If it’s something that shallow I’m safe because I’m only a document an essay, grant proposals and white papers away from changing my own life. If I just keep going through the library and printing paperwork and filing it nonstop it’s what happened last time? I just want to do it on brand new technology, it’s not gonna make a difference. I don’t want to use cracked iPhone so somebody can send some message thinking it means anything when I’m still doing my work the same way I was doing it and Sheridan literally nothing has changed just some guy telling himself things out loud around other people who have to believe him  Because of the whole suicide and murder thing being an actual problem I’m not stupid it’s just a weird weirdo trying to make me a problem so I get bullied because he can’t beat up the police but bullies play victim and pick on you when no one’s everybody knows it’s so simple just gotta have people looking when they try to do the same thing  But on the Internet, it’s a little harder it’s just impossible to hide talking about admiration towards somebody’s hard work. You can see the distain and discomfort on their face when you bring it up.