The reason why I unfriended suddenly

Took my voice

Try to keep this short

I know that I said we'd always be friends, that it's not intentional, but after this trip I think it is

I don't deserve this

I'm not convinced it's completely unintentional, I think you do some of it on purpose

Lauren and I are in agreement that you ruined the trip

You made it miserable

You had to make everyone miserable

You're all about comfort zones and boundaries but you only care about your own

It's not trivial things, it's big things, you're mean to me

Every time I'm around, you do something, a number of things

As insensitive as Lauren is, she has never made me not want to be friends, never even need a break

Lauren really doesn't do it on purpose, impossible to understand

She was pissed the entire time too

Did my best to let a lot of it go, but toward the end it got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore, and I could hardly look at you

I'm sure you felt it

I could tell that you were uncomfy with the cold shoulder but what do you expect

You were on TikTok so much, couldn't put it down

Saddest part is it was your own tiktoks, heard the same audio

Kept interrupting to show likes/comments

Pinch of clout changed you, it's all you care about

You are obsessed with growth to the point where it's unhealthy

My last day, as far we knew, we were playing cards and you couldn't help yourself
Michael rubbed my back, Lauren looking at me. They felt so bad
I gave you a hint, you ignored it and did it in my face

I know you knew, you're not that oblivious

That's intentional

You do things just to complain about

Bed issue
We offered solutions, you ignored them, dismissive
Made me feel great
If I had been in your position
Next morning you complained

You are so miserable to be around you complain and complain and expect to be catered to

Very rarely go out of your way, didn't pay for anything
You wouldn't help pick up, which is fine, but the comment you made

Thanks for being so lovely

Lauren cleans every time, and always has
I did your dishes too, we do it because we loved each other and you can't be bothered

Beanie, didn't acknowledge me
Don't need a thank you, but it's the principle

Dress issue from last trip

You have a horrible attitude, you're literally a spoiled brat
I can't take it anymore

"Didn't know marble was..."
Where is she supposed to stay
You never apologized for all that grief

You're always poor sport when you game
You get pissy

-customs issues can't play normal
Have to baby you

dead space boss, had to apologize
I'm sure this is so entertaining

IT IS ENTERTAINING!!!

Insulting yourself, you wanna be a victim so bad

tunneled by legion, you were rude to my son
don't teach that shit to my kids whom you barely acknowledged

-moving away from Gabe

Lauren went everywhere with me, you got offended

You're the one ditching me
Why is it always all about you all the time

For someone so wholesome you'e really rude and selfish

we can't disagree with you about anything, unknown pregnancy
Passing passive aggression off as jokes but I know you

You have hurt my feelings for the last time
I don't feel bad for going back on my word
It wasn't fair to me, as my friend you should have refused it

Manipulated me by reminding me

You told Lauren you couldn't sleep on the floor anymore
friends sacrifice for each other, you just take

Lauren said she had a list going, I didn't want to be near you
You think I'd be excited that the train was delayed but I couldn't wait for you to leave
I wish you never came and I'm sure you felt that way too, considering you only bought the ticket to prove a point
and you kept dropping hints, like Keegan won't let me come back

Transportation issue

Just say the truth

It's fine I don't want you to come back, you treat me like shit

But wait, there's more

When I asked you what you wanted to eat, your pathetic mousey voice
Manipulation, because of the cold shoulder
Not gonna eat, really?

Then I felt bad and gave you my milkshake anyway

Then I had to really force myself to act fine so you'd stop pouting like a child as if you didn't do this to yourself

You perked right up after thatYou sat behind the couch

Lauren came by herself and it was so nice
No negativity bringing us down

If I treated you this way

I vent to tayla. Told her everything
She was appalled, she called you a bully, why is she getting a special exception

Had to really think about it, she reminds me every day how devastating it would be
Didn't want to hurt you

does that seem healthy

Makes me wonder how you treat Kaegan though it's none of my business

But that's irrelevant because this is about how you treat me, and I'm fed the fuck up

Don't think I've been around you one time since we got close, me visiting or you, that I didn't leave with a list of things that upset me

Not small things, big things that are inexcusable for a grown woman pushing 30.

You need to grow up and stop making everything about you

Until you mature, leave me alone

Look at the bright side, more time for TikTok

Now you have no distractions at all

I would never do this to you, let alone repeatedly

Maybe now I can start streaming because you made me feel bad about that too
Tayla and the marathoner

You're putting me down

I know if I did stream and did better than you, I'd never hear the end of it
You are a pro at making people feel bad about themselves and feel guilty about any slightest inconvenience

My mental health matters too and this isn't fair
Lauren wanted me to let you know that she is done too, but I'm sure you don't care because you never liked her anyway
I really hope you enjoy your whole 11 viewers because they're the only friends you've got now, and they'll never know the real you like I do.