jayden - Today at 1:44 PM
hi
horu - Today at 1:47 PM
hi
jayden - Today at 1:48 PM
whats up
horu - Today at 1:48 PM
not much
how about you
jayden - Today at 1:49 PM
bored
a bit sad
horu - Today at 1:49 PM
whats making you sad
jayden - Today at 1:49 PM
myself i guess
horu - Today at 1:49 PM
hugs
i know the feel
anything in particular?
about yourself
jayden - Today at 1:51 PM
i dont know really
i just dont like myself
horu - Today at 1:51 PM
ah, hugs
i used to be the same
i like myself now minus some stuff
but
i used to absolutely hate myself
i think stuff like that gets better with age
even if it is slow
you are still a person, even if yhou are you
you still have some time to get used to and know, you
jayden - Today at 1:54 PM
i guess so
horu - Today at 1:54 PM
it all depends
i think you are a great person even if you do not feel that way
i used to hate my self but i like myself now personally
but i am not you and only you are you
you must take time to get to know you and work on the things you do not like about yuorself
jayden - Today at 1:58 PM
i dont know
i dont even know why i hate myself
i just do
horu - Today at 1:59 PM
and thats why you learn mroe about  yourself and what to fix
there were things i hated myself for that i did not understand
or even know i disliked, but i did
not sure if that makes sense, but thats how i personally felt
jayden - Today at 2:01 PM
idk
all i know is that music makes it better
horu - Today at 2:01 PM
well then listen your heart out !
i drown things out as well sometimes
mainly with art when i gert that way
but its all personal art
jayden - Today at 2:01 PM
im probably going to binge system all day tbh
horu - Today at 2:01 PM
sounds fun to me
i did that last night
while getting to legend
soad is good climbing music
jayden - Today at 2:02 PM
yeah i used to listen to it while climbing
i know part of my problem is that i feel unwanted
but not much more than that
horu - Today at 2:23 PM
ah well i know you're wanted as a friend
and to your gf more thjan that
jayden - Today at 2:27 PM
i dont like saying this because its gross and i dont know if its the depression talking or what i actually feel but i dont feel like im enough to interest dez, but i love her very much and just the thought of losing her makes me cry
horu - Today at 2:46 PM
aw, hugs
you want to be with her
also if you're feelng like
you're not enough for anything even your gf its more than likely
depressoin
it deifnitely seems like to me you are enough to intrest her, you have a lot of things you like and things that interest you and things you like to do even if you are not actively oding them all the time
horu - Today at 3:07 PM
im going ot bed but feel free to say anything and ill check it when i can