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- >You are Anon
- >It's around 2:00 Am
- >Looking outside the window you can see a slight breeze pushing and pulling the apple trees as a full moon shines bright.
- >You feel as empty as ever.
- >You remember your life back home. It wasn't the best, but you know it wasn't worth throwing away to come here.
- >Spending countless hours lying awake. Thinking of how much better it would be to live in a world full of magic.
- >And of course friendship.
- >Something you couldn't obtain on Earth.
- >It's still unclear how you even got to Equestria. One minute at home, the next, you're in a land full of colorful pones.
- >The details are fuzzy, yet you remember doing something specific before you got here.
- >It doesn't matter now. Nothing really does.
- >Who would have guessed your isolated lifestyle and lack of friends would land you in the same position you were on earth.
- >When they first saw you. Most were scared. Terrified even. Thinking you were some kind of monster.
- >Even after being explained, most ponies still hide and whisper to each other at the sight of you.
- >Nobody looks you in the eye.
- >They all give blunt answers when you try to start a conversation. They just want you to go away.
- >You couldn't make friends even if you wanted to.
- >Somehow, you had to find a way to support yourself. So after some job searching, the apple family reluctantly offered a job working on the farm.
- >They even offered a guest bedroom for you to stay in.
- >It was kind. But they still had the same behavior and demeanor to you. Just like the other ponies.
- >Cold. And distant.
- >This place wasn't a dream come true. As cheesy as it sounded. It was a nightmare.
- >And it was time to stop it.
- >You've been working on this farm for 3 months now. Mostly simple stuff. "take this here, put that there." That kind of thing.
- >But the apple family never really acknowledged you as a being.
- >Blank stares and expressions.
- >You once caught them together sharing a laugh in the kitchen.
- >You thought maybe you could chime in.
- "Ha, whats so funny?"
- >Immediately the room was hushed to silence.
- >Maybe a cough or two.
- >"Oh, heheh it's nothin anon. Just a uh.. pony joke, ah don't think you'd get it." Applejack said, breaking the silence.
- >Applejack was the only member of the family that talked to you. Even if it was just small talk.
- >She even listened to things you said. And contributed her thoughts to them.
- >But at the same time she always had a worried expression on her face when she talked to you.
- >It made anything she said to you feel hollow. Like she was only talking because she had to.
- >As the days went by. The lack of social interaction started to eat away at any optimism you had.
- >You were just a machine.
- >Preforming tasks day by day for the apple family.
- >A simple work mule.
- >But hell, even mules had friends here!
- >2:25 AM
- >It's time to make this all end. Make all this pain just stop.
- >You had taken a rope from the barn while no one was looking yesterday. You hid it under your bed.
- >Slowly you shift your gaze from the window. To the bed. Crouching down you grab the rope coil.
- >You tie one end into a noose.
- >It wasn't difficult. After all you had plenty of time to practice, being alone most of the time.
- >The guest room has wooden beam that goes across the length of the ceiling.
- >There was even space between the beam and the ceiling itself.
- >You climb on top of the bed to reach it.
- >It was almost too easy securing the rope there.
- >After that is finished, you go to climb back down.
- >You loose your footing and fall to the floor. Landing with a very loud and audible THUD.
- "fuck"
- >You lay on the floor for a bit. Soaking in the pain.
- >'I hope nobody heard that' you think to yourself. Slowly you start to get up.
- >You would have to work a little quicker now. If somebody did hear that, they were certain to come and investigate.
- >You had intended to write a note. But decided against it. It's not like anyone would read it anyway.
- >You grab a chair sitting in the corner of the room and drag it under the rope.
- >Climbing on top, you take the noose and slide it over your head.
- >You stand there. Atop a chair with a rope around your neck. Facing the window. The moon is beautiful.
- >You're entranced by it. A small smile forming across your face.
- >A tear rolls down your cheek.
- >you kick the chair out from under you. Instantly you feel the rope tighten around your neck.
- >You try your best to be still and let death take you without a fight.
- >The door opens.
- >A tired voice begins to speak "Anon, did you hear a-"
- >Her eyes widen.
- >"ANON!"
- >She quickly climbs up and unties the rope with her teeth in a matter of seconds.
- >You fall to the ground.
- >Feeling the blood shift around your head. Dizzy and gasping for air.
- >Applejack runs to your side.
- >"ANON! What in all Equestria were you doing?!"
- >You turn to Applejack. Your vision slowly becoming clearer.
- >Head still swimming. You attempt to say something.
- "a..applejack? why...what...what are you doing here?"
- >"Whats wrong with you anon?! You couldof' died!"
- >Regaining your senses. You look at her. She was genuinely terrified.
- >It was strange. It was probably the first time seeing any kind of reaction from anybody.
- "That was kind of the point"
- >Head still throbbing you look to the floor. Then back to applejack.
- >Her eyes are darting around the room.
- >"But, why would you?! How could?! Ah Don't..!?"
- >Tears start to roll down her face.
- >Suddenly, she wraps her front hooves around you. Pulling you in. Fully embracing you. Squeezing tight.
- >"No no no no no"
- >She says over and over in a sobbing, shaking voice.
- >"No anon. Just...No...ah... ahm so sorry"
- >Her voice now turned to whisper.
- >You sit there now. Literally dazed and confused.
- >What was all this? Did she really care? Were you just too dumb too see it?
- >None of this made sense.
- >And yet.
- >You found yourself in tears aswell.
- >Your arms find themselves wrapping around the scared and sobbing pony.
- >And for a while you both sit there with each other.
- >The moonlight shining through on top of you both, in the dark room.
- >You attempt to ease Applejack's sobbing
- "Don't be sorry. You didn't do anything wrong."
- >She hugs you tighter.
- >"Ah knew I shoulda s-said somethin"
- "what?"
- >She takes a deep breath
- >"Anon, all this time. Ah have been worried about you. You just seem so..."
- >She pauses. Still trying to compose herself.
- >"Ah wanted to say something sooner. But the rest of the family said ah'd be wasting my time. That you weren't worth it"
- >"This is my fault."
- "Applejack I-"
- >"Anon, please just know that we care about you! Or at the very least ah do! We can make this work! Together."
- >She begins to sob again.
- >"Just promise me you'll never do that again."
- >Hearing her words. Changed something inside you. It was like there was reason and order in the world again.
- "Ok, Applejack."
- >She rests her head on your shoulder.
- >You look outside the window at the trees... and at the glowing moon.
- >And. At that moment. For the first time in ages.
- >You could feel something.
- End.
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