Aqua: Welcome to my member stream. It feels like it's been a while.
Aqua: It just started all the sudden. That's how it usually goes for me, member streams just start with no opening.
Aqua: I've wanted to do a member stream for a while now but just couldn't find the time to do one. Today I finally had some time and there's a lot I want to talk about.
Aqua: First of all, I'd like to talk about some recent stuff.
Aqua: I might be drinking tons of water for the whole stream. I forgot to put water in my humidifier and my throat is so dry...
Aqua: If it's way too dry to deal with I'll put some water in the humidifier.
Aqua: So for the first topic, I tweeted about it earlier. Goodbye Sengen went up recently.
Aqua: Ahh I'm a little sleepy. I've had so much work recently.
Aqua: Anyway, I can't believe it's already at 950k views. Is it really going to go past 1 million today already? How is that even possible?
Aqua: It's gaining views so fast I'm actually shocked. Thank you so much for listening to it so much.
Aqua: I'm happy that it's gaining views so fast, I put so much work into it.
Aqua: Oh by the way, there will be some serious talk today as well, but I'll leave that for later.
Aqua: I had them redo the mixing and harmonies and everything a few times, I really wanted to make sure everything is perfect.
Talking about her legendary cap and getting teased over it.
Aqua: Mu-chan is starting to get restelss as well. He's been really energetic recently when I start streaming.
Aqua: I wanted the thumbnail to be the illustration with the cap on, but the person who was in charge of that had some really deep counter-arguments.
Aqua: So yeah, take a closer look at the music video as well, the illustrations are really amazingly detailed.
Aqua: None of that was up to me, it was just the illustrator and editor being amazing. Everyone who was involved was really incredible.
Aqua: There's one more cover video coming this month for sure.
Aqua: Oh yeah, I also have the free 3D concert coming up on the 9th of May. Only 5 days left? Really?
Aqua: I have to work hard for that of course, but there's also some things that have to be figured out elsewhere still.
Aqua: I'll probably be involved in that until the very last minute.
Aqua: I've recently started paying a lot more attention to all the details. It's not good to focus on that too much, but if you're making something for everyone to see then you might as well...
Aqua: ...make it as good as possible, down to the small details.
Aqua: I talked about this around my solo live as well, but getting to the level of quality I want just takes a long time.
Aqua: Sorry about the noise, Mu-chan is really hyper today.
Aqua: I really want to make it an event that I can be proud of. I'm going to do everything I can, even though it's a little rough.
Aqua: I've also gotten a lot better physically. I was completely out of it sick just last month, but I'm much better overall now.
Question came in about energy drinks. Aqua reminiscing about drinking 4 a day pretty often last month.
Aqua: I was a little hesitant if I want to talk about this at all, but I'll just do it here.
Aqua: People who want to know can know, and people who don't know can stay that way is what I think about this topic.
Aqua: I'm so nervous...
Aqua: So, first of all...
Aqua: I took some time off last month as you know, and since then I've been able to announce a lot of stuff and been busy.
Aqua: I haven't been able to stream like I would want to, but lately I've had some time.
Aqua: In April I was down mentally as well, and I'm now in a position that I can talk at least.
Aqua: God I'm so nervous. It's not THAT serious so calm down a little bit.
Aqua: Just take a deep breath and relax your shoulders w
Aqua: There might be some people who will be a little surprised. Anyway, I had the solo Master challenge that I did and everyone cheered me on for right?
Aqua: I made it to Diamond 1 and ended at diamond 2 I think?
Aqua: I was so sad and frustrated about that. I said I'd do my best the next season but you know, I had the break there and everything.
Aqua: The new season should start today.
Aqua: Everyone has been talking about the new season being really hard for ranked play.
Aqua: Even the people who always make it to predator have been quitting because it's too difficult to climb.
Aqua: Well, not like I'm aiming for predator or anything.
Aqua: I took a look at all the info available and thought about time I have available.
Aqua: I feel like I'd want to take this season off and continue later.
Aqua: It would be better to wait for a better time overall where I don't have to do so many other things at the same time.
Aqua: Last time It had a negative effect on me both physically and mentally, to the point where I lost consciousness one time and missed an appointment for work I had.
Aqua: I really appreciate everyone who was cheering me on of course, but after all I thought "I can't keep going like this. I'll die"
Aqua: It was a goal I set for myself and I really did want to reach it, but it's probably not worth it to sacrifice my health and work to achieve.
Aqua: I'm not saying I want to quit Apex, I do want to keep playing of course.
Aqua: I there is ever a time where I could play both on and off stream and put my work on hold, I might be able to reach that goal.
Aqua: But as things are right now, I'll just end up putting myself in danger physically and mentally.
Aqua: I really hate it when things that I love turn into something I hate.
Aqua: I should be having fun when I am playing something I like but if I keep grinding like last time I might ended up hating APEX and gaming, which is a very sad thing.
Aqua: And many people were really worried about me back then. I felt really sorry. For now I just need a little bit of time to pick myself up again.
Aqua: So I did a lot of thinking about whether I should keep going with Apex. I think I need some more time to make that decision, but for now I'll take some time away from it.
Aqua: If you were really looking forward to more Apex, I'm sorry.
Aqua: To everyone who cheered me on, I'd like to say... how to put this.
Aqua: I feel like I shouldn't really push myself that far for even those people. Right now I just want to stream to bring joy to those who sincerely support me.
Aqua: I'm doing my best to make the concert as good as it can be, and I'm trying some new things as well.
Aqua: Can I just talk about something completely unrelated for a second? Yeah I'll do that.
Aqua: So, I want to play some games tomorrow.
Aqua: I don't know how long I can stream but I want to play a game. There's too many games to choose from and I don't know what to do.
Aqua: I'd like to ask everyone here what you'd like to see me play.
Aqua: Thank you so much for all the kind comments... I'm so happy...
Aqua: I can feel the love all the way in my soul...
Aqua: By the way, I'm not sure if I can stream tomorrow so keep that in mind. If I can't stream tomorrow, please forgive me.
Aqua: I'm the most addicted to Uma Musume right now since I can play it during any and all down time.
Aqua: It's so much different from Apex, which just locks you at your computer. Being able to start and stop the game whenever is so good.
Aqua: I've been watching the Uma Musume anime while working recently. It's so funny.
Aqua: AH RESIDENT EVIL!!! I've wanted to play that for so long!!!
Aqua: I think I've played though Resident Evil RE:2 properly but no others.
Aqua: I think I played 7 a little bit but gave up because it's too scary. I can't deal with horror games.
Aqua: Oh 8? I think that's the newest one, that might be interesting.
Aqua: I'm so bad with horror games I get a stomachache on the days I have to stream horror games.
Comment: RE:7 VR? Aqua: NO!!! That's never going to happen, stop!
Talking about different types of horror game players. She thinks she's the type who just can't.
Aqua: I just can't deal with horror, but if it's RE I might be able to push through because I like the series. If I can't then please forgive me...
Aqua: I did try 7 but couldn't continue playing because it's way too scary. So 7 would be the best? Maybe 5 or 6 too? I've never played those.
Comment: RE4 is not scary Aqua: Oh I see.
Aqua: If you're that sure RE4 is not scary I might try playing that.
Aqua: RE7 was so terrifying. There's not that many jumpscares, but just the atmosphere in the house was too much. It took me like 20 minutes to take one step.
Aqua: Well, I'll think about it a bit more. I do want to play RE games.
Aqua: Nier Automata? Yeah Nier Replicant came out recently too.
Aqua: I love the series. I played Automata almost 2 years ago so... I remember the story a little bit still.
Aqua: I've been thinking about playing Automata for a while already with Replicant coming out. Right now I could just play Replicant too.
Aqua: It's a hard decision to make...
Aqua: Is Replicant a remake or a completely new game?
Aqua: Oh it is a remake of the PS3 game.
Aqua: I already played FF7:R and the original game off-stream.
Aqua: I played the first FF7 remake on stream but the 2nd is still not out yet. It'll be a really long time until it's all out.
Aqua: So Replicant is a remake, does it actually have the entire game?
Aqua: Ahhh I want to play Automata again too.
Aqua: Nier is my favorite game series so far so...
Aqua: I actually want to play Dragon Quest too! I've never played any Dragon Quest games actually.
Aqua: It's probably pretty rare to see someone who has never played any Dragon Quest games. I do know of the series but never played it.
Aqua: I really want to try out Dragon Quest!
Aqua: Square Enix RPG:s are just godlike.
Aqua: It's so hard to decide what to do!
Comment: RingFit? Aqua: I never want to play that again. Then again, I have been thinking I have to lose weight recently...
Aqua: It's so harsh...
Aqua: I can't clear that game! It won't happen! It's too much!
Aqua: Well, I'll think about it some more. If I ever clear RingFit it will be a miracle.
Aqua: I've been playing it on stream quite a bit and off stream sometimes and still haven't cleared it.
Aqua: I know that the DQ series has a different main character in all the games, but I haven't decided which one I want to play.
Aqua: I've heard 11 is really good, as well as 3 and 5.
Aqua: 3, 5, 8 and 11 are apparently really great. Even among those there's one that's above the others.
Aqua: By the wa- Oh Yakuza. That might be fun too.
Aqua: I know you can go into some video shop and look at ladies in swimsuits.
Aqua: I know you can drive taxis too in those games. They seem really fun.
Aqua: I really can't decide what to do.
Aqua: It almost played again.
Aqua: I should collect some ideas you might have. You all have really great suggestions and I'm really curious. I've been thinking about giving you a week of time.
Aqua: It'll be your responsibility okay? I am actually really curious what kind of stream ideas you might have.
Aqua: It's interesting to see what kind of plans people who don't usually stream would come up with. Yeah I'm actually going to do it, let me write this down.
Aqua: The deadline will be one week...
Aqua: I want you all to really take some time and think about something and submit your ideas via Google Form.
Aqua: It might be fun to review the ideas later with some sort of yes/no vote system.
Aqua: That might be fun. I'll think about a little bit more, but it seems fun. I'm curious what would happen.
Aqua: Oh yeah, I want to do a cooking stream as well.
Aqua: I've wanted to do one for a long time so that might be an idea too. I never could do those at home.
Aqua: Wow there's so many sneeze appreciators. It's been while since the last one so they were all starved I think.
Aqua: Maybe they feel like a person stranded in the desert who just found an oasis.
Aqua: The donations just won't stop, it's been a while since I sneezed already.
Aqua: It's cold in here...
Aqua: Let me go get some more clothes. It's so cold.
Aqua: Alright, I got some more clothes. I put some water in the humidifier as well.
Aqua: Why is it this cold all of a sudden?
Aqua: Yeah it's going to be a cold night again I think. It's been warm days and cold days for a while now. You think so too?
JP bros agreeing with Aqua about the weather.
Aqua: It's May already... golden week is almost over too. I still feel like it was December just a second ago.
Aqua: It's a weird feeling.
Aqua: Wow I'm really sleepy.
Aqua: What was I talking about again? I lost my train of thought completely.
Aqua: I had some more topics ready but I think I'll talk about them later.
Aqua: There are three more points on my list but...
Aqua: I'll just talk about this one as the last topic.
Aqua: I received some mysterious merchandise earlier.
Aqua: It was a very light package. I checked the address and saw it's from the office.
Aqua: I wondered what it could be, maybe some merchandise?
Aqua: As I opened the package, I found this. What could it be? Papa?
Aqua: Papa what is this thing?
Aqua: So yeah, I have it right here!
Aqua: I'll do a quick review of it right now.
Aqua: It was sold at Gaou-papa's booth but sold out in one minute.
Aqua: Well, I don't kow about the 1 minute but it sold out pretty much instantly.
Aqua: Was there a reissue of it? I don't remember.
Aqua: Oh yeah there was a reissue but that also sold out almost instantly.
Aqua: I'll review it now. The size is okay, it's not too big or too small. It has enough room to move your mouse.
Aqua: There's something weird at the bottom of it. It think it's supposed to be good for your wrist. Yeah, accessories like that are pretty popular nowadays.
Aqua: Oh I see. That's what it feels like.
Aqua: LOL
Previous message was a mistype, sorry.
Aqua: Wow, okay so that's it for my review. It's a weird feeling. I mean, it's me...
Aqua: Anyways, that happened. Enough about that topic...
Aqua: I had no idea about that mousepad being sold actually.
Aqua: I'm thankful for Gaou-papa and his art though of course. If he wasn't there, I wouldn't be here either.
Aqua: Well, I'm way too sleepy and I can't think so I'll end the stream here for today.
Aqua: I'll just read SC names and end for today.
Aqua: What are the views on Goodby Sengen at now? 970k!? Only 30k more.
Aqua: OWWwww my stomach... maybe it got too cold.
Aqua: Thank you so much everyone who's had it on loop.
Aqua: Owww my stomach. I'm getting cold sweats now too.
Aqua: I'll read these in the next members only stream I think.
Aqua: I'll do one or two more members only streams soon so I'll read the superchats then.