Streaming schedule

I can't stream on a set schedule. Multiple things get in the way, whether that's schoolwork that I procrastinated on, or some other real life obligation that pops up. I feel bad when I say I want to stream or do speedruns one day but then, time and time again, I end up delaying said stream or session of attempts more and more because of my own laziness. And this won't be easy to fix. Because of how my brain is wired due to the fact that I have Asperger's, I have a very hard time getting out of a habit once I'm in it.

What does this mean for streaming? It means my streams(and sessions of speedrun attempts for some of the longer games I run)will be on an extremely erratic schedule where at some points the times I stream or do attempts will be few and far in-between. This sort of thing really hinders me from building my own community and connecting with other communities.