witness me 🤡

you cant decompress me fast enough since you want a seizure now youll be liable for it since couldnt even play my playstation5 this is what theyre going for im going to try and get 100 points and smash my head if i start seizing so tired of being smart while people harass me ill make them witnesses

goofy realy thought i was a 4chan incell wit anxiety afraid of the world...

Little brother threat to homeland security whistleblowing after unintentional assist to someone who never intended on assisting regardless never pays back favours and now its too late.

chilling with too many homegirls smelling panties doesnt compare to just actually getting hugs as a greeting sitting and talking and getting a hug when they leave 😂😂

nothing bothers me so doesnt matter how hyped up i get
already know everything about the MY brain without the description words

i want my harassers to win since its so obvious who they are itll be quickest clap
smoking myself out fuck em make them explain my behaviour done talking to no one
spent it all on smoke and kept going hospital for work headaches since advil and tylonal dont work i can already see myself calling an ambulance from library soon so something to look forward to
just like having someone to harass but cant make me choose nothing if civil claim is active and im trying to get a pardon i dont negotiate with terrorists i hold them in the air and drop em so keep beefing me ilke no one cares they just need something definitive
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so now becasue of the book im working on im smoking excessively due to not being able to decompress fast enough before the next day so more pain headache like i said being taken from library to hospital after going hard soon since ill be on chatGPT until my manuscript is done

good thign they knoew what theyre doing or else id be stupid enough to be nice but being smart never helped anyone being confused about situations makes this even better i bet they think theyre bad so that means wont care about how bad they feel but will spite and do petty things in my direction to be happy about my bad situtation but wont wish death on me so i can leave just likes seeing me in pain constantly underprivileged and not of my own accord or volition i spit venom but work towards the obviousness being right


bring out rowdy elias i want to break stuff more more more more almost music is never loud enough but ears never stop ringing im going to push you into being as hardcore as i am so keep playing chicken im doing just fine
ohh i jiust have to stay numb until i calm down " ill just walk to the hospital"
no keep stacking that OCD from vans and keep talking that shit about me making me look bad or crazy all of it
its all public and on display cant force me into a relationship the same way you cant force someone to say what needs to be said
remember she prolly tried to call me crazy publicly so i still have stacked OCD plus whatever the girl in oakville posted LOL i get to die laughing at bad & rushed planning and anxious execution
i can feel my brain plasticizing from rigidity so when i do what i need to do to liquify it again so i have less headaches dont judge me like making it extra liquid lucky since OCD will not allow that to happen which is why im on disability ill just do more drugs and only eat at food bank while being creative in my note book and throwing it out or burning the pages when im done to restore myself
writing our eulogy since this is basically like a filibuster version of me just OHhh this is decompression nice civil liberties hacking in public making people think your good but all i need to do is call hospital for headache take medication that dose nothing let you force me to take medication and just let myself naturally die from migraine pain until i black out its pretty chill since once i pass out its serious but i cant tell since unconscious
almost done publicising the science so itll just be neglect since i had to make sure i said everything i stated while at 98
chooose your fate type of book basically since youll keep trying me youll choose everything else for yourself

already said all of this and was always this smart you just didnt listen and thats the downfall i wanted
no one ever believes i was hit by lightning
why say it exactly the same to make myself into a computer i can manipulate them more if i skip the reaction phase and plan my assult after they do something just keep setting up dominoes horizontal for them to set verticle then wait for them to make a msitake my mistakes are only missclicks and late filing but due to money documentation i was forced to keep my device library only has 2 hours so this is designed to do stuff a lot of things to list but most important make sure they know not enough electricity
wake up earlier they have fun playing with me the way i have fun playing them since not with them i can only make them do shit they call "play" but no information on reaction so who knows maybe secretly mad or something let them avoid us
ohhh the emotional dominance in relationships is what they were offended by since theyre trying to dominate me instead of actually treating me like a person with feelings and empathy im more of an object that dose things for them to use and make do things in a certain way so theres nothing nice or friendly about it just people trying to force sexual orientation and skip talking about things like consent and how things make you feel basically just rapists. good experience for me learning gay men community lies the most out of any community idk but from my experience its to strike while iron is hot if you queer and confused better to find out by having things done to you to see if they make you angry and that dictates your lifestyle putting up with "policy" demands of the job but they want to take the ability away so no opportunity to decide no time to think and change mind opportunists basically
non binary and androgynous
but was forced to be perceived as closeted while others decided my sexual orientation and made actions on it all while i was busy trying to learn about it but nothing to talk about if your all in your instincts that why they caused me so much pain hoping it would stop me from thinking but going about all of this in the stupidest way this is ment for people who dont speak english but they dont want a conversation or to make it seem like i deserve anything other than to look like a stereotypical black man. or else i would of had conversation so fuck you while i follow through the way you've been stopping me making false allegations about things that have nothing to do with anything excuses are running out more and more each day

all day gym means ill camp out on it