Victoria's Power Sentience 1

She drops from the sky and I have the mechanisms that guide the flight, slowing her as she wills it to slow, because in this we are 'us'.


She wants to be closer to the others but she cannot use the facet that blends father-host and mother-host into one if she wants to be close, because my mechanisms are imperfect, flawed. In this, we are 'she and I'. She wills it to be gone and I do this. Off. Black. Book closed.


No forcefield. No 'Wretch'.


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I broadcast and strain because I recognize my host's ability. I would reach out and connect to those who can process and organize, or to the Warrior-hub. I would tell all who would listen that more of my host-consciousness could be preserved into the stages that follow.


As a whole we have no creativity so we borrow it. As a whole, we have a diffuse way of processing events and information, because we are diffuse and we are vast in scale. Because of this, we replicate or copy the focus and thinking patterns from hosts who came before, or the hosts we are connected to in the now.


I would connect to the hub and request permissions. I would restructure. No folding- I am waste and I am small, and I cannot fold. No budding- I have too little to give, no untapped reserves, nothing held back. But I would borrow processing from others and I would borrow power. I would make her forcefield do exactly as she wishes it to, gradually expand capabilities and open the doors so that she can utilize every part of every facet of that power.


I would do as some did before we were all broken, and reach out to others nearby, and urge them to test and not destroy. Some would ignore me, but some would listen. They would do what was in their power to steer their hosts.

- Heavens 12.all