This is me

For about two years or more, I've been depressed and having auditory hallucinations. Until recently I've been scared to admit this in fear of being taken for a freak or a monster, but all I want now is to get better. I've been in out of therapy with multiple different people and types of people. I'm sorry for everyone I've been an ass to or have hurt directly or indirectly. I'm not asking for help I just needed this off my chest.