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- I've been with my wife for a bit over 2.5yrs and married for 1.5. We were only supposed to be separated for 3 months but its turned into 9 months because of the coronavirus border closures. I was so excited to finally be seeing her next month(in a different country) until this happened.
- She started a youtube channel earlier this year and began collaborating with a Polish organization called NEOS. At the time I believed they were a group of harmless free thinkers who wanted to create their own society and have their own land, food, water, and even currency. I believed that they simply wanted to be self-sustainable and independent of the government, but I would later learn that the rumors of being a cult were true and they weren't what they appeared to be on the surface.
- My wife had been meeting various NEOS members to record youtube videos with when she was invited to join them for a whole weekend. I felt very uncomfortable with this but she assured me everything would be fine as she claimed there would be other women there and it was something she couldn't miss since one of the guys there owned a cannabis oil business and she wanted to do the same. She was supposed to be there from Fri to Sun. Friday and Saturday were nothing out of the ordinary as we video chatted and she sent loving text messages to me. However, on Saturday she said that she was going to participate in a "strong" ceremony and that she would quit the internet.She went completely radio silent, even missing an important dr appt on Monday and a meeting with her best friend. After 2 nights of no contact her best friends and I became very worried and I said I would have to get the police involved soon if I didn't hear back by that night.
- She finally broke silence and had a <2m phone call with me before hanging up. She said she realized that we can't be together because we're a different race and I need to be with an asian woman and herself with a polish man to have kids with. She said she got very high on cannabis oil and found her true love and soulmate at that gathering. I was shocked and asked if she slept with him, to which she replied none of my business. I pressed and she admitted that she did sleep with him. I was in such utter disbelief that I had to ask 4 times before she refused to answer any more questions and hung up.
- She has never been racist at all in her life prior to this. In fact, she's slept with men of most ethnic backgrounds. She has been very vocal about her hatred of having kids to the point where she wanted to get her tubes tied at age 21. She completely changed her stances on both of these things which she was formerly so adamant about. She's been completely brainwashed and her friends pointed it out as well but they can't do anything about it she's so stupid and stubborn. As it turns out, NEOS is a Neo Nazi white supremacist group and this whole weekend meeting was like her indoctrination to become one of them.
- I had one more conversation on the phone with her to discuss my belongings and she basically just reminded me that people need to stick to their kind and that interracial mixing is disgusting. She wouldn't tell me more about the ceremony she participated in but she did say she was doing intense magic with shamans.
- I obviously cannot take her back after what she did to me, committing adultery with no hesitation whatsoever and no remorse, but I still care about her enough to want to save her from this horrible situation. She is extremely naive and has no concept of danger so she doesn't even know how much trouble she's really in. These are very dangerous and evil people. I'm completely powerless to do anything since I'm not physically present and I'm at the mercy of the borders to reopen. When I do finally get to return to the country I know for a fact she will be completely closed off to any reasoning and probably even become violent towards me but I will restrain her and try to make her come to her senses physically.
- This situation is a complete nightmare and I can't even put into words how devastating this is beyond imagination. I love this girl more than anyone could possibly fathom. I just want her to get out of this cult because even though she tells her friends she's fine she's clearly gone completely insane and become a completely different person overnight. I can't function at all because the anxiety is overwhelming and time will not heal all because she'll just sink deeper and deeper into this cult. I feel like a parent who's lost their child and can't sleep at night until they're found. I know she wronged me so deeply but I at least need to help her snap out of this. Can anyone give me some real advice?
- TL;DR: Wife got indoctrinated into a neo-nazi cult and cheated on me. She's in so much danger and so brainwashed there is no reasoning with her. She is my wife and I will not give up on her or let any man touch her once I get back to the country. I'm assuming I'm completely alone in this fight since the police will not help me at all.
- EDIT1: We finally had a phone conversation longer than a few minutes and I kept my cool to keep getting info. I asked her if there was even any hesitation to cheat or remorse and she said not at all because she recognized this guy as her true soulmate and twin flame and had to go for it. She says its the best sex shes ever had, even better than me. After mentioning multiple times how perfect this new guy is I asked her how she knew she wouldn't cheat on him and her response was that its only cheating. I said she'd always be a cheater and she blocked me on one app and on another said that I can only contact her for something very important. I blocked her as well.
- This breakup is definitely the most traumatic life experience yet. I built my world around her so all my future plans have drastically changed and I'm not even sure where I'll be living now since I was planning to live in that country with her for a few years. It will be very emotional to revisit any places we went together and created good memories in because I remember the warmth of her being next to me and now going alone there would be a sinking loneliness from that empty void. This is all such a nightmare and I'm still processing it.
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