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  1. 10:32:40 PM) enturbulatedOccupation [[email protected]] entered the room.
  2. (10:32:48 PM) ***enturbulatedOccupation has entered the memo
  3. (10:32:49 PM) earthenElemental: Myra??
  4. (10:32:49 PM) tungstenTinkerer: Well. Said tracer would be Vi
  5. (10:32:59 PM) ***enturbulatedOccupation has opened the admin panel
  6. (10:33:00 PM) tungstenTinkerer: She's an ok person and wait what
  7. (10:33:07 PM) enturbulatedOccupation is now known as WASTE_OF_MIND
  8. (10:33:07 PM) specificNihilism: m ra?
  9. (10:33:16 PM) societalFlame: Whhat?
  10. (10:33:18 PM) specificNihilism: myra?
  11. (10:33:22 PM) ***innocuousIntent has disconnected from the memo
  12. (10:33:24 PM) soulHooks is now known as fabulousFreelooter
  13. (10:33:27 PM) lucidChthonia: I -
  14. (10:33:30 PM) ***WASTE_OF_MIND has uploaded file to the memo "Adieu_Tout_Le_Monde.avi"
  15. (10:33:32 PM) innocuousIntent is now known as serpentLinguist
  16. (10:33:34 PM) future_ventricularPipefitter: Myra?
  17. (10:33:45 PM) future_ventricularPipefitter: where teh fuck have you been
  18. (10:33:47 PM) future_ventricularPipefitter: what
  19. (10:33:48 PM) ***lucidChthonia has downloaded file "Adieu_Tout_Le_Monde.avi"
  20. (10:33:52 PM) specificNihilism: she's been so worried about you
  21. (10:34:02 PM) ***fabulousFreelooter joined the memo
  22. (10:34:02 PM) ***societalFlame has downloaded "Adieu_Tout_Le_Monde.avi" from the memo
  23. (10:34:03 PM) serpentLinguist: [>Echo: put your hand on Ross' shoulder]
  24. (10:34:08 PM) ***earthenElemental has downloaded file "Adieu_Tout_Le_Monde.avi"
  25. (10:34:12 PM) ***specificNihilism downloads file "Adieu_Tout_Le_Monde.avi"!
  26. (10:34:13 PM) WASTE_OF_MIND: (( http://pastebin.com/hFyteBTP ))
  27. (10:34:16 PM) ***stanzicApparati has downloaded file "Adieu_Tout_Le_monde.avi" from the memo!
  28. (10:34:26 PM) fabulousFreelooter: ah, are we downloading something~***
  29. (10:34:37 PM) ***tungstenTinkerer downloaded file "Adieu_Tout_Le_Monde.avi"!
  30. (10:34:49 PM) lucidChthonia: I
  31. (10:35:03 PM) ***WASTE_OF_MIND has PMed ventricularPipefitter, tungstenTinkerer, artisticHourglass ( ((http://pastebin.com/yw1N4Bz0)) Additional_Homework_For_Overachievers.avi )
  32. (10:35:06 PM) lucidChthonia: This
  33. (10:35:13 PM) ***WASTE_OF_MIND has closed the admin panel
  34. (10:35:13 PM) lucidChthonia: This isn't what I think it is, is it?
  35. (10:35:18 PM) ***WASTE_OF_MIND has left the memo
  36. (10:35:21 PM) lucidChthonia: Shit.
  37. (10:35:21 PM) WASTE_OF_MIND left the room.
  38. (10:35:22 PM) specificNihilism: myra
  39. (10:35:23 PM) specificNihilism: but
  40. (10:35:43 PM) lucidChthonia: Watch the video.
  41. (10:35:52 PM) lucidChthonia: I'm not going to spoil it for you guys, you need to hear it from her yourself.
  42. (10:35:58 PM) specificNihilism: why
  43. (10:36:01 PM) future_ventricularPipefitter: ...Oh. It's this.
  44. (10:36:02 PM) specificNihilism: does that make her
  45. (10:36:04 PM) specificNihilism: really worry
  46. (10:36:39 PM) future_ventricularPipefitter: You need your contemporary Ross for this. Be back later.
  47. (10:36:46 PM) ***future_ventricularPipefitter has left the memo
  48. (10:36:51 PM) earthenElemental: I...
  49. (10:37:03 PM) earthenElemental: Myra -
  50. (10:37:03 PM) fabulousFreelooter: ... spenih?
  51. (10:37:16 PM) ***fabulousFreelooter hugs spenih preemptively
  52. (10:37:23 PM) You are now known as ventricularPipefitter
  53. (10:37:36 PM) earthenElemental: ...
  54. (10:37:36 PM) serpentLinguist: [>Echo: give him a computer]
  55. (10:37:43 PM) ***stanzicApparati hugs mom
  56. (10:38:02 PM) ventricularPipefitter: [ "...This is it, isn't it?" ]
  57. (10:38:05 PM) ***societalFlame hugs Spenih
  58. (10:38:07 PM) earthenElemental: [>Stan: stop breathing]
  59. (10:38:26 PM) serpentLinguist: ["Yes."]
  60. (10:38:45 PM) earthenElemental: [>Stan: Continue breathing, but feel as if someone's punched you in the chest]
  61. (10:39:36 PM) serpentLinguist left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
  62. (10:39:41 PM) ventricularPipefitter: [>Ross: Watch. Curled up in a ball in your chair.]
  63. (10:40:12 PM) ***ventricularPipefitter has entered the memo.
  64. (10:40:18 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Well.
  65. (10:40:21 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Fuck.
  66. (10:40:45 PM) ***lucidChthonia hugs Ross
  67. (10:40:55 PM) earthenElemental: I...
  68. (10:41:01 PM) ***stanzicApparati hugs Pipes
  69. (10:41:03 PM) ventricularPipefitter: THIS IS NOT FUCKING HEROIC, MYRA
  70. (10:41:06 PM) earthenElemental: I guess that means she's not coming back, right?
  71. (10:41:08 PM) specificNihilism: r ss
  72. (10:41:10 PM) specificNihilism: ro s
  73. (10:41:12 PM) ***specificNihilism hug les
  74. (10:41:12 PM) ventricularPipefitter: THIS IS NOT WHAT HEROIC LOOKS LIKE AT ALL YOU BITCH
  75. (10:41:25 PM) specificNihilism: oss ple se
  76. (10:41:48 PM) ventricularPipefitter: She KNEW
  77. (10:41:55 PM) ventricularPipefitter: She KNEW what this would do to us.
  78. (10:41:59 PM) ventricularPipefitter: you can't apologize for this.
  79. (10:42:02 PM) ***specificNihilism h gs
  80. (10:42:04 PM) fabulousFreelooter: shit.
  81. (10:42:07 PM) specificNihilism: i 's
  82. (10:42:09 PM) specificNihilism: b tt r
  83. (10:42:16 PM) specificNihilism: than n t s yi g an thi g
  84. (10:42:19 PM) specificNihilism: a a l
  85. (10:42:19 PM) ***fabulousFreelooter hugs venpip, too
  86. (10:42:22 PM) ***fabulousFreelooter and spenih
  87. (10:42:30 PM) ventricularPipefitter: long as she'd been away
  88. (10:42:33 PM) ventricularPipefitter: she might as well have
  89. (10:42:55 PM) mislaidLullaby left the room.
  90. (10:43:05 PM) lucidChthonia: I... the only thing I can think of to tell you is... she thought she had good reasons. Whether she did or not, she probably thought she was justified.
  91. (10:43:08 PM) lucidChthonia: It's a horrible thought.
  92. (10:43:14 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Noone every does anything without a reason.
  93. (10:43:19 PM) ***tungstenTinkerer 's computer exploded
  94. (10:43:25 PM) specificNihilism: e peci lly not
  95. (10:43:26 PM) lucidChthonia: Some people
  96. (10:43:26 PM) specificNihilism: n t
  97. (10:43:31 PM) specificNihilism: m ra
  98. (10:43:36 PM) ventricularPipefitter: [ "Echo." ]
  99. (10:43:36 PM) specificNihilism: m a w y
  100. (10:43:44 PM) lucidChthonia: When people hurt that much inside, and they feel like they can't talk to anyone about it?
  101. (10:43:47 PM) lucidChthonia: It happens.
  102. (10:43:54 PM) lucidChthonia: I'm so sorry, Ross.
  103. (10:43:56 PM) specificNihilism: s e wa al ays w ll ng
  104. (10:44:00 PM) specificNihilism: to l st n
  105. (10:44:07 PM) ventricularPipefitter: [ "Did she make you help her make this?" ]
  106. (10:44:25 PM) earthenElemental: She didn't mention me.
  107. (10:44:29 PM) earthenElemental: She thought I was dead.
  108. (10:44:35 PM) earthenElemental: And now I'll never be -
  109. (10:44:38 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Myra I don't care how--she didn't?
  110. (10:44:52 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Fuck, Stan.
  111. (10:44:54 PM) ventricularPipefitter: I'm sorry.
  112. (10:44:57 PM) earthenElemental: I'll never be able to /say/ to her -
  113. (10:45:01 PM) specificNihilism: sh 's so s rry
  114. (10:45:17 PM) specificNihilism: o so r
  115. (10:45:35 PM) ventricularPipefitter: 'people are irreplacable' 'fucks you up to stay lonely'
  116. (10:45:37 PM) ventricularPipefitter: yeah.
  117. (10:45:39 PM) ventricularPipefitter: yeah, you would know.
  118. (10:45:44 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Take your own advice.
  119. (10:46:36 PM) ventricularPipefitter: I
  120. (10:46:40 PM) specificNihilism: [>Skye: curl in on yourself and bite your thumb so you don't make any noise]
  121. (10:46:40 PM) ventricularPipefitter: How can you say all these things to us
  122. (10:46:45 PM) ventricularPipefitter: and then just leave.
  123. (10:46:52 PM) specificNihilism: s e w nt d t e be t
  124. (10:46:58 PM) specificNihilism: t at
  125. (10:47:01 PM) specificNihilism: s e
  126. (10:47:04 PM) specificNihilism: m ra
  127. (10:47:07 PM) specificNihilism: yra w y
  128. (10:47:24 PM) lucidChthonia: You...
  129. (10:47:27 PM) lucidChthonia: Sometimes
  130. (10:47:37 PM) lucidChthonia: Depression.
  131. (10:47:43 PM) ventricularPipefitter: She's smiling.
  132. (10:47:49 PM) ventricularPipefitter: The whole damn time she's smiling through this.
  133. (10:48:02 PM) lucidChthonia: Because she thinks she's found the solution to her suffering.
  134. (10:48:07 PM) lucidChthonia: It's...
  135. (10:48:08 PM) ventricularPipefitter: She -has-
  136. (10:48:09 PM) specificNihilism: [>Skye: break down and sob]
  137. (10:48:12 PM) lucidChthonia: I wouldn't be wrong to say it's the /wrong/ solution
  138. (10:48:14 PM) ventricularPipefitter: The Ring's nice and peaceful.
  139. (10:48:31 PM) specificNihilism: ..
  140. (10:48:38 PM) lucidChthonia: If -
  141. (10:48:48 PM) lucidChthonia: I'm not sure you've ever experienced that depth of despair before.
  142. (10:48:49 PM) lucidChthonia: It warps -
  143. (10:49:09 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Aelf do not talk to us about that right now.
  144. (10:49:12 PM) ventricularPipefitter: we are well aware
  145. (10:49:15 PM) specificNihilism: ... .
  146. (10:49:21 PM) ***tungstenTinkerer joined #ultimatereward
  147. (10:49:27 PM) lucidChthonia: I was trying to /help/
  148. (10:49:28 PM) tungstenTinkerer: this did not happen
  149. (10:49:34 PM) specificNihilism: c l
  150. (10:49:37 PM) lucidChthonia: I was trying to help!
  151. (10:49:49 PM) specificNihilism: / e h s
  152. (10:49:49 PM) ventricularPipefitter: just let me hurt
  153. (10:49:53 PM) earthenElemental: ...Please come back later.
  154. (10:50:01 PM) ***lucidChthonia has left the memo
  155. (10:50:11 PM) specificNihilism: h ro
  156. (10:50:20 PM) specificNihilism: / ug
  157. (10:50:32 PM) ventricularPipefitter: [>Ross: Reach the line about 'closure.' Curl up and sob. ]
  158. (10:50:33 PM) fabulousFreelooter: ... spenih.
  159. (10:50:36 PM) fabulousFreelooter: i'll be here.
  160. (10:50:38 PM) ***stanzicApparati hugs mom tightly
  161. (10:50:45 PM) fabulousFreelooter: if you need someone to listen to you.
  162. (10:50:52 PM) specificNihilism: ...
  163. (10:51:07 PM) ***societalFlame hugs Spenih
  164. (10:51:34 PM) ventricularPipefitter: [ "Fucking shitty-ass excuse for closure you can call this CLOSURE might be say, coming back and saying hello more than once a year let the last thing we ever see of you be your fucking suicide note Myra LeJean what is this." ]
  165. (10:51:44 PM) lucidChthonia: [> Aelfrida: begin to cry. Be entirely aware of the irony of what you've been saying, and hate yourself for trying.]
  166. (10:51:57 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Hey.
  167. (10:51:58 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Skye.
  168. (10:52:01 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Thanks for the hugs.
  169. (10:52:08 PM) specificNihilism: a y
  170. (10:52:13 PM) specificNihilism: n th n
  171. (10:52:16 PM) specificNihilism: f r
  172. (10:52:19 PM) ***earthenElemental hugs the channel
  173. (10:52:20 PM) specificNihilism: y
  174. (10:52:27 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Yeah. The same.
  175. (10:52:34 PM) specificNihilism: .
  176. (10:52:40 PM) specificNihilism: ....
  177. (10:53:08 PM) earthenElemental: I -
  178. (10:53:18 PM) ventricularPipefitter: I'm sorry, Stan.
  179. (10:53:23 PM) earthenElemental: I spent ten years wandering, trying to contact her, and /this/ is the first I hear of her first-hand...
  180. (10:53:34 PM) specificNihilism: s s r
  181. (10:53:35 PM) earthenElemental: I guess it's the last I'll hear of her first-hand, too.
  182. (10:53:40 PM) earthenElemental: Sometimes I fucking hate this game.
  183. (10:53:43 PM) ventricularPipefitter: This is how it goes, isn't it?
  184. (10:53:57 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Life is unfair.
  185. (10:54:03 PM) ventricularPipefitter: You get used to it.
  186. (10:54:11 PM) specificNihilism: s
  187. (10:54:12 PM) specificNihilism: s
  188. (10:54:13 PM) specificNihilism: o
  189. (10:54:16 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Hit rock-bottom, and get handed a jack-hammer.
  190. (10:54:17 PM) specificNihilism: u f i
  191. (10:55:35 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Let's.
  192. (10:55:43 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Whatever I don't know what to do right now.
  193. (10:55:46 PM) earthenElemental: I
  194. (10:55:54 PM) earthenElemental: I think we should make that memorial I was putting off.
  195. (10:55:59 PM) specificNihilism: o h g e o
  196. (10:56:07 PM) ventricularPipefitter: I'd like that, Stan.
  197. (10:56:23 PM) ***ventricularPipefitter pulls Skye into a hug and holds her close.
  198. (10:56:33 PM) earthenElemental: Let me just reconfigure so I can get into the forums, give me a moment...
  199. (10:56:43 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Only if you go hug Mornei.
  200. (10:56:50 PM) ***earthenElemental has left the memo
  201. (10:56:53 PM) specificNihilism: my a
  202. (10:56:54 PM) earthenElemental left the room (quit: Quit: http://www.mibbit.com ajax IRC Client).
  203. (10:56:59 PM) specificNihilism: yr
  204. (10:57:24 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Heroic.
  205. (10:57:25 PM) ventricularPipefitter: How.
  206. (10:57:28 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Dare.
  207. (10:57:28 PM) ventricularPipefitter: She.
  208. (10:58:04 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Myra LeJean you monochrome Anon bitch, you *KNOW* that's the coward's way out.
  209. (10:58:06 PM) specificNihilism: m r a a a aa
  210. (10:58:52 PM) ***stanzicApparati hugs mom tightly
  211. (10:59:37 PM) ventricularPipefitter: Hey, hey.
  212. (11:00:27 PM) ventricularPipefitter: We've-[ -sniff- ] wwwe've- [ -sob-] we've still got [ -bawl- ] eachother.
  213. (11:00:32 PM) ventricularPipefitter: five out of six
  214. (11:00:37 PM) ventricularPipefitter: is a pretty good record
  215. (11:00:44 PM) ventricularPipefitter: twenty years in
  216. (11:01:16 PM) lucidChthonia: Lucky you, I've got four.
  217. (11:01:18 PM) specificNihilism: s e kn ws
  218. (11:01:20 PM) lucidChthonia: (wait wrong one)
  219. (11:01:27 PM) lucidChthonia: ((ignore that then))
  220. (11:01:30 PM) lucidChthonia: ((Sorry))
  221. (11:02:05 PM) specificNihilism: ky w l n ver l a e
  222. (11:02:12 PM) specificNihilism: s e p m ses
  223. (11:02:32 PM) specificNihilism: s
  224. (11:02:34 PM) specificNihilism: h
  225. (11:02:43 PM) specificNihilism: ur s
  226. (11:03:00 PM) ventricularPipefitter: It's going to keep hurting.
  227. (11:04:01 PM) stanzicApparati: [>Cyma: Feel utterly useless, because you can't even do anything besides internet hugs right now. Go find Toni so you can hug her, at least.]
  228. (11:04:03 PM) specificNihilism: [-wail-]
  229. (11:05:50 PM) ***specificNihilism 's computer disintegrates!
  230. (11:06:22 PM) fabulousFreelooter: ... i wish there
  231. (11:06:25 PM) fabulousFreelooter: was anything i could do
  232. (11:06:26 PM) ventricularPipefitter: I'm going to need a longer vacation.
  233. (11:06:27 PM) fabulousFreelooter: i'm sorry
  234. (11:06:49 PM) ventricularPipefitter: It isn't your fault she killed herself.
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