JessicaLast Sunday at 1:44 AM
There’s no way of me to know what’s going on if no one communicates anything with me. I’m just giving you my perspective.
PhoenixLast Sunday at 1:45 AM
Sorry I didn't mean to come off as rude
JessicaLast Sunday at 1:47 AM
You didn’t, don’t worry.
PhoenixLast Sunday at 1:49 AM
Well I'm having a talk with skyrus and yokai around normal raid time today so I'll let you know how it goes if that would impact your decision at all
I gotta head to bed now though goodnight and I hope your day goes well
JessicaLast Sunday at 1:50 AM
Yeah I need some time to think about it. Goodnight.
PhoenixLast Sunday at 1:51 AM
I can understand that
JessicaToday at 12:03 PM
Hey Rav, how are you?
PhoenixToday at 12:11 PM
im going about as expected
how are you?
JessicaToday at 12:23 PM
I’m alright. I’m overloaded with school work and work work this week lol.
PhoenixToday at 12:33 PM
ahh that sucks
played the new raids yet?
JessicaToday at 12:35 PM
Yeah I went through them once today but still need to get loot from 3 of them. Have you tried them yet?
PhoenixToday at 12:35 PM
doing them currently with the team
JessicaToday at 12:38 PM
Nice! How did that all pan out in the end?
PhoenixToday at 12:39 PM
in what way?
JessicaToday at 12:41 PM
The static? I’ve mostly been left in the dark about it so I assumed a resolution was reached without me being involved.
PhoenixToday at 12:42 PM
left in the dark? im not sure what you mean, i asked if you wanted to come back but you said you wanted time
JessicaToday at 12:42 PM
I was waiting on you to get back to me o: I thought that is what we agreed on. Sorry for the confusion.
Plus I wasn’t involved in any conversations so I assumed I wasn’t needed haha
PhoenixToday at 12:43 PM
you only offered to fill and i found someone to play tonight so i didnt message you on that
you found another team so i didnt want to harass you into coming back
honestly i was just trying to be polite about the entire situation, sorry if you felt that was leaving you in the dark but it was not intended
JessicaToday at 12:44 PM
I said I wanted to hear about the talk you were going to have with Skyrus and yokai. It’s fine tho.
PhoenixToday at 12:44 PM
hmm i might have forgot about that one sorry
i was tired when we last talked
still have yet to have that proper resolution anyways
so theres nothing to update you on
JessicaToday at 12:46 PM
Yeah like I’m not upset but it just made me feel even more like my thoughts didn’t matter and I felt fully disconnected from the group. I told my friend I may end up rejoining the static depending on how things went but when I didn’t hear anything I figured it didn’t matter much if my issues were being resolved. I’m glad you found someone else though!
PhoenixToday at 12:55 PM
sorry was in tit ex
so honestly after our talk and you saying you wanted time i was giving you time, you say you felt disconnected from the group because you actively left theres not much i can really do about that situation other then asking you to come back which i already did and as for the problems you said they were taken into consideration and have already been acted on but considering you left and have shown me no sign of you wanting to return i wasnt aware you wanted to know the details on how the static was going
and we found someone to tryout because i have heard nothing from you after you saying you need time until tonight partway through the normal raid time
and regarding the feeling disconnected from the group i understand the feeling considering this entire explosion happened without anyone giving me a chance to say anything or even considering that i might actually be able to fix the problem
im still extremally upset about the situation but im working with what i can so i apologize if i miss some things here and there its been a stressful few days
JessicaToday at 1:17 PM
I think there was miscommunication. I was waiting on you to get back to me with information. I told you I’d like to hear how your talk went with other members so I’m not quite sure what else I was suppose to be thinking about during that time. There’s no way I could know my thoughts were taken into consideration and acted on because I was told nothing. Because I was not included in any talks, all I could really do was wait for something to be said to me. I didn’t feel like I needed to force myself into conversations when one of my major issues was feeling left out.  I joined another group because I initially didn’t expect any kind of follow-up. My intention wasn’t to stress you out more but I guess I’m not sure what I was suppose to be thinking about during this time when I wasn’t being included in any talks about resolutions and not being told what was actually getting resolved.
PhoenixToday at 1:18 PM
there really hasnt been any resolutions regarding yokai and skyrus yet
skyrus wants to fix the situation but yokai is gone for the week
theres honestly nothing i can do about the situation
with those two at least
ill try to fill you in on the rest, regarding the tank he was removed and skyrus has stepped down from leadership after taking my suggestions into consideration
we are picking up a drg that we were running with tonight, he was the no mic guy
JessicaToday at 1:27 PM
I apologized for not waiting until you got on to leave so I do sympathize with you there but I do hope you can understand how confusing my position has been and it’s been really hurtful on my end as well. There’s really no point in updating me now because I told my friend the other day I wasn’t hearing anything back so I would stay with their group and I’d rather not flip flop around. I’m not upset with you personally and I really don’t mean to sound self-important but it just felt like I was being dumb for trying to spend time reconsidering when I still felt entirely invisible. Regardless of all that though, I do wish you the best and I’m sorry for causing you any stress.
PhoenixToday at 1:31 PM
i wont lie its very upsetting to hear that you felt invisible after what ive done to make sure that everyone gets a say and especially after how i was treated in this situation, but at this point there doesnt seem to be a way to move forward
so i guess all i can really say is that i wish you the best