Poyo - Last Tuesday at 7:36 PM
inb4 nobody comes again
YSF - Last Tuesday at 7:57 PM
That's on them
They wanna hear your side
But dont care to seek the info
Poyo - Last Tuesday at 7:57 PM
yeah
exactly
im too hot and intimidating for them to talk to :~)
might as well keep it up alap, i mean im going to be here for ages with free time if anyone comes in and wants info lolol
YSF - Last Tuesday at 8:00 PM
Ok
Although
I'll be in n out
Poyo - Last Tuesday at 8:00 PM
thats fine
YSF - Last Tuesday at 8:00 PM
Since I'm not home and doing shit
Poyo - Last Tuesday at 8:00 PM
its my side of the story that they want anyways
YSF - Last Tuesday at 8:00 PM
I guess
Poyo - Last Tuesday at 8:00 PM

Poyo - Last Tuesday at 9:38 PM
so @ anyone who might be joining here jus say somethin cus im during therapeutic shit and i sleep at midnight so :( stick around and i will do AMA

May 4, 2017
YSF - Yesterday at 6:02 PM
She's having a group meal or something. She'll be back in like a few.
Poyo - Yesterday at 6:36 PM
aight
these fuckers better join this bc if they don't and continue spouting shit im gunna be piiissseeed
ill start this off, just so those who join can see, and if nobody ends up joining, ysf can screenshot this or something:
please stop saying he r*ped me or that it wasnt consensual. it makes me incredibly uncomfortable. im someone who strongly believes that drunken sex can be classified as assault -- but i need to make it clear that i had this whole 'trip' planned before i was even drunk, it was not a drunken idea, nor was it him taking advantage of my intoxicated self.
please stop talking about me in that way and especially please stop trying to bring up my past, but i know this will either go ignored, or make you all keep doing it
id also like to just say for a second that its disgusting that even if i WAS. none of you care about my safety or health. youre all obsessed with the idea of ysf getting jail time or some shit. and thats fucking weird and gross
dondurma - Yesterday at 6:54 PM
Hi Youkobro, do you still request her? Or is it someone else posting for you? It's kinda hard to tell looking at the archive
Poyo - Yesterday at 6:55 PM
ew.
dondurma - Yesterday at 6:56 PM
hey Poyo why did you stop drawing for the drawthreads on /a/?
Poyo - Yesterday at 6:56 PM
im permabanned lol
not to mention id be instantly shitposted
ive thought about drawing for the /v/ drawthreads but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh theyre bad
dondurma - Yesterday at 6:57 PM
Isn't there a way to reset your IP or something?
Poyo - Yesterday at 6:57 PM
i mean
yeah
but the mod knows me
so like ive tried and im instantly banned for evading
cus that bitch keeps an eye out for me
dondurma - Yesterday at 6:58 PM
That's sad
Poyo - Yesterday at 6:58 PM
pretty much
banned on /ghost/ too but i get unbanned on the ninth. maybe ill even draw there lolol
dondurma - Yesterday at 6:59 PM
How bad was the cause of your first permanban?
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:00 PM
he just got piss't at me cus im a shitposter
the reason is literally liek
"you hve had enough chances"
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:04 PM
You still request Rina right? I've been thinking about doing your hospital request last weekend, then I got very busy
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:05 PM
i request her in the /v/ thread now and if i can i see if i can evade to do it lololol. thatd be so cute if you did though :') id love that
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:06 PM
well, I could just post it on /v/, then
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:07 PM
that would work too hahaha
if you want (you)s you can post it wwd too but thats on u idc
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:07 PM
Also, what's with your new SI , her eye is crooked
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:08 PM
oh thats just for that silly family pic
was goin for the crazy menhera look hold on ill get the normal pic
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:08 PM
I have the normal ones
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:08 PM
oh oh ok
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:12 PM
about the family one, if the daughter represents the girl from Emergency, who's the little boy?
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:12 PM
just a random design
just decided on a cute babby design haha
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:12 PM
i always assumed more people joined these but i guess everyone is getting bored of you and lolycow
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:13 PM
Rude
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:13 PM
lol
i mean
the first one we did was on the weekend
im sure if he had possted the link earlier when everyone was active it would have more people
we had like.. wut. 15? people or some shit in that one
YSF - Yesterday at 7:15 PM
I do request her myself.
Why
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:16 PM
There's a post in the archive saying you're breaking up with Youko
plus, there's different ref pictures and stuff
there are*
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:18 PM
its shitposting
YSF - Yesterday at 7:18 PM
I never said anything like that in the archive
And I'm making my ref again
To include all her designes
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:18 PM
don't worry if he's too autistic to admit he doesn't care about her after knocking up some internet friend he probably wont ever do it
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:18 PM
funny
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:18 PM
That's rude
WHy you talk like this
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:19 PM
because lolyfag is a tard and he's used to criticism, im not saying anything he hasn't heard before
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:19 PM
its pissing me off though
YSF - Yesterday at 7:20 PM
Petty insults isn't criticism
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:20 PM
yeah
i mean
if you want to break down the actions and talk about coulda shoulda woulda, wutever
but spouting names is just bs and annoying
especially when i wanted ppl to come to this discord so i could clear up so HOPEFULLY you shits would stop making this into a huge lolcow shitpost scandal
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:21 PM
i wouldn't even waste time legitimately criticising you because you wouldn't process any of it, so you'll just get the namecalling
>stop making this into a huge lolcow shitpost scandal
do you not see it as exactly that, or...?
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:22 PM
i see it as a mistake and you are, as they call it, 'tipping the cow'
none of this, except my pregnancy, is a current ongoing event
the only thing happening is you people continuing it
and even worse, trying to make this into a r*pe thing which as i said greatly disgusts me and makes me really ucomfortable
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:23 PM
"you people" as if lolyfag isnt going into ghost every 5 minutes and dragging it out, lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:23 PM
hes responding to you guys
he doesnt just bring it up out of nowhere
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:23 PM
i never said it was rape, i dont know who would think it is
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:23 PM
it is, as i said
tipping the cow
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:23 PM
Congratulations on your pregnancy by the way
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:24 PM
i didnt say you did. i said the people on ghost are
idc what you think quite frankly, im talking about the bigger issue here and also
thank you
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:24 PM
you know that i'm right on the nose about him dragging this out, it's not just responding to people
if you really didnt want it to continue neither of you would even entertain posts about it
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:25 PM
we both want people to stop spreading misinfo
the whole fucking thread
all starts convo with other peopel going "olololol r*ped" and calling me a slut or saying they want to fuck me or just insulting him
you cant look down on him for telling those people to fuck off and telling the truth
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:26 PM
you and him both have spent lots of time in the wwd, you should have just given up on trying to keep people from running with it the second he nutted inside
a normal person would just say fuck it and walk away but that wouldnt result in daily attention showers
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:27 PM
well, you know, i am a clinically diagnosed attention whore with daddy issues that requires attention and fucks to not kill herself
lol.
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:27 PM
i dont know if you are reading ghost but i wouldnt call what he has been posting telling the truth or trying to clear the air
he mainly just gets mad like an autist and denies every accusation
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:28 PM
hes telling the truth for the most part
why wouldnt he get mad
and deny things
if i could fucking post id be doing the same thing FUCK i cant wait until the nith
ninth
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:29 PM
and that's why people dont think you are smart
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:29 PM
people dont think im smart because im not
i dont really care what people think as far as my intelligence goes?
all i want is for people to stop saying im a disgusting junkie slut
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:29 PM
literally just write a pastebin statement and leave it at that lol, hes responding to random posts that are only made to egg him on because he is too autismo to understand it
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:29 PM
hes free to do what he wants
maybe people should
you know
stop egging him on.
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:30 PM
im just saying if you think hes on ghost trying to clear the air and doing anything but acting like a sperg you are in for disappointment
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:31 PM
i know whats happening on ghost you dumbass
im watching all the posts
theres nothing wrong with what hes saying
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:31 PM
is autism contagious, you might have caught his
nothing productive is happening there and it only makes both of you look more retarded
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:32 PM
nice use of autism as an insult ;^)
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:32 PM
which is an astounding feat considering why people are talking about you
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:32 PM
idc if things arent productive im fucking pissed
?
i dont know what you mean
like i said i just want peopel to stop fucking calling me a junkie slut and saying i suck dicks from drugs and shit even if i did or DO thats none of their fucking business
anyways
for right now i have to take a shower and then i think i have a scheduled snack, but i can talk during said snack. ill respond soon,
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:33 PM
> i just want peopel to stop fucking calling me a junkie slut and saying i suck dicks from drugs and shit
this will never happen so give up on it lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:35 PM
i have time before my shower so im going to use it to say fuck you
why the fuck does it matter?
why is it such a hilarious and disgusting thing that i have issues?
hahaha lets all laugh at the girl with problems
like
im in a fucking mental residential
ok NOW brb
dondurma - Yesterday at 7:36 PM
see you(edited)
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:52 PM
im here, by the way
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:55 PM
are you really surprised that your situation is being latched onto by shitposters though, the wwd will ride you for months over your artist thank you lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:56 PM
im saying its a little pathetic
i mean
whatever, people saying they want to fuck me, whatever, its gross but funny lol but
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:56 PM
surely some part of you realizes that if you dont want to see people posting certain things about you you need to just walk away
Poyo - Yesterday at 7:57 PM
i just dont see whats so hilarious about my issues. so many other girls deal with the same shit i do and its a plague
theyre justp issed because im cuter and they cant handle the fact that such a cute girl is living such a horrible life but got more XXX than they ever will :^)
ghoster - Yesterday at 7:59 PM
its probably because compared to you most people that end up getting shat upon in the wwd have it happen over petty little things while you went and fucked the biggest shitposter in the threads then announced it lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:00 PM
i never announced it
i actually wanted it to be more of a secret
he did, however
and im not mad at him for doing so, we already spoke about it
people are free to hate me
i just wish theyd stop calling me a slut and a whore and all these names that im not
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:01 PM
my memory is failing me, i forgot that before all this you announced that you were dropping kirino and now had an internet boyfriend or something so eyes were already on you to do something else funny that could be posted about for weeks
you really toppled expectations with this though lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:01 PM
i never announced the dropping of kirino, it was moreso just hinted and then i admitted to breaking up with her
i really dont care
like i said
idgaf if people wanna turn our 'relationship' into a meme-status i just want people to stop painting him as a rapist, and to stop painting me as some slut and just a junkie thatd suck a dick for a bit of xannies
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:04 PM
well i hate to break it to you but you cant have the attention of being a meme without any of the negatives
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:04 PM
fucking dur
but
theres things you can focus on more
like, say, fucking the biggest shitposting and getting knocked up
theres no reason to include my past as a sexworker and my drug abuse
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:05 PM
id actually say you have gotten off pretty easy because a few years ago this would literally bump wwd threads into the 700+ post count, now its just some guys in ghost calling you a drug whore or saying they would have liked to fuck you first
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:06 PM
but i guess im just so hot everyones bound to br obsessed with my tits
whatever
its still annoying even if its a few people.
but i guess it is all that, lol. jealousy that they didnt nut inside me first
but who would wanna fuck the disgusting trashy drug whore huh?
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:07 PM
if i did i would definitely make sure to wrap my dick lol
and i dont think anyone is necessarily jealous of being lolyfag in the slightest
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:11 PM
idc most people do but we just didnt that one time. people have preferences and frankly i thought i was so anorexic that i couldnt get pregnant cus thats a thing but look where we are now lol
na
some peoples are totally jealous lmfao
i mean who wouldnt be since fucking me is the best thing a person can ever experience :^3(edited)
someone even straightup said it
not my fault im a sexy blonde gyaru with big tits
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:15 PM
i stand corrected, one guy on ghost is jealous that he didnt get to fuck you
he is most certainly not jealous of being lolyfag right now though lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:17 PM
plenty of people wanna fuck me tho, even if theyre just calling me a dumb trashy slut they know they want this pussypop
he literally said hes jealous of ysf
dondurma - Yesterday at 8:17 PM
That must be me, but I don't see Poyo acting like an insane. At all
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:18 PM
im glad you think that
many people think im off the rails crazy because i have a lot of manic episodes and psychotic breakdowns but right now im ok
and im on a LOT of antipsychotics
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:19 PM
jealous of lolyfag fucking you, not being the bestiality enthusiast edgelord who got you pregnant
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:20 PM
same thing
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:20 PM
not in the slightest, but thats beside the point
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:21 PM
lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:23 PM
trust me there are only a few sickos out there who would want an alcoholic pregnant with their kid
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:23 PM
im not an alcoholic
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:23 PM
i think you probably are
didnt you mention being drunk in both of the other logs lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:24 PM
i drink a lot but im not a fucking alcoholic
like how i take molly and fucking dph but im not a goddamn JUNKIE
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:25 PM
"im like 16 years old and get drunk nightly but im not an alcoholic" wew lad
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:25 PM
....
im 18
and i dont get drunk nightly what te fuck
i drink like once a week LOL
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:26 PM
same with the drugs, you can do that shit a few times a decade and not be a junkie but doing it all the time makes you a junkie
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:26 PM
junkies are dope addicts
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:26 PM
Nope
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:26 PM
i dont do dope, i dont do coke
yes
ive been to enough fucking drug rehabs lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:26 PM
if you think you need to be nodding off with a needle in your arm to be a drug addict you are silly
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:27 PM
not talkin about drug addicts
im saying im not a junkie.
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:27 PM
didnt you or lolyfag say that youve fucked for drugs before lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:27 PM
same with how im not a whore when i dont do that anymore
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:27 PM
i dont think anyone who isnt fiending would do that so easily
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:27 PM
i have
i have fucked for molly at my low points
but when youre already fucked up, manic episode at a rave
its bound to happen
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:30 PM
nah i think most people would show a little more hesitation unless they were already comfortable with teh prospect
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:30 PM
i was hesitant
i was hesitant to start drugs, i was hesitant to start sexwork, i was hesitant to drink. i was hesitant to do fucking everything but i dont care
ofc i was comfortable
sure
im a slut lol. ive fucked more men than i can count and most of it was either for some molly or benzos but like. wutever
i can still be a good mom
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:32 PM
yeah im sure
and thats not sarcasm
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:32 PM
what
what are you sure of
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:34 PM
you being a good mother, im sure if the kid comes out ok you'll sign the adoption papers quick
although if it is actually lolyfag's kid you've got a pretty sweet deal coming in the form of child support so maybe you wouldn't
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:37 PM
i would like to find a private adoption family. im smart enough to know that i am probably unable to take care of a child on my own, my boyfriend said he would help but he does think adoption is the best choice
he wants to keep the child, though
YSF i mean
so
its likely he will gain custody, and perhaps i will visit them
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:46 PM
what a fucking scary situation, i wouldnt trust lolyfag to watch my dog
hes going to have the kid calling a picture of yoko "mom" lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:47 PM
idc what he does as long as the child does know me as the mother
i honestly, though, dont really get why you think hes such an awful person who cant father a child.
or how i cant mother a child.
we're fine.
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:49 PM
That's probably because he is a fucked up chuuni sperg totally unfit to raise a child
You probably wouldn't be too bad if you werent you know a suicidal drug addicted prostitute
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:50 PM
hes not
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:50 PM
i don't think anyone in the wwd is well adjusted enough to raise a kid properly
but definitely not lolyfag lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:50 PM
and im not suicidal, im not truly addicted and im getting better, and im not a prostitute anymore
hes fine dude
youve just got a fucked up perception on him lol
like shit ive met him irl and talked to him daily for months like hes not fucking weird
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:52 PM
i dont think i would call you the best judge of character, but the way people act in private is pretty telling
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:53 PM
im a very good judge of character. i have a lot of psych knowledge, you know. its easy for me to read people
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:54 PM
yeah but you're also an 18 year old who thought it was a good idea to fuck lolyfag raw lol, reading people to know how to manipulate them effectively isnt really what im talking about
Poyo - Yesterday at 8:55 PM
im an 18 year old who has deep mental issues, and made a mistake. i was admittedly drunk but it was our decision to not use a condom and i thought id be fine
i didnt mean like that
i meant i know peoples character, like who they really are and whats just an act and whatnot
and ive been around enough fucking creeps to know how to back down
that being said yes i do have an abuse problem and i do cling to those who are cruel to me, but that wasnt the case with him
ghoster - Yesterday at 8:57 PM
really dont think you learned that lolyfag is actually a completely normal and well-adjusted human being after a few months of discord chats versus like 3 years of him publically being a complete manchild retard lol
but if it makes you feel better to think that way go for it
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:00 PM
uhuh. and people are totally how they seem when shitposting on 4chan, huh? should i pull up my persona of "kill all yew betchez slit yer throatz an bleed awt dum pigz"
i know who the fuck he is dude
like
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:00 PM
yes if you are a retarded asperger for years in a 4chan art thread about cartoon wives you are probably pretty similar irl lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:01 PM
he knows who i am. i know who he is.
we both vent to each other all the time
hes not
hes really chill and cool lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:02 PM
how nice that you both ended up finding each other to confide in
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:02 PM
it is nice
hes very understanding
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:02 PM
you truly deseve each other
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:03 PM
we deserve each other as friends
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:03 PM
im still friends with most of the girls ive impregnated too
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:04 PM
ok.
i just dont get why like
idk
why do you care so much
at least he got more pussy than you ever did lol
and it was with a cute sexyhot gyaru
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:05 PM
i dont think he has slept with more girls than me but if hes got more than 6 than yeah
dont really care anymore though because i have a waifu, no need to sweet talk a gyaru for months in hopes that i can recoil when she sucks my dick lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:11 PM
i mean, i dunno, i am a pretty good lay. worth goin cross country for :^)
its ok. you can admit your jealousy, people are already saying it in /ghost/
like it feels great tbh
i am a 'junkie' and a disgusting slut but holy shit everyone still wants me like how do you get better thab this lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:13 PM
im not so sure, there are at least 25 girls just like you at every anime convention in america
i could save some gas and go to one of them instead lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:13 PM
naw
theres no cuter yandere menhera gyaru
one of a kind babby
YSF - Yesterday at 9:17 PM
If I may interject
I never planned on getting her pregnant.
I assumed "one time" wouldn't do it.
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:18 PM
yeah
YSF - Yesterday at 9:18 PM
Besides
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:18 PM
and i told him that due to my ED it was unlikely that id get pregnant
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:18 PM
did you guys skip sex ed in school  lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:34 PM
not worth it unless you're planning to kill yourself within a year
i knew some kids who did a lot of coke in high school and they were like zombies who couldnt feel anything without it after a few months of heavy use
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:37 PM
i know a lot of people who do coke sometimes
i mean
its whatever
but yeah
real talk ysf isnt here should i do dph in here sometime next week
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:37 PM
i dont even know what that is
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:38 PM
its liek benadryl it makes u so fucked up and u hallucinate like crazy
its like acid if you take enough lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:39 PM
oh diphenhydramine
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:39 PM
yeah
i love it
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:40 PM
it's not like benadyrl, it is just benadryl
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:40 PM
i say like in a general sense its just my talking style lol
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:41 PM
you would have to take a lot of that to see anything wild
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:41 PM
oh well yeah
dude i have crazy dph experiences
i guess u werent on ghost when i was crazy into it
like
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:41 PM
ive taken a lot of it but only to sleep, i have no interest in seeing spiders crawling out of my mouth
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:42 PM
omg i love it i got like shadow people screaming and jumping at me and i saw my mom on my bed and then i herd a baseball announcer
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:43 PM
how much do you have to take, cant imagine it would be much to get an anorexic girl whos five foot two bouncing off the walls
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:44 PM
i took 12
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:46 PM
cant imagine it would be that enjoyable to hallucinate that hard
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:46 PM
its scary as fuck but its cool
plus i dont have access to other shit
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:47 PM
get high on life
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:48 PM
my life sucks
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:51 PM
yeah i guess it does lol
all i need to do is take a big breath of fresh morning air and i feel great
YSF - Yesterday at 9:51 PM
Poyo remeber he was insulting you just hours ago
Now he's bribing you for sex and other lewdity for drugs
ghoster - Yesterday at 9:52 PM
says the one who was desperate enough to do it lol
YSF - Yesterday at 9:52 PM
Literally making his insults and proving him right
Poyo - Yesterday at 9:52 PM
i guess so
i mean everyone insults me
and then everyone comes to love me 0:3
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:03 PM
i guess your time in the spotlight is coming to an end, im the only one that stayed longer than 15 minutes and i only joined to see if you would post nudes
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:03 PM
w/e, i wanted people to join so i could tell them from my own words that it was consensual
send me some bennies and ill send u nudes :^)
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:05 PM
kind of expensive for something i could get for free withsome persistance
dont even have any to barter with so whatever
YSF - Yesterday at 10:05 PM
Poyo. I need to tell you somethings
In private
So if you could respond to my pm
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:07 PM
yeah but then wheres the pleasure of knowing you baited the crazy girl into nudes
um
gimme a moment wtf
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:10 PM
theres more satisfaction in that than paying for it lol
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:10 PM
ugh
fjghdfjkghdfjkgdfjgdfhgjdfjgddjj now i cant stop thinking about how bad i wanna take the dph i have its on my mind so much
i wish i could ghostpost
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:11 PM
why would you want to hallucinate getting covered in spiders
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:12 PM
its cool i dont get covered in the spiders
plus its more interesting than any of the shit here
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:13 PM
wait they give you as much benadryl as you want in the mental ward?
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:13 PM
naw
i stuck it in in my underwear literally
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:17 PM
if i was a security guard there you would have gotten a mandatory strip search
is it a drug thing or a mental ward
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:25 PM
its an eating disorder place..
they hold onto my razors and my usual meds but
lol no strip search
this place is shitballs i cant wait to go home
i could even do drugs and shit when i get outings but sometimes they do drug tests
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:26 PM
why would you bring razors with you
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:26 PM
to shave?
thats how i cut myself
i break the razors outta shaving razors cus those blades are sooo sharp and i can cut hella deep
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:27 PM
yeah no shit i mean why would you check in with razors in your bag
if theyre going to take them anyway
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:28 PM
no no
i didnt mean take em away
i meant they hold them for me
so then when liek i want to shave i gott ask and they give me my meds when i ask
but like i said i hid the dph in my panties
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:29 PM
do they not say anything when you hand your razors back with the blades snapped out and  blood on them
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:30 PM
well obviously i fucking dont
why would i cut here
that being said
if i wanted to, i could buy razors, cut myself outside, then come back
but i wont because im a good girl~
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:31 PM
i dont know why you would, you tell me why you hack yourself up lol
YSF - Yesterday at 10:32 PM
Poyo
Can you respond to my pm?
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:32 PM
because im a disgusting junkie whore and i deserve to mutilate myself and my scars gimme attention :^) obviously
YSF - Yesterday at 10:32 PM
Don't ignore me
Poyo - Yesterday at 10:32 PM
um
im not ignoring you
wtf
i told you im liek writing up my diary cards for this place and i gtg in 30 min
0_0 ill respond in a sec holy shit
also i have to go to sleep like now so um
bye lol and thanks for entertaining me hopefully people will understand it was consensual lol this was fun
ghoster - Yesterday at 10:45 PM
yeah it was a good way to kill a thursday night
May 5, 2017
YSF - Today at 3:27 AM
WHAT THE FUCK
POYO YOU IDIOT DO YOU THINK I WOULDN'T READ OVER THE FUCKING CHAT WHEN I WAS DONE WORKING?
WE'RE GONNA HAVE A LONG VERBAL CHAT WHEN YOU WAKE UP