Conversation logs with Seven

"What would actually need to happen for you to see *color* in the world again?"

She understood a bit of his plight. She wouldn't pretend to be able to fully empathize since she had never experienced this sensation of feeling like she didn't belong before not at the level that she had given out to her, still she wanted to know more about his story and his path.

"What kind of world do you believe that we live in, or *should* live in."

"When you say manifest yourself, what would be holding you back from doing that? We sit here, in a place were we are free to choose what we want to do, without anyone to really stop us...lest it be a crime. What do you believe could be holding you back from what you want?"
(Séven)
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Dialog :
Séven asks, "Is it a law?"
Séven asks, "Or people?"
Séven asks, "What's actually stoping you from doing what you think you want?"
Neklous Endore says, "I might just be rebellious."
Neklous Endore says, "Who knows."
Séven asks, "Rebellous of what?"
Neklous Endore says, "I will find out somehow though."
Séven asks, "The law?"
Neklous Endore says, "The law."
Séven asks, "What law specifically?"
Neklous Endore says, "The norms of society. "
Séven says, "What kind of norms, be specific."
Neklous Endore says, "Order. I don't like order. "
Neklous Endore says, "I want to be wild and free."
Séven says, "Order in *what way*. Platitudes are not going to help you solve you problem"
Séven asks, "What does being wild mean to you?"
Séven asks, "Is it being naked?"
Séven asks, "Killing unchecked?"
Séven asks, "taking things at will?"
Neklous Endore says, "I want to form a pack of beastkin and do whatever it is that we desire."
Séven says, "Ok"
Neklous Endore says, "I will achieve this .. I promise."
Séven asks, "What do you desire right now?"
Séven asks, "Other than that?"
Séven says, "You can do these things, and not even come in contact with the law."
Neklous Endore says, "To know more of my nature. To know more of why i feel so drawn to the sight of a thorned rose flower. I want to know why do i feel it is a reflection of myself. I want to be loved and touched. I have been lonely but the forest has already kept me company. The birds in the night.. its just serene paradise. "
Séven asks, "Is there anything stopping you from doing this?"
Séven asks, "Anything at all?"
Neklous Endore says, "Yes."
Neklous Endore says, "My ignorance."
Neklous Endore says, "I do not know how to manifest this."
Séven asks, "What are you willing to sacrifice to achieve this?"
Séven asks, "Safety?"
Séven asks, "The lives of others?"
Séven asks, "Morality?"
Séven asks, "Money?"
Neklous Endore says, "Everything within me. My emotions.. my feelings.. my sense of touch and morality. I do not seek to hurt others though unless they bring harm to me first. I will cut flesh from my own limb before I hurt others for my direct self."
Séven says, "Is that really being rebellious, your not willing to hurt others."
Séven says, "And all you want is to improve."
Séven asks, "Why do you see your actions as being something contrasting to what is normal?"
Neklous Endore says, "Though if It came a choice if I had to choose 1 life which is my lover over the lives of tens of millions. I would choose to save that 1 life. that 1 lover and watch the world burn 10x over. "
Séven says, "Lot's of people are like that."
Séven says, "We all try to be benevolent but it's hard not to hold one's life and ideals before all others."
Séven says, "You're not alone in that thought."
Neklous Endore says, "Because... Order is discipline. Behaving in a certain way.. acting professional.. acting in the way society deems you should act. Don't act like you don't know or haven't experienced it. You priest are made to seem like you guys are all rightous and all knowing. That is how society says you should act. "