Grandpas been dead sorry kids ghosts did it

I fight myself everyday for creative inspiration and someone thinks by getting in between myself they can make me expose some deep founded hatred I have towards something when I’m just as interested in finding out too being this spiritual shit let’s

They tired of it
WELL THATS TOO DAMN BAD YOU KEEP DIGGIN
The best thing is knowing I have a better list of things I need checked out before I ask someone out so you fucking with me and stopping me thinking your helping is me just sitting back and letting you stop everything so your forced to
Realize yourself as the problem who the fuck is that stupid and what did I do to for people to assume that of me either way idc testing from my
Spoofed line is whatever make this into murder since you know my history and life are already so close to it any stupid mistake is going to come from
People micromanaging me trying to help or abuse not gunna have to do shit but be alone forever 🤣🤣
Genetically speaking they’re not wrong but experiences trump everything since ptsd from genocide is somehow not even top 3 crazy 🤣
I’ve already spent my child hood not being believed want me to take more breaks and kindnesses you didn’t know I was giving you no more video explanations since for some reason you got it into your head thinking I need or enjoy it
Yeah explain how my life deserves to be hard 🤣
Whe your done explain why you couldn’t make it hard enough given the information provided
Now explain why you ignored signs so obvious so early its inexcusable and just plain murderous if you think about it but I’m masochistic so you know what I’m hoping for makes it easy to figure  out boyfriends always gay with jealousy gay or heterosexual it’s always the same sneaky fuck shit
Why no reaction but hole in the wall this much composure but none when behind close doors to make them understand I have same fears and most women 🤣😂 not a bit afraid but why would you want to be so confident in regards to that I was trying to have people vouch for how cool I was instead some weird fucking idiot tried to make me look bad without knowing why it’s not only unlikely waste of my time so let’s waste more time since that’s the title to my life wasn’t even allowed to self emancipate myself but I have to sit around for reject goofies to figure out something fuc*ing obvious who gives a fuck about trying with someone from a place in life like this kill me first fuck this so fucking weird push me into the psyche ward again please or should I just check myself in like I used to do in kindergarten just ask to be alone somewhere away from fucking idiots not even reacting aggressively but explaining to idiots how stupid they are is my mistake
Ouuuu his video game handle is ifshes16im16
Ouuu he listened to R.I.P. by playboy carti excessively
Ouuu he sent flowers with a weird rapist joke play on words
Let’s do a bunch of things to him instead of just actually asking him 👌🏿✨noice now when we’re right since we can’t imagine how we could ever be wrong we won’t need to think about what if since easy clap it’s in the bag no look 360scope
Ohhh now no hope but pandora has to have hope and it’s on my side hoping I get what I want since you got no hope and so what ohhh sorry right 🙄😒 that’s going to make everything better don’t tell anyone you have that bomb waiting to be drppped better keep it as an ace in the hole and focus on a tie since no possible way for you to lose right 😂🤣

Video documentation works in my favour since I wasn’t blinded by rage I was so dead calm when I did. Everything I hope you have the video body language will be jokes asss fuck
Flypaper ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨I’m a firefly duhhhhh
Disability is how smart and other problems that caused this level of intellect 🤣 hbo special if I’m lucky since media training will take me to the ends 🤷🏿‍♂️ I was only 6 years old ✨✨✨🤣🤣🤣
For which trauma media training started at age 3 because gen*cide ped* training was after media training so I wouldn’t say anything dumb on camera after going missing the timing is so weird