Felix.

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Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Take me off your profile, please.
ViciousVariant  whispers: As you wish.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Yeah, I do.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: You've really fucking upset me.
ViciousVariant ViciousVariant  Whisper whispers: I couldn't care less at this point. I've already gone over the line way too many times.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Basically tried to imply it was my fucking fault that it happened.
ViciousVariant  whispers: No, I didn't say that at all.
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ViciousVariant  whispers: I said that he was at fault for it happening, but you were at fault for not telling someone.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: You were asking if I'd turned him on, basically interrogating me, then you used this bullshit thing about killing someone and them having the RIGHT to kill you back. How I see it, was that if I had turned him on in the slightest, he had every "right" to do that to me.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Nobody has the "right" to rape somebody.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: If the boy was turned on, it still doesn't give him the right.
ViciousVariant  whispers: That's also not what I said.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Right.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I'm not arguing anymore, Mali. I'm done. I'm done with just about everything.
ViciousVariant ViciousVariant  Whisper whispers: Tomorrow I'm going to be hitting the road to go on a trip to Minnesota to bury my grandparents.
Miscalculate Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Shrug.
ViciousVariant  whispers: Goodnight, Mali.
Miscalculate Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Just accept what you said.
Miscalculate Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: And don't try to twist it to make you look/feel better.
ViciousVariant  whispers: To make myself look better?
ViciousVariant  whispers: Mali, I'm a cunt.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Don't interrogate people who had that done to them, and make them feel like they're to blame for it.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: I wasn't to fucking blame, Felix.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I'm a good for nothing, worthless, selfish, trash-talking, arrogant, ignorant, incompetent, insolent, uncultured swine.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I'm human.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Alright, Garrett.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I realized that. For some reason I've had it in my head that because I was more mature and more intelligent than most children my age that I was better than every single person around my age.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I'm not.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Mature people aren't so fucking insensitive towards others.
ViciousVariant  whispers: Insensitive? Mali... For a long time now I haven't felt any kind of feelings.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I thought that I could've regained a bit when I met you and I did for a short while.
ViciousVariant  whispers: I thank you for that.
ViciousVariant  whispers: But the dead should be left dead.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Shame that feeling isn't mutual. All I've felt for the past fucking year is emotions. Anger. Hurt. Betrayal. You get the picture.
ViciousVariant  whispers: Wow... A year? Time flies fast.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Over a year.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: September 1st.
ViciousVariant  whispers: And it seems I lose my group of friends at the end of each year.
ViciousVariant  whispers: Last year I did something horrible and lost my 2 closest best friends.
ViciousVariant  whispers: Now this year too.
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ViciousVariant  whispers: Anyway. I'm done talking. I feel no need to explain myself anymore. You either won't understand or won't care.
Miscalculate  > ViciousVariant: Please inform me of the terrible thing that happened to you to a) make you numb to pain or whatever and b) think it's okay to make other people feel like that.